Two Eyes One Glasses
Cold War

Yesterday's incident when I left Niken to go alone to campus, a little cold war, all day Niken did not go to my room, but do not let it happen because there is Nayla, Nayla, afraid they both misunderstand, I still consider both friends, there is no relationship but both make me feel comfortable, more so when it comes to feelings, confused about which one to choose, which, I just want both of them to stay.

Choose one of them both is not the best choice for now, I want to please both without having to involve feelings, let the logic of being a skipper on this journey, I want to please both of them, and may my heart not be numb to continue to be sensitive.

It feels like there is less if I have not met Niken, so early I have woken up, the clock points to half five in the morning, if I knock his room at this hour it is the same as I wake a tiger who is asleep. After praying I took the initiative to open my lecture notes, quite complete so far and the books I bought I have read all, this weekend I want to go to the quartet to add to my reading collection, he said, I am still confused who I want to be accompanied by, but the most correct I have to invite Siti, because she also likes to read.

I used to love breaking up and I love reading books about life motivation, but as time goes on, I prefer to read books related to science and new things, I want to collect books about the teachings of Islam, all this time I am a Muslim but not too familiar with the sciences about Islam.

I think Islam and Muslims are two different sides, Islam teaches obedience and love, while Muslims can not necessarily do both, only a small percentage of Muslims do both, they are the chosen ones who continue the struggle of the Prophet to preach and teach about Islam.

I learned from the story of the spider in a book written by a famous motivator, no matter how many times we destroy the cobwebs, they will never stop and give up to repair the nest again, I think even with our lives, several times maybe we will fall, the difference is only two, be a dimmer and be a loser, he said, the winner will know how to stand back after a fall while the loser will enjoy the moment of a fall and no longer know how to get up.

The dream that made me survive and become stronger, the affection of parents that I would either have time to repay or not, as hard as my heart tried to retaliate but will never be comparable.

Our father fights and accompanies us to life, while when we fight for our father, we only fight to accompany him and deliver him to his final rest, just as the nine-month-old Mother carries us in her womb without complaining and must feel the pain between life and death while giving birth to us, we often complain when told to Mother, she said, yet the prayer of any obedient person will be lost to the ten fingers of our Mother when praying to the almighty.

This morning I want to buy breakfast again but not porridge or rice sitting, I want to eat chicken bakmie, the place is a little far and not six o'clock in the morning, I still have time to wait and arrive on time so as not to be too queued, the noodles are good but if you buy a little afternoon is definitely long queue, I am confused to buy Niken too or not, she was angry and would not eat.

But I'll try to buy it, who knows this cold war is over, if it's not over I'll try again tomorrow, it's hard to understand the spoiled youngest and all-rounder, unlike me who was born as the first child who was used to it and sometimes had to give up despite complaining.

Half-six, I walked to the parking lot to heat my favorite vehicle, a gift from my mother as a birthday gift at the age of eighteen, I used to use this vehicle to bring my ex-boyfriend, he said, but now that I'm using it to drop off and pick up anyone, ten minutes is enough to heat up the machine and I'm ready to go buy some bakmie.

I'm sure there's been a lot waiting in line and waiting for them to be ready to serve the buyers, I walk slowly because it will not be jammed like on the main road that is already crowded and filled with workers and school children, vehicles, it's in a housing estate to the back of my boarding house.

Ten minutes distance and until there were six people waiting, I parked and I ordered two portions to wrap.

“Mas gw pesen two yes in wap” I said,

“Iya mas in wait according to queue” replied seller bakmie,

“Ok mas” replied,

While waiting for the order, I put the earphones in both my ears while I play the song “The most beautiful gift” from sheila on seven, which will not be missed and forgotten is a cigarette that I always burn while waiting, want while singing follow the lyrics my voice is false, afraid also in laughing or disturbing hearing people.

I spent my trunks until I arrived when my order was finished,

“This is his order” said seller bakmie,

“Oh yes mas this money” said,

“Still yes mas” said seller bakmie,

“Iya mas equally” I replied,

I immediately turned on my vehicle and went home to the boarding house, ten minutes later I arrived and went straight up to the second floor, want me to tap his room Niken was afraid not to open, he said, so I just keep the bakmie at Niken's canal door while I chat.

