Two Eyes One Glasses
Fidgety Night

Late before late at night always makes me suddenly wake up, the sound of rain spatter sounding melodious hit the leaves, tiles, roof of the building before finally making the soil wet, stimulating the growth of plant roots to produce stems, and, leaves, flowers and fruit.

The more my body feels tired then it is equally difficult for me to fall asleep long, I see my phone for a moment there is a message from a colleague.

* * *

“Bar lo where?” ask Niken in a BBM message,

I saw the message was sent by Niken about three hours ago, can be sure I was asleep for only three hours, I reply to the message instantly.

“Gw in the room, just woke up earlier overslept” I replied in a BBM message,

After replying to Niken's message I went to the bathroom to wash my face, then I went to the front of my room just melitat raindrops are always reminiscent of my teenage years are made beautiful like a doll palace but all filled with falsehoods.

I started lighting cigarettes as a warm-up on this pretty cold night, I wanted to drink coffee but ingim made by someone who knows who, there are a lot of women around me but Tal knows which one really has a taste for me.

So many thoughts and to my concern about something that has not happened at all, I often guess something like psychic, tonight I feel very uneasy confused about how to get through this night, there is no way if I can fall asleep again because my eyes are already fresh to see the rain spots that slowly form a little puddle on the field.

I didn't realize that suddenly Niken was next to me.

“Bar kok bengong” said Niken sniffed my shoulder,

“Bikin shocked lo Ken, similar jailangkung come not picked up home not at the shuttle” I said with a feeling of a little shock, like a jailangkung come not picked up,

“Ih evil really lo, my time in the same as jailangkung” said Niken a little frown,

“You're sorry Ken, don't worry why” said, I,

“Gw laper deh Bar, where it's really cold again tonight” said Niken,

“Code really lo, emang cold so I ngermokok” said,

“Lo good to smoke, I don't smoke, eat yuk!” take Niken,

“Ujan, Lo cook aja gih most also you make want to eat instant noodles right?” I said,

“Bikinin what a Bar, gw males deh” says Niken,

“Hormat deh, later ah I still want to ngerokok” said, I,

“Yaudah abis ngemok anyway make ya” Niken beg,

“And I can refuse ya Ken” I said,

“Please!” Niken begged back, please,

“Iya later I make, you patient dikit” said,

“Yeeee, thank ya” said Niken smile,

Again so people please, when I can refuse the requests of people and think of myself, the reality can not be a person who is firm and courageous let alone the same girl, she said, earlier in my mind wanted someone to make coffee but in fact I had to make food.

After finishing my cigarette, I invited Niken to come into my room.

“Come in, I made you instant noodles” said,

“Ih very good kan” said Niken,

“Bacot deh lo” said,

“Gak sincerely lo ya” says Niken,

“Ikhlas kok, what would you like to taste?” I said,

“Kari ayam” replied Niken,

“The chicken has not been cut how dong” said, I,

“Just aja, is there but the taste of chicken curry?” ask Niken make sure,

“There is dong, pack eggs no?” my tofu, my,

“Pake but in the fried eggs” said Niken,

“Good mistress, please in wait” I said literate,

“Iya mas” says Niken,

“Emang gw mas-mas” said,

“If Marriage is the same Javanese will call it so mas”, said Niken,

“Must not, mas call will make older people, you mean gw old?” I said,

“Gw did not say old lo, we will be the same age” said Niken,

“Can aja” says,

Five minutes later I finished making the instant noodles order Niken with the taste of chicken curry and fried eggs.

“Nih ate it” said I gave a bowl containing instant noodles,

“Still yes Bar” replied Niken smile,

“Gw forward again yes still want to smoke” I said,

“Yaudah gih” says Niken,

I went back to the front of my room to enjoy a slight breeze piercing to the bone with the cigarette that started to light, I felt like something was going to happen but I don't know what, if only I could see the future, not just wishful thinking.

Feeling very cold I went back to my room and saw Niken who had finished eating and laid her body on my bed.

* * *

“Abis eat directly fall asleep later vomit again lo” said, I,

“Bawel lo ah, not already from earlier I have finished eating” said Niken,

“Lo not back to room?” my tofu, my,

“Gw sleeps here ya” says Niken,

“Whatever, if you want” I said,

“Abis cold sleep alone” says Niken,

“Everything has a girlfriend” I said,

“Lo aja singles, tell people to have a boyfriend” said Niken, aka,

“Guns eat sir deh, one of the words gw”, I said,

Whether there was any wind suddenly Niken got up from my bed and called me from behind, I felt something strange.

“Lo why the hell Ken?” my tofu, my,

“Gw feel cold Bar” says Niken,

“You pack a sweater gw?” my tofu, my,

“This business is enough kok” said Niken,

“Lo want to hug me?” my tofu, my,

“Emang can't?” said Niken,

“Can you be ready in grebek” I said,

“Di Grebek will also both be the same lo, safe lah” said Niken,

The atmosphere turned a little awkward, I was still a little confused with Niken who suddenly hugged me from behind, then she moved to my side and leaned on my shoulder while hugging me back.

“Gw feel comfortable aja Bar have them kayak lo” said Niken,

“Yes thank goodness Ken” said,

We both looked at each other, like there was a desire in my mind but my heart was still trying to prevent my body from doing anything, niken's face was getting closer to mine and our lips were already almost intersecting, unbearable at this kind of situation, we both started kissing while holding each other.

I felt something was wrong with what we were doing, but everything had happened and could not be prevented, here my faith began to falter.

“Ken lo sure?” my tofu, my,

“Any Yes Bar?” said Niken,

“Gw awkward Ken” said,

I hugged Niken gently and kissed her hair.

“Lo sleep again yes, tomorrow is still a test” I said,

“Can't Bar soon?” answer Niken,

“Yaudah can” I said,

A few minutes passed in the same position I was still hugging Niken,

“Ayo Bar bed” says Niken,

“Yaudah lo sleep gw keepin” said,

“Gw wants in the arms of Lo Bar” said Niken,

I said nothing and immediately carried Niken to my bed, I then hugged her while I put a blanket on Niken's body.

“Lo deep sleep well” I said whispering,

“Iya Bar” says Niken,

Moments later we both faced each other back in a lying position and we both started kissing again until a few times.

“Maafin gw ya Ken, yah yah sleep” said, I,

“Nothing is wrong with the Bar, as long as you don't miss gw” said Niken, who,

“Gw is next to lo” I said,

“Beneyes Bar” says Niken,

"Yes Ken” I said,

Slowly Niken began to close his eyes, while I had not been able to close my eyes, my mind was still floating like a kite blown by the strong wind, how could this all happen, I was more confused by this situation, I could not be niken's heart but there was no way I could suddenly disappear from Nayla's life, a night that really made my heart restless without direction.

There was a good woman beside me, able to accompany me in every single one of my own but I was still thinking of another woman, I felt too naive and evil, she said, the only thing I can do is ask for an opinion from Siti, but not in the near future because Siti also told me she was having problems.

Tomorrow I still have to take the exam but not yet I can close my eyes, I saw Niken was asleep and awake from this long night, I woke up and took my notebook to tell stories in solitude.

"For my Destiny"

“I can't decide my destiny”

“Can't decide my choice”

“I don't want to fall in my mistake”

“Moreover mired in circumstances that corner me”

“All there is is not just my wish”

“What has happened is a journey that can be matured me”

“This time I was just made indecisive and doubtful by egoku”

“Where should I anchor my heart”

“May God always guide me”

I slowly returned to bed and began to close my eyes, which were like panda eyes.