Two Men
Radit and Kania

Tomorrow too comes. The news of this proposal was received by Desi with shock. Given the results of that discussion last night, the wedding will be held in a week. Of course Kania and Rangga should start fitting clothes.

This afternoon Kania who was escorted by Desi met Rangga at his boutique at the request of the man. Before leaving, Bu Lala had advised the Eldest Child.

"Son, no matter what happens ahead. Mother, hope you are wiser in making decisions. You can seek opinions from people around you. After marrying later, try to be a good wife," said Ms. Lala.

Kania understands. Keeps advice well in the brain's memory.

Adit had wanted to come, but the Mother asked him to take her to the study today. I haven't invited my youngest child in a long time either. The man protested. However, the strength of a Mother with gentle advice is able to melt even a stone.

Kania. Out of the house and accidentally met Radit who was about to enter the house. They were quiet in place. Especially for Kania, feeling awkward after last night's incident.

Radit tried to be airy, accepting Kania's decision. "You want to go?" it was like nothing happened.

Kania carved a smile. Want to show his childhood friend if he is okay with the decision. "Yes, Dit. Rangga, tell the boutique to make wedding dress fittings."

Radit's heart flinched. Wedding plans have been discussed as well. It should be like that so that the two opposite sex are not affected by slander, especially Rangga and Kania working in the same room. It will be very vulnerable to intense interaction, so it could cause various slanders.

"Have you decided to get married?" Radit is acting as he should. A real man must accept defeat. Loving someone is not necessary by having his body because, the love that is accompanied by sincerity will make the soul calm even though the poem is with others.

Kania can't deny that. This good news will soon spread to thousands of ears including Radit. There is no point in covering up. "Yes, Dit. Just pray. We're planning on getting married in a week." In that sentence there was not the slightest doubt. No nervousness, Kania is calm. This storm had indeed struck his soul so fiercely. However, he only had to get up to be able to move on with life.

Radit showed a smile more blooming like a red rose. "Alhamdulillah, it should be hastened. Congratulations, yes. May you be a lasting couple until the end of your life. Aamiin's."

It sounded beautiful in the ears of others. But it is painful for Kania. Wanting to escape, only came to fight. Just continue. "Aamiinu. Thank you, Dit."

"Either. I went inside first, yeah. I want to give this to Adit." Showing a small gift. I don't know what it is. "Yesterday he was lazy." Now Radit's sweet lips let out a slight laugh. It seems like a self-entertainer.

"That's what it is, that child!" Kania pissed. Adit sometimes dares to ask Radit because he considers him a brother too. "How much is it, Dit? Let me pay." Take the wallet out of a small bag.

"No need, Nia." Radit banned it. Stopping Kania's hand movements. "This is not how much. She is also a sister to me, just like you. Until any time, go anywhere, and be with anyone, you are still the owner of my heart."

"I'm sorry, because I'm late. I'm a coward for thinking too much about our relationship as childhood friends." Tightness in Radit's chest felt again. His lips spoke a few words. Basic human! It always is.

"But behind this is a lot of wisdom that I take including my gratitude for not losing you. If we get married, maybe we can stretch when there is a problem. Unlike the case with friends or friends, always together. That's what I want." Lying is not good, but Radit does it for the good of both of them. "I wish I could always be there for you, even if you were married."

Kania flinching. Their conversation was no longer about how their two days were, but rather the openness of their respective feelings.

"Honest ... If asked, can I forget you as my first love? The answer is obvious, no!" firmly Radit.

Kania feels guilty. Radit's great hope in him. It was just that the current situation forced him to stay on the path he was on. Cannot turn or turn direction. Apologies keep on coming to mind. Hope Radit can understand and accept well. Do not let there be the deepest grudges and disappointments because, humans are indeed disappointed for other humans.

"I asked him to continue to be a better person. If one day, on your wedding trip with him there is the greatest war until you are injured. Come over! I'm providing medicine." Radit smiled thinly which always managed to amaze Kania.

As much as possible Kania resisted the surge of tears that wanted to come out. Banging tight the eyeball gate to be allowed to wet the cheek. Really .... What kind of situation is this? Shifting souls.

"Don't hesitate. My hands can still strengthen you, my feelings will still remain the same. I made sure of it!" Radit firmly said that. Not a hint of doubt. "But .. most importantly of all, I pray that your marriage remains happy and lasting. No farewell, except death."

Kania couldn't stand it. The longer you talk to Radit, the more your heart can break. "Thank you, Dit." Glancing at the watch in the right hand. "Time to get rid of. Sorry, yes, I'm staying. Assalamualaikum."

Kania just moves past Radit. Two bodies that cannot be together, but have a soul bond that is connected to each other.

"Wa'alaikum salutations." Radit replied quickly. "Be careful on the road." Voice low. Afraid of Kania hearing. After making sure the sound of Kania's footsteps did not sound clear, he immediately entered the house.

Meanwhile, Kania turned to the right. Exactly the trunk of the car. Enter and immediately take the four-wheeled vehicle out of place. Slide away from the yard of the house that finally took him out of the black gate.

I drive with focus. His sight was straight as soon as it joined on the highway. Radit's words continue to spin in memory, teasing the soul until it has no power to hold back tears.

In the end it came out too. The clear liquid soaked both of Kania's soft cheeks. His sobs are sobbing. When his heart was set on Radit, the universe had other plans.

"sorry. Sorry." The word kept coming from Kania's tiny lips. Radit's shadow accompanied by the look of the man's lethargic eyes danced in the eyes. Kania failed to control himself. Decide to pull the vehicle over the side, then hide the face in the steering wheel of the car. "Yes Rabb, strengthen me if this is your destiny. I'm sure your plan is the most beautiful of my wishes."