“Ken I buy bakmie for lo breakfast, I hang ya” I said in a BBM chat,

I don't expect Niken to reply to my message, most importantly the noodles he eats, because I'm sure he must like noodle-like food, today it feels a little different, do not know tomorrow is still the same or not, I'm sure he must like noodle-like food, today it feels a little different, do not know tomorrow is still the same or not, it could be a week or a month ahead depending on Niken.

Eating alone is something that I never do when at home, although every day communicating with family but still miss this craze, want to go home but want to wait for a long holiday so long to miss it full of booming, but still, want to cry but there is no ration for cry.

Again eating but Niken's mind, eaten what not so bakmienya, my message also he has not read, things that I think are trivial so complicated in the eyes of him, this worries me ordinary or excessive.

Too deep I mean the friendship that might have given me pain or just me that gives the pain, this caring need not be a reason just do it like a habit.

This whole time I'm without Niken, my friend a lot but still do not want him missing let alone taken and di di diabahin people, suddenly appeared notif on my cellphone, suddenly appeared on my phone, I thought it was from Niken Tahunya from Siti.

“Bar gw to where you first yes before going to campus, all I w parking at the place of lo” said Siti in a BBM chat,

“Lo here aja Ti, later go together to the campus” I replied in a BBM chat,

“Gw is already on the road anyway, most briefly until” said Siti in a BBM chat,

“Iya I waitin Ti, you be careful just walk his” I said in a BBM chat,

“Oke Bar, thanks!” answer Siti in a BBM chat,

Twenty minutes later Siti arrived at my place, she knocked on my room,

Toookkk..tookkkk..tookkkk.

“Who?” my tofu, my,

“This gw Bar” says Siti,

“Log in Aja Ti door is not in lock” I replied,

I memorized the voice of my friends so without seeing I already know who is calling, Siti came in and immediately fell on my bed,

“That's great Bar rebahan” says Siti,

“What wind early in the morning you come here” I said,

“Kan lecture in ten hours, I want to rest first aja” said Siti,

“Lo has not had breakfast Ti?” my tofu, my,

“Belom Bar” reply Siti,

“Gw there is bread tuh lo eat, if you want to make a drink make your own yes, there is milk, coffee and tea, free to choose what you like” said, I said,

“Surga really early in the morning-morning” says Siti,

“Kayak never been to paradise” I said,

“Kan wishful thinking mah can times Bar” says Siti,

“Gw really do not want to dream, but want to go to heaven actually” I said,

“Gw also want Bar” replied Siti,

“Lagi lo said angan-angan” said, I,

“Ribet deh if you say the same lo, dah ah I want breakfast while making milky” said Siti,

“Iya you have to drink a lot of milk to contain,

"Soal's got lo still dry” said, I,

“Damn lo Bar, still early morning and thought nothing!” said Siti,

“Emang really dry, lo aja have never given birth” I said,

“Where to give birth, marriage is not yet, college is just in” replied Siti,

“Sometimes it will be Ti” I said,

“Iya Bar, gw while eating ya” says Siti,

“Abisin yes no residue, later a lot of ant” I said,

“Iya Bar definitely gw abisin, gw laper!” answer Siti,

“Let lo also contain a little continue there who has a crush” I said,

“Emang gw skinny huh?” ask Siti, please,

“Lo kayak dewormer jir” replied me,

“Gw of small taking worm” medicine replied Siti,

“Worm lo immune times, so add a lot in lo” stomach I said,

“Yaudah I am going forward first want to smoke” I said,

“Emang lo never smoked in the room?” ask Siti, please,

“Ngak Ti, later the smell is tacky everywhere there will be Ac” I said,

“Good also lo Bar” says Siti,

“What?” my tofu, my,

“Yes are good to keep your room clean, usually it's if the dirty guy Bar” said Siti,

“Don't flatten the same dong Ti, everyone will be different, if you have finished eating, want to sleep aja, later I wake upin” said, I said,

“Iya Bar, gi dah smoking!” said Siti,

I went out to the balcony on the second floor, I brought my phone, earphones and a book that I wanted to read, not to forget a bottle of mineral water. I intend to listen to music, read books and smoke while waiting for the time to go to campus.

