Two Eyes One Glasses
A Complicated Heart

Good night for you lovers of longing who have been troubled, do not be upset if you have not had time to meet, from a distance I pray that your longing continues to grow, may your longing continue to grow, add up and hang on to the same person or to a new person worthy of you.

Tonight I was alone fighting loneliness, weighing down my heart, I just wanted to love everyone, have lots of friends without having to choose and without having to hurt, losing one friend means more than losing ten strokes, why in this day and age close to a girlfriend is always considered to be a bustle, always considered there is a relationship, should not we be good to everyone without but?

I love Niken as a close friend, but I love Nayla as something different, I care about Niken but my heart is mediocre when I'm around her, my heart beats faster when I'm with Nayla, I often get nervous, I just want to ask if status is important? I still have a sense of trauma.

I want to thank Peterpen, because the songs that you guys created always accompany my teenage years even to this day, I once brought “all about us” at school breakup, he said, I cried because my vocalist widya inserted words of pearl when we performed the song, as if our togetherness during school will be separated by a journey each to achieve the ideals.

My body feels very cold, I should make coffee and go to the balcony to make funny fumes that I suck then I let out again, he said, every time I go up to the second floor my eyes never come out to see the door of Niken's room, until on the balcony there are other children who are also talking while smoking, smoking, they're on campus with me but they're different majors and we don't know them yet, there's three guys and two girls who all smoke.

I took the initiative to reprimand them first,

“Hey bang join ngerokok ya” said,

“Tube aja here bang” they said,

“Oia we are one hostess but not yet known, my name is Bara” I said,

I met the five of them,

Iskandar, Rangga, Novan, Rere and Ana, that's their names. Iskandar's body is tall he's of middle eastern descent but a little weak gemulai,

“What majors?” my tofu, my,

“Oh we PR bang” answer them,

“If you are a major what bang? Ask them compact,

“Gw Marcomm, but gausah call bang times yes, because I still maba” said, I,

“We also just entered bang” replied Iskandar,

“Sama if it's” I said,

“Lo alone aja” asked Rere,

“Iya again alone, bosen in the room so come here,

"All of you are doing this?” my tofu, my,

“Nggak Bar, we just hang out, which cost only Iskandar, but we help a joint venture pay for basecamp” replied Novan,

“Asik also if gitu” said,

“Lumayan make hanging out together do duty” replied Rangga,

“New in already compact, first one school?” my tofu, my,

“No, we all know other schools on campus aj” replied Iskandar,

“Cepet familiar if you have a rich basecamp y'all” I said,

“Yang kompak just this, the others are still on the butterfly (lecture home, lecture home)” replied Iskandar,

“Sama I also not familiar all the same class friends gw, at least some are cool” said, I,

“In the department I was even a group-compete, play it the same yes-it aj” replied Iskandar,

“In the department I also that, even there is a color gang if in gw, every color class enters the same clothes, deliberately make a pact to wear what color clothes” said, I said,

“Polishing dong if in class” said Iskandar,

“Yes so!” I said,

“Lo likes to stay up late huh?” ask Iskandar, please,

“Gw insom lak” said,

“Under the eyelid lo item because” said Iskandar,

“It is also difficult to sleep regularly, but once sleeping udh like a dead” I said,

“The average insom rich person gitu” said Iskandar,

“Iya maybe, because I haven't researched hahaha” I said,

“Udah rich want final task use research” said Iskandar,

“Yes again Is” said I,

“Iya kan” replied Iskandar,

“Gw first to his rich room, see you ya” I said,

“Iya Bar” answered all five of them.

So many days new ngekost meet people who compact, until willing to spend money for a joint venture to make a basecamp, but it could be elsewhere even so only I have not found a similar one.

Back to the room and glanced at Niken's room again, silent for a moment hoping that he suddenly opened the door of his room, I wanted to meet him but my message yesterday just not read, time really should be angry because of trivial things, trivial in my opinion.

