Two Eyes One Glasses
The Gossip Between Me and Niken

My closeness to Niken is sometimes a rumor among my other friends, we both always thought we were in a relationship that was more than just friends, I do feel comfortable when with Niken, but not the passionate feelings that were present when I was with Niken, just a friend, just a friend, I cannot control the thoughts and assumptions of others towards me, all I can control is what is in my heart and head that sometimes fight to determine something, I also keep my behavior towards other people but the rest I let it go.

I'm too ignorant sometimes very indifferent to what people say but on a certain side of the time, I often feel baper over what people tell me, being overthinking, being overthinking, I don't know what I'm feeling with such easy changes to my emotions and thoughts. It's possible that at my age I'm still looking for my identity, still emotionally unstable, but I hope this is one way to transition into a better, more mature direction.

People often say that adults cannot be judged by age, and I agree with that. I am one of those who enjoy my own time, because for me alone time is important, a lot of positive things when I am alone, can be more productive to make something, he said, besides that I can keep myself from all the bad possibilities, I can hurt others consciously or unconsciously when I am in a crowd.

At one time Siti and Boni also asked about my closeness to Niken, but only I answered as a friend no more, just like me and you two are good friends, too, if something feels different it might be because I and Niken have a roof where they live even though they have different rooms, it was as if we had more relationship because the intensity of our togetherness could both be more compared to the others.

"Tok..tok..tok.." (the sound of people knocking on my bedroom door).

I opened it and it turned out to be Niken, she went straight in without a word, then lay down on my bed.

“Can in to sixteenin not Ac her?” said Niken,

“Can dong what can not make lo Ken, lo

why anyway? it's so tangled like!” answer me,

“Bete!” answer Niken,

“Bete? I have chocolate in the fridge you want?” say

“Hmmmm” says Niken.

“Yaudah I took it yes, do not bete dong, do lo again in front of the most pleasant person hehe” said I.

“Narsis ih” connect niken,

“It's been a little doang, but really, right? that's proof of your shy smile that hehe” I said as I gave the chocolate to Niken,

“Lo is the best Bar!” said Niken,

“Can what? Make you fly? and those smiles alone are worthy of a person in a mental disorder" I replied,

“Give dong gw if you can fly?” said Niken,

“The desire is to be a fairy but your behavior is minus, hahaha” I told Niken,

“We both equally minus kali” replied Niken,

“Say that minus the same minus can be a plus, but the chances are small if I'm the same lo Ken" I replied,

“Udah deh later gw baper” says Niken,

“Not the baper yet?” answer me,

“Not yet lo aja here and there mulu!” said Niken,

“Kan nyari the best, hahahaha” I said laughing,

“Basic lizard, you want to ngadalin crocodile?” said Niken,

“Oh so you've climbed class so crocodile?” I said,

“Still in the middle of the heck, I don't know what his name is!” said Niken,

“The lizard is still in the middle, hahaha!” I said while laughing

“Sialan lo haphazardly say gw stumpy lizard, by the way delicious also chocolate, can I not sleep first here?” said Niken,

“Sleep stay asleep, is there a ban?” answer me,

“Yaudah wake up later ya!” said Niken,

“Iya later I wake up if inget!” I said.

Just having a conversation Niken immediately fell asleep, it seems he was tired or was confused, even if the woman was difficult to guess sometimes, sometimes, but we men are required to be sensitive and understand, but to understand and understand ourselves is difficult.

I decided to take a shower while Niken was asleep, for me the bath was important and so the scented man was an obligation that could not be separated. Sometimes I like to say that people don't go anywhere, but I think that fragrance doesn't have to go anywhere. Different people think different people, different people habits, can not be generalized.

My bath is not long that important feels clean and fresh, but if in bandung it is difficult to touch the water, because the water is cold, wash your face and brush your teeth. At least fifteen minutes was my time to take a shower, after which I put a blanket on Niken because I was afraid she was cold.

This is called the friendship zone, it might change in time, but I think it's enough to be surrounded by good friends and have the opportunity to share, he said, spending time together is a beauty that not everyone can get.

I don't want to commit to one girl but I don't think I've found the right person yet, let me have a lot of girlfriends so that time will decide who I choose, but my heart tends to choose Nayla when I know she already has, but let this be a pleasant dilemma, because in my heart there is still the rest of the wound that I let heal without having to replace the one that went with the other heart.

I saw that Niken was so sound asleep, maybe he was comfortable, but I was hungry! So I went out to buy my subscription chicken pecel in front of the campus, the husband and wife seller, I called them Om and Auntie, let's be more familiar, sometimes others think I'm their niece.

“Tante I pesen two chicken, two rice, use tofu and tempeh, sambelnya a lot ya tan, same basil also deh, oia kolnya ordinary ya tan in fried” said, I,

“Iya de briefly yes, ko tumben itself but pesennya 2, where is your friend?” ask aunty a chicken pecel seller,

“Iya nih tan, it's the only one for my friend, he sleeps he said bete” replied me,

“Yaudah in wait ya!” answer aunty a chicken pecel seller,

“Iya tan” replied,

While waiting for the order, I tried to contact Nayla, who was,

“Hai Nay again where?” I said in a BBM chat,

I don't expect a quick reply because I know everyone has their own busyness and priorities, this time I'm still the number one, how many, but one day I will make sure I am always there.