Time went by without me knowing it was nine o'clock past twenty minutes, the sign was that I had to go down and get ready to go to campus, I went into my room and Siti was asleep, I woke her up slowly,

“Ti..Tiii.wake up already almost half ten,

"Prepare let's go to campus” I said,

“Hmmmmm yes Bar beragu again” replied Siti with eyes still closed,

“Ayo Ti, you do not wash your face first, your face is tangled, the face-face of the mattress” I said, he said,

“Iya in five minutes Deh” replied Siti slightly opened her eyes,

“Yes my baby girl males so much” I said,

“Iyaa...iyaaa..gw wake up nih” replied Siti,

“That dong! wash your face first, I want to change clothes because” said, I,

“Iya nih gw to bathroom” says Siti,

While Siti to the bathroom I change clothes and wear jeans bought by my mother from cihampelas, she said, five minutes walk I'm done tidy and ready to go to campus while waiting for Siti to come out of the bathroom and get ready.

After we were both ready and tidy we immediately rushed to leave for campus, although the distance was close but it was better to wait for classes on campus because it could snack and wash your eyes, in the middle of the road Siti asked,

“Lo no nyamper first Niken Bar” asked Siti,

“Gak ah again cold war, gegara yesterday I live he left alone to campus”, I replied,

“Lo is looking for things, already know Niken his son spoiled” said Siti,

“Iya emang he is not as strong as lo Ti, which everywhere can be alone” I said,

“Gw fly New Bar!” said Siti,

“Lebay lo Ti” says,

“Where the girls are not on the stick Bar, lo care so to the people” said Siti,

“If you want well do not have to be picky, if it can be to everyone yes why not?” I said,

“Later I want to find a rich husband candidate lo deh Bar” said Siti,

“If you can do more than I Ti, I wonder what oruh!” I said,

“How to get it later Bar” said Siti,

“Turns in front of class only Ti” I said,

“Tumben, you don't want to go to the cafeteria first?” said Siti,

“Entertainment later abis class” said, I,

Siti and I headed straight to the front of the class,

looks still quiet because the others are still on the road or in the canteen and atrium, I don't know, but I just want to avoid the crowd for a moment, our waiting time is running low and gradually my classmates arrive followed by the lecturer in charge of teaching, we all enter the class and start to fill the absence, Boni has not come, Boni has not come, not Boni if it is not too late, the name is also a weak robot batrenya man.

The class was so fun, my friends came forward for the presentation of group assignments according to the turn and the materials given by the lecturer, I and my group had advanced in the early days of the lecture, he said, I got a second sequence number at that time so until later waiting for Uas my task just listen and ask about the materials that will be delivered by my friends, my friends, usually the lecturer only directs and adds materials that are considered lacking.

I have two classes today will be until the afternoon on campus, time never felt when surrounded by friends who support and can share in various things, after class in the first hour, my friend and I decided to have lunch in the cafeteria, I chose the meat gulai menu for my lunch this time did not forget the cup of black coffee without sugar that I would drink afterwards, there was Niken in the canteen but we were still quiet, not yet as well-wishers as usual, I also found it difficult to start my lips stiff to say hello and my hands limp to just wave my hands.

Until the second class started and finished in the afternoon, I went back to the boarding house with Siti, because she parked at my place, arriving at the ku Siti kost did not go home immediately when she wanted to fall down and go home at night so I allowed it.

In the end I will be alone at night and Siti has started preparing to go home because it is dark.

“Bar gw back yes!” said Siti,

“Lo dare to go home alone?” I said,

“Bare the Bar, it's normal” the answer,

“Yaudah lo be careful on the road yes, tidakin if you've arrived ya Ti” said, I,

“Iya Bar lo calm aja” says Siti.

After saying goodbye Siti went home, but I'm sure she won't have time to tell when she arrives, so I assume she will arrive safely and be able to meet again in the following days.