Two Men
Kania to the company clinic

Kania immediately worked on her seat. Desi came along with Heri. The two engaged again in a fairly strong debate.

"Basic, playboy guy!" ketus Desi while sitting in her place.

Heri doesn't want to lose. Equally insistent. "From women who don't do it."

"Eh, that's good, yeah." Desi is upset.

Kania and Rangga threw eyes at each other. This scene has always been an everyday meal these few days. It feels crazy.

"Either find a guy there!" said Heri.

Desi not accept. "Huh! Guys now mah on crazy all! Going single instead of having a crazy partner."

The debate continues to happen. Until finally Mr. Ganjar came and said, "The financial team will meet with Mr. Gani this afternoon."

"Ready, Sir!" Everyone answered quickly.

At the end of each month, the team will meet for a monthly financial evaluation. Where they are also busy with preparing salaries for employees. Obviously if Rangga, Desi and Kania do not have time to chat while working.

The meeting will be held at eleven o'clock in the afternoon. Just before lunch. The watch in Kania's hand showed at ten, there was still an hour left.

Suddenly Kania's stomach hurt. There is no longer a month. Is it possible to eat too little at breakfast? He forgot to eat dinner last night.

Kania moved the chair here and there. The pain grew stronger, until the woman gave up and decided to go to the company clinic.

Kania stood up and said to Desi, "Des, I'll go to the clinic first, yeah."

Desi who was busy checking the reports immediately turned her head. "You sick?" 

Rangga glanced at them. Surely heard that conversation.

Kania nodded slowly. "I have a stomachache. Want to ask for medicine or a little rest. Not strong." The woman's right hand held her stomach. It hurts.

Desi understands. "Yes, I'll take over your job. Something needs to be brought to the meeting, right?" 

"Yes. But, there's no need. I'm only in there a few minutes."

"If you're still sick, just shut up."

Kania quite smiled, then went towards the elevator. 

Rangga heard very clearly. There is a sense of worry within. Lead himself to stand up.

Desi realized. Look at the man and say, "Where are you going?" The curious point appeared.

Rangga gulped. Don't want to be caught. "Buy coffee first." Don't want to be asked too much. Rangga just left.

Desi just watched her two friends leave at the same time. Maybe they need to, just like that, in his mind.

Heri apparently noticed Rangga and Kania. The man's mind was different, a little suudzon. His crazy brain is out.

Desi thirst. He stood up and went to the small kitchen of this room. Take mineral water in a small refrigerator and sip it. Just finished, Heri came closer.

"Kania Rangga is not dating, right?" the question was without further ado and made Desi shocked.

Desi finished drinking. Directing the body at Heri and putting on an annoyed face. "You can't, anyway, if it comes at least don't ngaggetin people?"

Heri laughed a little. His behavior is like that. "Yes, sorry. I'm used to it."

Desi's face was full of annoyance. Want to slam the man into the crocodile hole to immediately become a food for the animal. If it was destroyed, perhaps his world would be calmer.

"They're dating, huh?" ask Heri again.

Desi shook her head. "No. Why why?" Desi was curious. Heri always wanted to interfere with other people's problems. "You're as good as you are."

Heri laughed again. It can be said that way. However, there was something more beautiful than him. Of course I don't want to mention names. "They are different. If one goes, the other goes. Don't you feel weird?" 

Hearing that Desi became open her mind. True also Heri's words. The two have always been involved together. Even yesterday Kania's gaze was a little different on Rangga. Heri's guess could be right. 

"Yes too, anyway. But .. I don't want suudzon just yet. All I know is that Kania is anti-dating. The family disagreed, "Desi replied.

Heri silent. If it is like that, there must be something bigger. "Is it possible that they would marry secretly?" 

Desi surprise. It was hard to follow Heri's line of thought. The man guessed too much what had not happened. Desi keeps the rest of the mineral water in the refrigerator. "You're mostly suudzon. Hence, don't date much. So crazy, right?"

Heri didn't take it. "Enak. I'm like this because of women."

Desi silent. "meaning?" Staring in Heri.

As fast as lightning Heri stepped from Desi. Sometimes he looks open, but not infrequently also closed to anyone. Especially in Desi.

Desi clucked in annoyance. This heri always provoked her deep-seated anger. Suppose it were necessary to kill a fellow human, he might have done it. So upset.

"Astagfirullah, be patient, Des." The woman quickly left the kitchen. Back work.

Meanwhile Kania arrives at the company clinic. There he asked for medicine and fell asleep in bed. Not without reason he wanted to come here. If it were not for the tremendous pain, this would not have been possible.

"Drink medicine. You will be healed later. I stayed because there was a need" the clinic said.

Kania took medicine. According to the health experts at this company.

It was in this room that Kania finally broke down. Holding the stomach that still hurts. Slowly his mind flew without limit. There are some interesting moments that he wants to play again in memory.

Not feeling a drop of clear liquid coming out. His mind led to Radit. A man who is loved, but hard to reach. Even now it may not be possible.

Kania was quite happy. At least this sacrifice can play an important role for many people. It doesn't matter what happens to him. He just needs to understand something that life in this world is not always beautiful.

