
Between me Boni and Siti there is a relationship that I think is more than just friends or friends, I consider them both like my brothers, many things that can make us united, he said, the key is to understand each other, so far there has never been a conflict between me and the two of them, I hope this will always be okay until later, I hope, until we have a small family each, or until death separates we must remain friends.
A very deep and meaningful hope for a loner like me, when it comes to Niken I'm still confused, it might be a relationship without status, but it's too evil if it happens, that's the case, my love is only limited to guarding not to have.
I'm more afraid of losing than being rejected, I'm also afraid to commit to one girl, the past is bitter not that I'm silent and drifting away just hard to start and believe again, everything that is running right now is not always about what I want but everything goes with the rotation of time and it could be what I need.
This morning I wanted to have breakfast, which I rarely do unless I'm hungry, I bought two packs of peanutless chicken porridge and chives, one for me and one for Niken, upon arrival at the boarding house I went straight to Niken's room, I knocked on his door carefully.
"Tok..took..tokkk.." (door sound).
“Ken..Ken's...Ken” said,
“Iya Bar, Just go to the door of all” Niken replied,
“Yes, I'm afraid you'll be naked hehe” I said,
“Ih really pictor lo, what's wrong?” said Niken,
“This I buyin porridge, breakfast with yuk!” I said,
“Know I want porridge” said Niken,
“Gw can read kali”'s mind I said,
“Sok paranormal lo Bar” says Niken,
“But I know the contents of the head lo hehe” said,
“Sok know!” said Niken,
“Later to bacain lo nangis” said,
“Emang can?” answer Niken,
“Can times, already ah let's eat first, uh eat now means!” I said,
“Iya come on, dare not take a spoon of the same drinking water first” said Niken,
“Pretty good lo anyway, so deh!” I said,
“Start crazy deh lo” says Niken,
“What are you crazy about? Good idea, right?” I said,
“Lo only! I still want to be sane” said Niken,
“Sane people where there is a behavior minus rich lo” I said,
“Great really when you talk!” said Niken,
“Baperan girls!” answer me,
“Udah let's eat gw dah laper!” said Niken,
“Sini gw bribe let you look like baby” baby monkey but hahahaha” I said while laughing,
“Starting doing right!” said Niken,
“Gw joking doang kali, here really gw bribin” I said,
“So good deh gw Bar, have personal assistant kayak lo!” said Niken,
“So all this time my personal assistant lo? means lo salary gw dong!” I said,
“Gak sincerely pake ask in salary all” said Niken,
“Kan lo who started” said,
“Start what?” said Niken,
“Start diem-diem dear same gw hahahaha” said,
“Kan..kan... pede nya kebangetan!” said Niken,
“Enhanced to say yes, I will refuse!” I said,
“Uuueeeekkkk...great disgust!” said Niken,
“We talk mulu, this is when to eat his” I said,
“Kan lo the bring from earlier!” said Niken,
“People gw pendiem gini” said,
“Your eyes pendiem!” said Niken,
“Well if my eyes are new can not be diem” I said,
“Can't see little girls huh?” said Niken,
“That you know, lest you are paranormal deh, but you are more often paranoid anyway!” I said,
“It does snack mulu, eat not kelar-kelar” said Niken,
“Yes I'm doing it while nyuapin lo” said, I,
"Yes anyway, yaudah eat alone deh” said Niken, saying,
“Yaudah can, I'm sure kelar eat in advance” said,
“Lo will never be chewed if eat” said Niken,
“Emang gw uler directly on telen gitu” said,
“Kan emang lo have uler” says Niken,
“Morning has been thinking about it, really minus behavior!” I said,
“Ya abis talking about uler” said Niken,
“His meal, I want to take a trip to the campus!” I said,
“Tumben really, what's wrong?” ask Niken, please,
“You will meet gebetan, hahahaha” I said,
“Emang anyone want the same lo?” ask Niken, please,
“There's no?” I said,
“Mana I know!” said Niken,
“Jutek really! jealous huh?” I said,
“Males! damn pake! why also I am jealous, not important” said Niken, said,
Niken and I suddenly fell silent, I immediately finished my meal and went back to the room to change clothes and get ready to go to campus, actually I was still waiting for Nayla to reply, I tried to look at my phone and sure enough there was a reply from Nayla.
