Two Eyes One Glasses
Coastal Wind Blowing

This matter of heart for whom I do not yet know, is too much deliberation, restlessness and doubt as to whom I should heal my heart. Among all the women who were close to me, they had their own advantages and disadvantages. I realized that there is never going to be a perfect human being, but trying to choose the best of everything and every aspect of life is not easy for me.

All the limitations that I have, I always make a secret weapon to conquer the heart of women in the circle of the capital association is proud and not infrequently cruel. On the trail and on the path to the future goals I am pursuing right now I hope everything goes the way it should. Not perfect like my image before but feels beautiful because undergoing and enjoying the process is more difficult than accepting the results although not infrequently I am disappointed in the results created.

Morning is always the beginning of every activity I run, being in a closed environment and not knowing each other at first became a challenge that I had to conquer. But now everything changes with the passage of time, the intensity of the meeting created in a boarding house with various backgrounds of life into its own color, all can be a valuable and meaningful lesson, he said, not infrequently able to make me more mature in the perspective of making a decision.

This time I was only being made to worry by everything I did long before today, one that was sure to disappoint and in disappointment would always occur in normal human life in general, he said, minimizing all the mistakes in the past so as not to happen again I was working on, often my shoulders felt very heavy, and my feelings became depressed when remembering the pain.

The motivation to always do good to the people around me has become the thing that fills me every day, all of it makes me liked by many of my friends, but that is not my goal, he said, they don't have to smile back enough and I'll be happy to see it.

The loss of Nayla's smile made me feel like I was failing to be her friend, I just couldn't afford to force her, to ask so much more deeply about her feelings, about how it would be in the future while being a secret that I shut up like sugar, like sugar, because if left open there will be many ants who come to enjoy it.

I walked from the room I called to the parking lot where there was a normal vehicle and used to accompany me wherever I went, they faithfully take me to explore every street of the capital even to the small alleys, they often help me to facilitate composing and living all activities. I intend to meet with Mpok Romlah the rice seller sat my subscription, had longed to eat in his place, but this time I just want to wrap the food from him. After entering and passing through a small alley I finally arrived in front of Mpok Romlah.

"Where did you look like?" mpok Romlah said,

"There's a Mpok, just staggered here again, usually yes Mpok three" I replied,

"Wait for Mpok paskin" said Mpok Romlah,

"Yes, calm down" I said,

Waiting for the queue sometimes makes people annoyed but not me, I just run it all with a smile to make it feel easy and not tired. Then I will accept my order.

"This is the order" said Mpok Romlah,

"Yes Mpok, here's the money, right Mpok, thanks" I said, I said,

"Yes, thank you too" said Mpok Romlah,

I left the place Mpok Romlah with slow speed, the air still feels a little cold because I only wear a nightgown without a jacket or sweater let alone a helmet. Driving without the recommended attributes is wrong but often violated and underestimated, I also often do it.

I arrived at doorstep number eight, that was my room number, I immediately went in and took my phone, no one had said good morning yet, so let me say it first.

"For Nay, how was it today? later in the afternoon go yuk!" I said to Nayla in a BBM message,

"For Ken, are you awake yet? I'm waiting for breakfast below" I told Niken in a BBM message,

"For Ti, I wait at the boarding house, I've bought breakfast" I told Siti in a BBM message,

While waiting for a reply from the three, I returned to make coffee without sugar, morning was suitable for drinking coffee but for those who are used to it, otherwise do not try it later addictive like me. After successfully making coffee concoction in accordance with the dose and taste, I immediately took him to the room with a pack of cigarettes and also matches in the form of gas, actually miss the matches in the form of wood, actually miss the match, there are still many who sell but often said old school so I have not bought and I wear it for a while and do not know until when, when, I let my coffee slowly get colder by the morning air and immediately light my cigarette as a tool for body warmers that feel a little cold.

I was thinking of taking Nayla to enjoy the night air on the beach, just unwind and try to restore her lost smile. Hpku started giving notifications, I saw a message from Siti and Niken.

"For the Bar, yes later I go down, I wash my face first" Niken said in a BBM message,

"For the Bar, I will go to the boarding house again" said Siti in a BBM message,

Usually Siti lama if replying to the message, but the stranger Niken has woken up from his sleep. I took my coffee back to the room where the door was open and sat in the chair waiting for Niken, five minutes I was silent in a room that was still made cold by an air conditioner with a temperature of eighteen. Then there was the sound of a foot going into my room, I turned and I saw it was Niken, he approached me and suddenly called me.

"Eat now yuk, gw laper" I said,

"What a moment, in a hurry" said Niken,

"Laper Ken" I said,

"Jaudah yes" said Niken, letting go of his embrace.

Niken and I began to open the contents of the package that I made sure it was rice or Mpok Romlah, my mind tells me if Niken only knew about Nayla and so does if Nayla knows about me and Niken who are getting less distant, what the situation will be, what to tell them both, what to say, in what way do I explain it if it's true. The only thing that can put a damper on all of Siti's might, but I can't be sure.