In the room even confused to do what, want to nguyah but feel full, so the thought of watching a movie, I was browsing looking for a movie with the genre of love comedy to be a little entertained, hoping to laugh off for a moment, I was looking for a movie, I watched the movie Easy A, the story of a girl played by Emma Watson claimed to have lost her virginity and told her about it to her best friend but her best friend even told it to many people that caused the main character to get pooularity instantly.

From this film I learned that the best place to tell a story is to the almighty, I also want to tell the state of my heart to the creator in the last third of the night, god knows, but I will complain.

Growing up and becoming an adult is complicated, especially if it involves feelings, you do not need to think about others if you want to do something if you now want to act it needs to think a lot, what if I were gini? What if I were? A lot of consideration though not in all things, often the cuek.

Want to sleep not sleepy, want to read but again not diligent, join very alone, think mending to ropang because on the buttocks never deserted, I came out of the room and headed ropang, ropang, usually both are the same Niken but this time alone.

Arriving on the rooftop I ordered grilled bananas and cold ovaltine, because I was not hungry so I ordered food that did not make full, which was guard the rooftop that night his name was adit, because it had often become familiar.

“Dit banana burn dong same ovaltine” said,

“Bikin itself gw males” replied adit,

“Jaing, you guard what kag” said, I,

“Lo make his own oval, gw who bakarin banana” said Adit,

“Allah lo dit's men, but yaudah deh I gw make drink alone, free dong if make your own dit” said, I said,

“Search for free mulu lo, where do you girls?” ask Adit, please,

“Which girl is anjir!” I said,

“The usual here same lo” connect Adit,

“Kepo lo, cepetan lah bakarin banana, tumben den desi” said, I,

“New on the back earlier the usual children” replied Adit,

“Telat dong gw dit” said,

“Emang school late” says Adit,

“Sue lo dit!” I said,

“Yang singles are sue, many girls are still single” said Adit,

“Anjir nyindir gw lo dit” said,

“Kesindir emang?” said Adit,

“Gw is single Dit, but you understand the movement gw hahaha” I said,

“Paham, nepi ka tutung do durukna? (sampe gosong don't burn it?) ask Adit, please,

“Lah atuh bel, pit nepi tutung mah, hiji weh cau na (don't be, bitter if the empty sampe) I said,

“Hereuy atuh wa (joking) said Adit,

“Can hereuy maneh Dit? Bengeut heuras dit (can be kidding also lo, lo hard face that) I said, I,

“Pan aing mah fried mun teu funny about winning pamajakan atuh (gw would be ugly if not funny it would not be dapet wife) said Adit,

“Sia mah naraka Dit prospective residents, sin pang gedena manghina self scarecrow hahaha (lo would-be inhabitants of hell Dit, the biggest sin is insulting yourself)” I said,

“Siga nu apal weh naraka kumaha (kayak who knows what hell)” said Adit,

“Bae weh teu apal naraka ge Dit (let's just if you don't know hell too)” I said,

“Kudu apal mah ngan hayang asup itah, namu ge itu ka naraka mah (nothing knows mah important do not want to enter, just visit can not go to hell mah) said Adit,

“Ah kumaha sia weh Dit (gimana lo aja Dit)” I said,

“Heeuh da inhale mah freely (yes if life is free)” said Adit,

“Maneh hungkul nu jiga in mah Dit, teu back and forth (lo doang like in prison for not returning home)” I said,

“Turning teuing weh nu nenagan Dit (hard to go home no one nyariin too)” I said,

“Pan aing boga jikun (gw will have wife)” said Adit,

“Payu oge maneh Dit (also lo Dit)” said,

“Bengeut bae goreng nu important jago speak (face can be ugly that is important jago speak)” said Adit,

“Diajar timana Dit (learn from where Dit)” said,

“Ti guru aing atuh (from guru gw dong)” said Adit,

“Hunt eta cau na bacot weh (the chips are mulu)” I said,

“Dieu weh cokot scarecrow (here to take it yourself)” says Adit,

“Eweuh ahlak sia mah dit (no ahlak lo Dit)” I said,

“Pan perverted keneh aing mah (kan still lost gw mah)” said Adit,

“Ges buru kadieu (it's been a spit here)” I said,

“Heeuh iyeu kadanya (yes this is it)” said Adit,

Adit headed towards me while carrying my order,

“For me rokona (for cigarettes lo)” said Adit,

“Sok weh is asa-asa (sook just take)” I said,

“Heeuh nohun (yes thank you)” said Adit, while in pocket all his cigarettes are the same as him, he said,