“Sorry New Bar bales, yesterday gw abis rehearsal theater, you did not spend today?” nayla says in BBM chat,
I immediately took the initiative to directly reply to a message from Nayla, she said,
“When do you want to do theatre training, by the way lo latian dmn?” I said in a BBM chat,
After I replied to Nayla's message, and after being neat I went straight to the campus, Niken I left, deliberately let her nyariin, but if not nyariin is also okay, it's not a big problem if she snuggles, it's exciting there are spices berantemnya time flat continues.
Instead of later on campus alone and dumbfounded, I chat first Siti, I,
“Ti lo sampe kampua what time?” I said in a BBM chat,
Don't expect in the bales cepet if the human chat is super busy, which I don't know he's busy doing, but if the Boni chat bales are sparse, more than a lightning strike. I also sent a message to Boni.
“Bon where? I wait in the cafeteria yes, coffee items are waiting for nih” I said in a BBM chat, I said,
“Still in the boss' office, ready to jump back and forth gw glide” replied Boni in a BBM chat,
My friends are unique, but I am the most obscure, especially when it comes to feelings, heavy. Instead of thinking a lot of old plastic mending soon on the way campus clear clay early in the morning.
The five-minute walk also arrived at the campus, but the main destination was to the cafeteria, just go to Aunt Rita for a black coffee message,
“Morning tan, tan I want coffee items without sugar ya tan” I said, tan,
“Morning is also handsome, yes later aunty make, later queued, sit where? Answer aunt Rita, please,
“Sitting in front of place aunty aja deh let deket, if far later aunty kangen again” said I,
“Own early in the morning in gombalin brondong, the aunt's son is already your age” said aunt Rita, who was a friend of mine,
“Yaudah tomorrow-tomorrow I call aunty mama yes, who knows be a mama-in-law, hehe” said, I said,
“You are a playboy, don't be the same aunt” said Aunt Rita,
“Still single kok tan” said,
“But the bustle will be a lot of kamu” said aunt Rita,
“Ah aunt likes it! yaudah tan I sat there ya” said, I,
“OK son, later delivered ya” said aunt Rita,
While waiting for coffee, I lit my cigarette first, rather than crisp diem alone, but the thought of making the mba-mba codain who cooperation aunt Rita because quite nice anyway, anyway, he said the luring guys let me keep pesen food and drink to his aunt Rita.
Suddenly there was a jojo dateng, an uninvited guest, and,
“Bar alone aja lo!” said Jojo,
“This is joining the complex children next to” I said,
“Oke man!” I said,
After that Jojo sat in front of me, and began flirtatious lyrics there lyrics here, because there are many girls if it is still morning.
“Yaelah Jo, why only ngleliatin doang, if you like it directly samperin lah” I said,
“Gw not handsome kayak lo Bar!” answer Jojo,
“Not a handsome man problem, the girl likes gente kali” guy I said, I,
“Gw don't care man!” said Jojo,
“Let's let me lo pede” say,
“Emang gw jeans on permak!” said Jojo,
“Lo Jo” ketchup bottle I said,
“Tae lo Bar!” jojo said,
“Baper was like a lo Jo” girl I said,
“Gw same baper Niken Bar” says Jojo,
“Gas is Jo”, I said,
“Singeline with dong!” said Jojo,
“Gw is not a competitor lo Jo, if you both want yaudah lah” I said,
“Emang lo ga jealous?” said Jojo,
“Which is a jealous Niken to gw, hahaha” I said, laughing, laughing,
“Very heavy Bar words lo” said Jojo,
“Means the words I don't lo carry, yes heavy if you are carrying!” I said,
“Keep apain dong?” said Jojo,
“It's still just Jo, yes try lo deketin lah, if rejected mah risk” said, I,
“Well it's not ready Bar” said Jojo,
“Simpelnya gausah hope but aja” road said, I,
“Nice is also the idea of lo Bar!” said Jojo,
“Buset! nice try really I am mah Jo” I said,
“Different if mah” player said Jojo,
“Find the best gw mah Jo, don't I date them all” I said,
“Create center multiply branches dong!” said Jojo,
“That's why you understand marketing” strategy I said,
“High flying hours mah beda” says Jojo,
“Gw tell ni Jo, that jerk started from a pussy guy who got sick!” I said,
“Lo was once a bad guy dong!” said Jojo,
“Not upset man, but no idea alias stuck!” I said,
“Can you just answer, kids no one yet otw?” said Jojo,
“In a moment, right our not rich children who to the nyampe slide, their home away Jo” said, I said,
“Siti is also cute tuh man” said Jojo,
“All temen gw lo say cute Jo, this is lo the player Jo, all aja lo say beautiful, noh who just passed by not all!” I said,
“But yes man” said Jojo,
“Yes it's every taste” I said,
“What are your tastes like?” ask Jojo, please,
“The fairy kayak has wings” said,
“Bokah alig!” said Jojo,
“That was just a coffee first, ni cigarettenya” said I,
“Iya dah man” says Jojo,
While waiting for the other friends, Jojo and I drank coffee each and smoked so that the mouth is not assem rich rice that has been for days, while enjoying suddenly there was a feeling of wanting to see hp, and there was a reply from Nayla.
