Two Princes One Love
Negative Thinking

Sometimes I feel happy when all my advice and opinions are well received. But sometimes, I get tired of working on it myself. Especially if my mood is happy is not good. The job feels heavy.

"alright. I will send you all the arrangements of the event along with a list of needs. And this is the rest of my clothes."

I handed over two of my remaining kebayak plans. Cloud saw it immediately.

"Should there be anything added?" I looked at him from the side.

"It doesn't seem like it, Ara." He signed both of my plans.

Thank goodness it was finally finished.

"I'll send it to Uncle Rich."

"Eh, no need. I'll just go there" I said.

"But it's pretty far away, Ara." Cloud seemed to object.

"It's okay, honey. I happen to have other needs with Uncle Rich. Already, yeah. I'm saying goodbye."

I stroked his smooth face and immediately left from before him. But it turns out, my touch made him hold me back.

"Fine."

Cloud chased after me, pulled my hand and twisted my body to face him. He was then...

"Mmh?!"

He kissed my lips. His right hand held the nape of my neck gently, while his left hand held my body from shifting.

Cloud ....

He massaged my lips with his lips, making my body goosebumps instantly. The longer the kiss, the more it demands me. He asked me to fight.

Should I kiss her back?

Suddenly there was a knock on the door of his room. We were surprised too. Cloud immediately let go of his kiss.

"Lake in!" he said as he straightened up immediately.

That's ....

I laughed because of this. We almost got caught.

"Sister."

And it turns out, Rain is coming.

Holy jeez!!!

I was shocked to see Rain coming. But apparently he came with a woman. At that moment I felt pain looking at it, for some reason.

Rain, is she that princess?

I don't know why my heart suddenly felt sad. Negative thoughts seemed to surround me.

"Ara, are you here?" Rain saw me.

"Em, yes. I'm discussing a prayer meeting later" I said.

The princess who was to the left of Rain just silently watched. Cloud immediately took over the situation.

"Daughter of Andelin, are you back?" cloud asked the princess.

"I-iya, Prince. There's something I want to say to you, "he answered.

Wh-what?!

Hearing him made me go limp for a moment. My feet seemed to be attracted by the powerful earth magnet. His presence makes me feel uncomfortable.

"What thing, huh? It seems like there's nothing to talk about." Cloud seemed reluctant to respond to the girl who turned out to be a princess.

"Sister, I'm just here to deliver. Come, Ara. We're out." Rain asked me to get out of the room.

"Wait!" Cloud. "Let Ara stay here. I don't want any misunderstanding" Cloud said, holding me back.

Rain snorted in annoyance. He's like holding back anger. I don't know what Rain is thinking. But maybe Rain doesn't like this way of her brother.

Simultaneously, the Minister of Home Affairs came with the Minister of Defense. Both of them were intent on talking about something.

"Happy greetings to Prince Rain, Prince Cloud and Miss Ara." The two ministers greeted us.

"Sorry, Miss Ara. There's something we'd like to talk to the two princes about Princess Andelin's arrival." The Minister of Defense hinted at me.

"Em, okay. Then, excuse me."

I-i understand. Immediately I leaned towards them, letting the two ministers talk to Rain and Cloud.

I don't know what they're gonna talk about. Rain told me as he walked past.

"Later I'll catch up with you" he said as he walked into Cloud's room.

Cloud himself seemed unflappable as the two ministers conveyed his intentions and goals. He's not holding me anymore. Perhaps because this matter seemed so important, he ignored her feelings for a while.

I hurried to leave the Cloud office. Walk into the palace kitchen for lunch alone. Yeah, nothing by yourself. Perhaps this is the time God has given me so that I can take a break from my heaping duties.

Arriving in the palace kitchen...

The chefs welcomed my arrival, they were aghast at my appearance. Praise and amaze yourself.

Maybe I'll just roll my hair back.

My long hair is starting to make me nervous. And in order to move more freely, I rolled back my hair. Usually because it's still wet I let it run. But because it is dry, I better roll it back to make it look neater.

"Miss, this dress makes your look even more dazzling. Luwes and also nimble."

"Yes, Miss. Those of us who saw it also felt light. Not like the previous dresses."

The cooks still praised me, while my stomach had started to rumble.

"Em, thank you. Prince Rain gave it to me."

"What?!" They're aghast. "Prince Rain?!"

"Hm, yes. Is correct. Is something wrong?" my many.

"Em, no, Miss. Maybe it's just us who feel ...,"

"Felt?"

"I think this competition will be even more intense."

"Haha. You guys could."

I think they'll say something else. But it turns out ... same as mbok said.

"Em, okay. Is there any beef soup? I want something warm" I said.

"She, Miss. We will prepare it soon. But you better not eat in the kitchen. We were worried the king would see it and would scold us for letting Miss eat here."

"So ...?"

"Miss can eat in the garden next to this kitchen."

"Em, okay. Can you get me?"

"certain, Miss. Let's." Let's."

One of the cooks then drove me to the park in question. When I got there, I saw many unharvested olive trees. Not much, but enough for the consumption of the palace dwellers.

"Please sit down, Miss. Please wait for lunch."

"Thank you" I said.

I sat on the porch next to the kitchen that led to the olive grove. I sat looking at a scene I had never seen before. Along with that, my negative thoughts came. Suddenly I felt less confident.

"Why do I feel like I'm going to have a rival. The princess was so beautiful, while I was ...."

The lavender-eyed and blue-haired princess made my confidence drop. I feel like I would lose if I had to compete with him. Maybe if Rain would stay loyal to me. But what about Cloud? Is he able to hold on for me? Moreover, the words of the queen like directing if the princess will marry him.

"I feel my mood is dropping."

I rubbed my face, trying to neutralize negative thoughts. One of the cooks came to deliver lunch for me.

"Please, Miss. If anything is lacking, Miss can call me."

"Em, thank you" I said, smiling.

Not wanting to be long immersed in uncertain thoughts, I also immediately ate this lunch. It looks like this place will be my next favorite. The olive trees that were in front of me seemed to seduce me to fall asleep on the long bamboo chair I was sitting in.