True Monsters
Chapter 42 - Beginning #1

Catastrophe viewing angle.

From the end of the eye only visible a vast expanse of grass and flowers, I can't believe what I'm seeing there's even a sun shining down on this place when this place used to be just a very thick pile of snow and in just a few years it's been a beautiful place these.

I walked slowly, the sound of grass gently scraping my legs and the sound of wind out of nowhere like whistling in a beautiful tone.

A few minutes later I saw a little deer drinking in the lake not far from the entrance.

I approached the deer very carefully so that the deer would not be afraid, I was very curious why any deer that lived here came from where he was because there was no way that deer had existed since the ice it was impossible for deer to live in such a place.

My feet continued to slow down until I stepped on the water of the lake and looked down even on this lake there were very beautiful fish decorating the lake.

I looked back at the deer and the deer was already aware of my existence but he did not run away but rather he looked at me strangely as if he was talking to me.

Then the deer ran towards the forest, I only saw the deer running but suddenly the deer stopped and glanced at me again and ran again.

I knew the deer wanted to show me something so I ran after it.

I ran into a thick forest, in this forest it was so strange, the warmth and nostalgia I felt so deeply.

Until a while I began to see the end of this forest because this forest is not big.

After coming out of this forest I saw a very large field of flowers, a lot of animals playing there, and, and I realized that all the animals that I saw here were different from the animals that were outside and I just realized that everything here was the nature of the world I was in.

what I thought was a baby deer turned out to be an adult deer body is not as big as in this world and the shape and makeup of all the animals that I saw the same from the time I went to zoos.

Even the flowers I saw I had read in the book I borrowed from the library.

What the fuck is this all about why is this happening? these two worlds are connected.

The stars were gathered in the middle of the meadow and there was a small wooden house.

And there's even stranger things - all the animals that are here are animals that I've seen, dogs, tigers, lions, elephants, deer, buffalo, monkeys, bears, elephants, cats, cats, giraffe, eagle, horse.

They lined up as if to give me a way to the wooden house, I walked slowly while looking around with a very strange feeling in my heart.

Until I stood right in front of the entrance of the house, I pushed the wooden door that looked so sturdy.

Inside the house it is seen on the right there is a bed made of dry grass covered by a smooth cloth, in the middle there are a lot of household tools ranging from pots, pans, and, sedong, fork, knife that is still worth using.

On the left was a table and a chair, I walked towards the table and on the table was a very worn-out red book visible from the paper and the yellowing color.

I touched the cover of the book and at that time my tears wanted to come out, somehow it could be like this.

"The stupid story".

Human life has been determined from the beginning, a person who is destined to be poor to fight as hard as anything will not be rich, will not be rich, a person who is destined to be rich will be lazy whatever he will not be poor but another story if the Gods change their destiny.

Why can I say that because I know how the world works.

In the beginning I was just a human being, full of treasure because my parents were very rich, with that treasure my eyes were blinded, my life seemed to have no purpose, the void in my heart felt so piercing that I got into the wrong lane.

Violence, I hate all that I do to oppress the weak because to me they are only my toys of amusement because oppressing the weak is quite pleasant.

Until one day I met a woman who was quite strange in my opinion because I had a nature that was rude to everyone even to women, but she kept approaching me, she continued, whether he wants my money or whatever it is I'm disgusted.

One day the woman said

"Is your life bland? there's no taste? is your heart empty?"

I could only be silent at hearing that sentence.

"Let me teach you how to live"

When I heard that my heart felt a little filled and I was very curious about what he said, at first we both walked in the middle of a crowded city.

I remember once the air was very hot with a very hot light.

"Where are we going anyway? it's so hot anyway why walk around"

"Udah come along anyway, later you also know" the woman continued to smile while walking in front of me.

"This is our goal" while pointing at the hehe orphanage building with a smile on his lips.

"uh? why are we here?".

"help help me".

"You're crazy, yes, how would I want to be a child's maid, I hate children".

"Udah try to enter this againan you have never tried it in a lifetime you must like, you must like, anyway, now we are looking for what can fill the emptiness of your heart so we have to try everything"

I could only follow him because he kept pulling my hand, until we entered the main door.

"Well, you come again, thank you for helping out here"

"iya gapapa kok ma'am, besides I'm also unemployed"

"Who's your friend or boyfriend? hehe"

"Why this is my friend, he wants to help"

"Thank you for coming"

"yes" I can only say yes because I've already entered this whole thing.

He kept pulling my hand but it was strange I wasn't angry because everyone no one dared me even they wanted to make me have to be allowed if I didn't have to beat them up, but with this woman I feel a little happy.