“Can you come later if I practice, oia bar lo on campus? I go in the afternoon, would you like to pick me up? gw males set out alone” Nayla said in a BBM chat,
“Later you will tell me if you are training, I'm on campus Nay class this morning, I can later pick you up deh abis gw out class ya” said I in a BBM chat,
My face immediately beamed for a moment like I was looking at a real fairy.
“Why do you Bar smile by yourself? crazy lo ya” said Jojo,
“Gw again crazy, not crazy benran!” answer me,
“Who else tuh man?” ask Jojo, please,
“Kepo kek chick lo!” I said,
“Free bye!” said Jojo,
There was no wind there was no sudden rain Siti who came first, then she sat beside me, whereas Boni who was said to be sliding immediately, the children were unpredictable, her life was full of mystery. But if Jojo's face is like a place of joy, it's pitch black.
“Which bangs Bar?” ask Siti, please,
“Tadi said on the way anyway Ti, yes lo kayak do not know Boni aj” said, I,
“Iya anyway, say it on the way even though the road is aja belom!” said Siti,
“He will uphold the principles of Indonesia” people I said,
“Lo language is like anything Bar” says Siti,
“Good and true Indonesian, right?” I said,
“Lo his son is very random anyway!” said Siti,
“If it's easy to guess, no city rich dong!” I said,
“No, your brain is already creative” said Siti,
“Less naughty boy, know whose words are those? I learned from there, I said,
“It seems like you have really absorbed his knowledge Bar” said Siti,
“That's a real, uh really real case ni Jojo not invited to chat, so kan” mosquito I said,
“Severe lo Bar” says Jojo,
“It is dong Jo nyut, but do not tremble lah” said I,
“Because mentally I Bar friends with lo” said Jojo,
“Emang gw nganggep lo temen Jo?” I said,
“Devil's son emang lo Bar!” said Jojo,
“Hahahaha later I sesatin lo dong Jo!” I said with a laugh, though,
“Gw likes tuh perverted-perverted” said Jojo,
“Well now Siti is taken, chat whether you guys already know” I said,
“Apaan sih lo Bar” says Siti,
“Udah ah I want to escape to the front of the class ya” said,
“Yaudah come together” said Siti and Jojo simultaneously,
“Kok can be compact so you guys, lest lo ribmya Jojo who cross during the Ti” riot I said,
“Start deh Bar” says Siti,
“Yaudah let's go!” I said,
Waiting for the arrival of Boni is the most futile thing in life, so mending the way to the front of the class waiting for the dateng lecturer is more certain, if waiting for the anniversary of Nayla is a dream, Nayla, but I'm trying to even slowly.If said the javanese alon-alon from lapanon.
When that time comes no one knows, it could be this afternoon, this afternoon or night to morning. Prayers that are often if not already answered do not despair, but make a prayer to hang all despair. Do you look like a top poet yet? If not, then I will try to participate in a poetry reading competition or participate in a singing competition at the family karoke place.
that's definitely not my family's karoke place.
My body is in the classroom but my heart and my mind are in front of Nayla's house, willing to go in and get her heart but there is still content, hopefully one day I can fill her heart.