"No chicken is a bar" said Niken,

"Oia, I'm sorry I forgot to buy, I don't like it if I don't use chicken" I said,

"Jaudah it's okay to forget, like it" said Niken, who was,

"Jaudah eat till you are" I said,

"Yes Bar, I'll take a drink" said Niken,

"Yes Ken, thank you" I said,

Niken took a drink for me and for himself, and so confused by all the attitude of Niken that is always changing from time to time. All this only makes me more worried, all that might happen later good or bad I will still face with a smile. Too far, let this keep going, please, I am unable to put a boundary between ordinary friendships and friendships that may turn into a relationship between two human beings with the intensity of meeting and sharing tastes and stories at all times lived in the same place or in different spaces or can be said to be courting by young people since time immemorial.

Niken and I finally finished our breakfast together, while after breakfast we heard the sound of Siti's motorbike in the parking lot, Siti then entered my room.

"Bar Morning, Ken Morning" said Siti

"For Ti" said Niken and I together,

"The more compact you are" said Siti,

"Lo there's-there's a Ti" I said,

Niken just blushed in embarrassment.

"Gw go up first yes" said Niken, said,

"Yaudah, you get ready" I said,

"Yes Bar, wait, don't miss" said Niken,

Niken left my room immediately.

"Breakfast first, I want to be ready" I said,

"Yes Bar, thank you" said Siti,

I then take a shower and get ready to leave for campus, while I shower Siti starts for breakfast. After being ready to leave, Siti and I still had to wait for Niken to come down, in between waiting for me to get a message from Nayla.

"For the Bar, I'm okay, you can pick me up at home later" Nayla said in a BBM message,

"Thank God that's it, I'll pick it up" I replied in a BBM message,

Getting a positive response from Nayla made my heart quite happy, before long Niken was seen already in front of my room.

"Road road!" said Niken,

"Oia come!" I said,

The three of us went from my boarding house to the campus and took the exam just like the day before. Not much different from the activities on campus today, after the exam the three of us returned to the boarding house, Niken who went straight up to her room and Siti who also went straight back to her house made me have to go through time alone. I was trying to sleep waiting for the scorching day to be a shady day, and it was time to meet with Nayla.

I woke up right in the afternoon, I immediately took a shower and got ready to go to Nayla's house, after I guess it was all ready I started to heat my car and headed straight for Nayla's house. Arriving at Nayla's house I immediately pressed the bell of her house shortly after which Nayla came out.

"Udah nyampe Bar, kok ngabarin first, I'm not ready" said Nayla, said,

"I'm sorry Nay I didn't understand you first, yaudah I'm waiting for you" I replied,

Nayla went back inside her house to get ready, I still faithfully waited for her and sat on her porch seat. Half an hour later Nayla came out with clothes and a face that was getting more elegant and charming. I was a little stunned to see it.

"Come on Bar" said Nayla,

"Yes Come on Nay" I replied,

I immediately opened my car door for Nayla and let her in, I immediately stepped on the gas pedal to go to a beach in Jakarta.

"Have you eaten yet Nay?" my tofu, my,

"Not Bar" replied Nayla,

"Judah find a meal first" I said,

"Yes can be a bar" said Nayla,

Because the crowded streets made our journey feel slow, the day had begun to go dark. I saw a seafood tent on the side of the road.

"Want to eat seafood?" my tofu, my,

"You Bar" replied Nayla,

I stopped and put my car down before we both ordered food and ate. After eating the two of us immediately continued the journey, after some time traveling we both arrived at the edge of the beach with the sun already sinking, we sat down to enjoy the cold beach breeze. Nayla leaned her head on my shoulder and slightly held me.

"Enak ya Nay, the atmosphere" I said,

"Yes Bar" said Nayla,

"If the holidays want to not go a little far" I said,

"Where's Bar?" ask Nayla, please,

"There's a surprise" I said,

"Main secrets, nyebelin" said Nayla,

"Wait a minute I'll tell you" I said,

"Yes Bar" said Nayla,

Nayla told me a lot about her family life, romance and all about what she likes and what she doesn't like, and I felt good about Nayla opening up to me, this made the distance between us feel closer. We both spent the night by the beach, and it didn't feel like the day was back in the morning.

"Nay come home, it's almost morning" I said,

"Come on Bar" replied Nayla,

"Congratulations huh?" my tofu, my,

"Not yet" said Nayla,

Nayla and I immediately left the beach to go home, I drove Nayla first before finally returning to my boarding house.

"Udah to Nay, good if not jammed" I said,

"Yes Bar, feels spiffy, want to stop by first?" nayla said,

"No, it's Nay, I'm straight" I said,

"You be careful, Bar" said Nayla,

"Yes Nay" I replied as I waved to her.

I went from Nayla's house to go back to my boarding house, arrived at my boarding house immediately to the bathroom to wash my face and change clothes with sleeping clothes and finally I took a break waiting for the sunrise.