“Sia really eweuh ahlak dit (lo really no ahlak Dit)” I said,

“Pan tong asa-asa, cokot kabeh ku aing mah (he said don't hesitate yes I take all)” said Adit,

“Ah kumaha sia weh dizzy (it's up to you aja dizzy gw)” I said,

“Hereuy atuh aing mah (joking gw)” says Adit,

“Sing loba hereuy beh tereh kolot (often joking so don't get old)” I said,

“Yeuh tempo serve aing (ni see wife gw)” says Adit,

“Original iyeu tea Dit, another edit (original this Dit, not edit)” I said,

“Original oruh kembang Desa (original dong, village flower)” Adit said,

“Alus dukuna maneh Dit (good shaman lo Dit)” I said,

“Suudzon, nu important will speak (suudzon, the important will speak)” said Adit,

“Jago speakna maneh Dit (jago also speak lo Dit)” I said,

“Free handsome teu can speak mah (free handsome if not able to speak)” said Adit,

“Heresy lesson jir (misguided lesson)” I said,

“Sesat ge nu important mah scrumptious (misguided also important favors)” said Adit,

“Ready weh, turn back aing dizzy Dit (set it up, I go home dizzy)” I said,

“Maneh got mental? (lo get mental)” said Adit,

“Mental down Dit, pay for a thrush? (pay no) I said,

“Ceban weh (ten thousand aja)” says Adit,

“Bangkrut atuh bel nu boga warung (can bankrupt dong who has a stall)” I said,

“Bae weh da nu mamang aing (let alone who has also om gw)” said Adit,

After paying me back to the boarding house and trying to close my eyes, but can't yet, anyone know how? Heart and mind again mediocre aja hard to sleep let alone more complicated added insomnia. Try to restore your eyes while listening to music who knows sleep, but keinget want to wash your face first, brush your teeth again, it could be seger continue this mah. It immediately brushed.

Apparently not yet able, the fate of friends familiar with insomnia, making a deep black mark under the lower eyelids, the face so looks a little strange if the sleep is lacking.

I've been horrified that good sleep is not of its duration, but when the world is dark that's the best time to fall asleep, but do not forget to always wake up in a third of the night to meet and complain to God.

It is recommended to pray that night not because God is evil, but there is research on the best clock of the human brain to function optimally, which is one or two hours before the dawn prayer and Islam is the only religion that has its verse for that matter, whether or not he or she will practice, get up and pray in the third of the night in addition to having the four virtues God promises to do, and will never be given to a person who prayed five times on time and congregated even though solemn prayer.

Ordered to pray that night so that added pinter as well, especially in together with reading the Qur'an until the dawn prayer arrives, if the brain work is optimal it will feel very easy to absorb science, it will be very easy to absorb knowledge, then the ancients would not do anything before praying and reading the Qur'an.

I have trouble sleeping and the only free thing that can calm my heart is prayer, I take ablution water and immediately perform the night prayer.

My prayers are in the third night, though,

O God forgive the sins of my parents, and repay the efforts of my father and mother who have educated, guided, and loved me with all their heart until this very moment, with the best and most glorious place on your side.

O God viral in the world is only temporary, I pray to you with full servitude and hope forgive also the sins of the servant, make a servant of pride for both parents of servants when you raise up the servant in the realm of eternity, give the servant the grace to give the crown of glory to the parents of the servant in return for the solemnity of the servant to memorize the verses that you have entrusted to your beloved Prophet Muhammad.

O Allah make me one of the viral men of the Hereafter of your will, I truly give all my worldly affairs to you, thank you for all the gifts and favors you have given.

Rabbana, atina fid dunya hasanah, wa fil endati hasanah, wa qina adzaban nar. Aamyn

After remembering and complaining to God the heart becomes calmer, and hopefully can be a deep tdiur, even though a moment in the dark.