Kania reached into the cell phone in her long skirt pocket. Looking at Radit's last message that wasn't even reciprocated at all. He worries. I don't know what kind of word to present to the man. Moreover, his feelings have not been able to accept the situation.

"I must be sincere. Do not let a problem as small as this become a heavy burden. This deal I took consciously. So ... I also have to understand the consequences," added Kania who continued to wake up. 

Two minutes later someone came. As fast as lightning Kania erased the trail of misfortune. Maybe someone else is as sick as he is.

Kania closed her eyes. The phone is still in the right hand. The sound of footsteps was getting closer to him, then the sound of Rangga was heard greeting the ears.

"You sick?" ask her in a soft voice.

Automatic Kania open eyes. Looking to the right side. The man stood up while carrying a cup. I don't know what it is. 

"Drink the warm sweet tea. Let your body go out" he said again.

Since when is this guy so concerned? Inner Kania continued to struggle on her own.

Stuffed a cup on a small table. Standing straight beside Kania, she said, "You should go home again if you are sick. Don't be too forced."

It's so nice this guy said that. I don't understand if the world of work is hard. Where can Kania lose his job in the near future. Ah ... sucks.

"Dad must have understood, too" said Rangga again.

Hearing Rangga mention the name of the man who made him forced to make the decision felt like vomiting. "I'm doing fine. Just a stomachache."

Rangga looked at Kania. This woman has been avoiding him ever since. It was as if he did not want to meet face to face or talk. Just discuss what is necessary.

"You still angry?" Rangga kept asking questions. Kania flinching.

"I'm sorry, if so," the man continued.

Kania sighed harshly and said, "Nobody needs to apologize. We are both adults. Just relax."

Kania gets out of bed. Want to reach for the cup of warm sweet tea, but Rangga is more sensitive. He took it for Kania.

"Your friend didn't ask you anything?" After giving the sweet tea, Rangga asked a question. "He seems curious about our relationship."

Kania sipped softly on that sweet water. Warm to the stomach. Quite soothing. "What is our relationship? I think it's normal."

Rangga gulped. In other words Kania did not acknowledge about their agreement. "It's true, but maybe he's still curious.'

Kania sat down while holding the tea cup. "For a long time she will know. Maybe we're getting married."

The mood changed quietly. Rangga just silently observed Kania. From the look of the woman's eyes alone it looks real, there is a clear compulsion and can not just disappear.

"I think Dad can still be dinego. I'll try again." Suddenly Rangga said so.

Kania stunned. "For what?"

"Don't lie to yourself too much. I can understand how you feel."

Again Rangga discussed what had been agreed by both sides. This attitude provoked the anger of Kania who was not stable. "Can't you talk about that again?" The intonation of the cania rises by an octave.

Rangga.

"I'm tired. I want to shut up and rest. You should be happy because you can marry the one you love!" Kania is getting upset.

Rangga did not accept. Like, Kania sees himself as weak and always takes refuge in the armpits of the Father. "I am happy, but unfortunately my pleasure is under the suffering of others. That's not fair the name!" 

The atmosphere in the room was hotter than usual. Thankfully, there are no people. They can freely argue at any time. 

Rangga stared in love with annoyance. Kania's face was sweet, but unfortunately the woman always did not want to listen to directions from others. Either this only happens to them or to everyone Kania meets.

"I want to marry you. I want to take care of you, but not by force like this. It's the same as if I took you. Marriage should be based on sincere words. If not, what are we doing together for?" Rangga continued to chatter.

Apparently here who can not grow up is Kania. He felt a loud slap from Rangga's sentence this time.

"If you want to continue this plan. Learn more sincerely. Learn to accept circumstances. Make peace with yourself. I don't care if you can't love yet, but at least make yourself more comfortable" pinta Rangga from the deepest of hearts. 

It was painful to see Kania showing her feelings of compulsion clearly. It was as if he had turned into a criminal in an instant. How shiny.

Slowly Kania is falling. He realized his ego was too high, until it was difficult to accept input from Rangga. The man is right if he is not yet at peace with the situation. Perhaps the love for Radit caused him to have high expectations of life.

"I'm sorry." Kania started to melt. His voice returned soft.

Rangga. I am tired of facing Kania. One woman can drive him crazy, especially if he is in the position of Heri who has many women. Tomorrow he will no longer be a resident of the world. Absolutely crazy.

"I have to learn sincerely from now on" Kania said with a lowered, embarrassed look.

Rangga carved a smile, happy. No matter how hard the stone is, it will still melt if splashed with water for years. So too with humans. As long as we are patient, there will be a happy ending.

"I'm sorry that you feel cornered. Honestly, I'm confused right now." A second later, Kania's tears fell again. The cheeks that had just dried were wet again.

Rangga felt guilty. His hand extended forward about to erase the trace of the misfortune, but retracted it because it knew what their position was like now. "Don't cry, I beg you."

Kania quiet.

Rangga took out a white handkerchief from his pants pocket. Giving it to Kania while saying, "Today may be a handkerchief that can wipe your tears, but later after we are legitimate. I made sure my own hands did it."

Their views meet each other. Staring at each other's eyes and tying the eyes of the other's eyes tightly. 

"Don't cry. I can't do anything now" Pinta Rangga once again.