After almost twenty minutes waiting for my order to be completed as well,

“This de pesenan you have finished” said aunt seller pecel ayam,

“Oia tan, this is the money max ya tan” I said,

“Iya equally yes!” said aunty selling chicken pecel.

After I walked back to my boarding house, I didn't lock the room afraid Niken would wake up in a panic, because he was actually a coward. Upon arrival I started to open my food and slowly I ate it while I played the song not with me from Bondan Prakoso ft. Fade2Black I listen to it from the laptop that I have set with the sound system, I play very slowly afraid of disturbing his sleep Niken, it has become my habit if eating like while listening to music, that's if I'm eating alone, if I'm eating a rame-rame, I'll have a chat.

I ordered a chicken village, because if the ordinary city chicken likes to be covert on the campuses more expensive, it could be my meal money a week out if I buy a chicken town. The basil makes the appetite increase do not know why, it may be because I am a Sundanese or it could be myself a descendant of herbivores, he said, originally wanted to be a vegetarian but what if living alone buy food that is flat and there are only. kasian is also a meat-seller if I become a vegetarian later their customers reduced one sweet but not sugar java.

I wondered how people didn't think I had a special relationship with Niken, the two of us were often in the room together, but never something happened that I expected or never had a conversation with each other, although I am like this, I appreciate the honor of women, because I was born from the womb of a woman named Mother. I also have a little sister if my sister's in a jerk, I must be upset too.

Alhamdulillah finally finished my meal as well, although I am a lost youth but do not forget to give thanks, as a sign of imaksih to the creator who already love sufficiency and looks as cool as this. He said God again smiled when he created the people of Bandung so much sweet and cute.

If abis finished eating why these eyes are always sleepy, said the sundanese anyway pangedulan (lazy), this is what feels gini I doang what else too? That's because I like black coffee without sugar, in addition to the aroma and bitter taste as bitter as the memories of the former, black coffee is powerful to make my eyes a little sticky. Yes, although still I am often considered a descendant because my eyes are narrow, it's a gene from my father that looks like a Korean. The skin can never be an item even though it is burned in the hot sun, the most red-red doang, but I have not tried to be baked in the burning tile who knows mateng.

I was so sleepy, I decided to go to bed so that tomorrow could be on time to wake up, although lost but I never passed two rakaat, because the lightest, before that I wrote in paper.

“This food for lo Ken, do not forget to eat yes if you wake up laper, I drowsy because!”

Once again the pleasure of sleeping suddenly there was a call from a voice that almost every day I heard, a little hoarse but not muddled.

“Bar...Bar...build!” niken's voice woke me up,

“Build gw laper, temenin eat!” said Niken,

“What time is this Ken?” my tofu, my,

“Jam two am” replied Niken,

“Yeah, it was malem I bought food for you, have not you eaten?” I said,

“Iya I woke up you mean ask memenin eat food that you buyin” said Niken, who,

“Ya envelope Niken, can't see temen deep sleep what” I said,

“Abis I'm afraid if myself” replied Niken,

“Basic cemen, yaudah gw temenin” said,

 “Still Bar, lo good deh” says Niken,

“If I'm evil I can go to Ken” prison I replied,

“Don't dong later I have no friends if you go to jail" said Niken, he said,

“Yes who wants to be evil Ken, already hunted eat deh!” I said,

“Iya bavel, food is cold” says Niken,

“Yaudah angetin first, gw time that ngangetin” said, I,

“Iya I can myself kok” said Niken,

“Yes good self-supporting, days you get hehe” I said with a smile, saying,

“Ih ngeselin” says Niken,

“Tetep also lo temenin” said,

“Kan I don't have any friends lo Bar” said Niken,

“Allah lo mode Ken” replied me,

“Nggak Bar, I said the real” said Niken,

“Iya deh, the important lo seneng Ken, cepetan what his eating, I drowsy tofu” said, I say,

“Suapin dong Bar” says Niken,

“But just said dah ngerepotin right, yaudah here I gw bribin, spoiled son sih” said I,

“Kan not every day I spoiled lo Bar” replied Niken,

“Iya here!” I said,

I feed Niken a meal and I make sure the food runs out, then I don't feel sleepy anymore and I make coffee so I can go until morning.

“Ken I ngermok same coffee first yes in front of the room” said, I,

“Iya Bar, I'm going to sleep here! Can ya?” said Niken,

“By aja, as long as do not snore hehe” said,

“Who also likes ngorok” replied Niken,

“Yaudah gw forward yes, you continue to sleep yes, good night” said, I,

I came out of my room and spent a bunch of cigarettes accompanying my bitter and warm coffee, life feels so much more beautiful when we know how to enjoy it, happiness does not have to be expensive enough with simple things that can make me happy.

But on the other hand, my mind is actually floating around thinking about Nayla, who I don't know is doing the same thing or not, love may not need a reply for some people, he said, but for me that love must be fought for, somewhere but I'm sure there must be a meeting point.

I haven't told Niken about Nayla, I don't want Niken to be distant or disappear, because for me there has to be her in my life, I'm selfish, but this is me who never wants to lose anything again. Waiting for the morning to carry out two rakaat is a form of my gratitude to God who has always been good to me, I depend on him even though I realize I often forget him a little.

When the sun comes to the sound of beautiful birds, I always like when the morning air I can breathe with gratitude, I did not forget to wake Niken, too, because he took a long shower and I tried not to be late for college in the first, second, and so on.