
The streets feel empty.
The house feels empty.
I feel like there is a hole in my heart.
I myself...
All the space feels narrower.
I wonder, how did it all happen?
I wonder, why is it all happening?
I wonder, where were our days together?
The songs we sing together.
And, oh, my love. I'll hold on.
Love that seems so far away.
So I offer you a prayer.
I hope my dreams will take me there.
To a place where the sky is blue, to meet you once again.
Crossing the ocean, to find the place I like the most.
Where the fields are greening, to meet you once more, my love...
I'm trying to read.
I joke with my friends.
But I can't stop thinking about you.
So I offer you a prayer.
I hope my dreams will take me there.
To a place where the sky is blue, to meet you once again.
Crossing the ocean, to find the place I like the most.
Where the fields are greening, to meet you once more, my love...
Tuk.
I promise you, my love.
Tell you from my heart.
You're the one I always think about.
I have a love that seems far away...
...
Today I have to let Rain go. It felt like my heart was so bitter, unable to part with it. Especially after this Rain will go to war. My hope seemed to fall apart.
I just loved her, just now. Not long ago my heart decided to choose him. But destiny says something else. Now I have to let go of her.
On the seventh day we had to split up. Rain seemed unable to leave me. Now she was kneeling before me, begging me not to cry anymore.
"Ara, I promise to come back. Please stop that sobs."
I was crying, sobbing and sobbing in the tears that flowed. The cloudy weather seemed to represent a livability in my heart.
"Rain, don't leave me. I ... I'm not—"
"Nature ...."
Rain then got up, he hugged me. His breathing felt heavy. I immediately returned his embrace. I tightly looped these two hands around her waist. Really, I can't afford to part with him. I really hate this parting.
The sky then dripped its water. Raindrops began to rain down on the earth. But I don't care. I still don't want to let go of this hug.
We were still standing in front of the tin tree in front of my house. There's only us here. Father, mother and Anggi were guarding the shop in the market. Adit, he goes to his favorite school with his friend.
"Darling, I'm yours. I've given it all to you. I just went to do my job. And hopefully when he gets there, the war doesn't happen."
Aamiins.
I pray in my heart, I hope it doesn't happen.
"Rain, I'm sorry" I said with regret.
"I'm sorry I just love you now. But why is it that after I love you, we have to separate?" ask him while holding tightness in his chest, in his warm embrace.
"Maybe God wants to teach us how precious those moments together are."
"Rain—"
"I love you, Ara. After this I'll ask you. Wait for me, yeah."
Rain rubbed my head. He kissed her for a long time, as if so lived the last moments with me.
"I keep your promise, Rain. Please come back."
Rain nodded. He's getting his arms tight. I felt the warmth in his arms. The anxiety in my heart is now a little lessened.
Suddenly a strong wind came uninvited. I heard the watch's seconds ringing from the necklace Rain was wearing. The longer the sound of that second gets faster. Rain realized it.
"Fine." He took off his embrace. "It's time."
"Wheel!"
I put both my hands around his neck immediately. The soft lips that kissed me so often. I try to channel all my feelings to him. Even Rain did not refuse at all, she returned my kiss. We kissed so deeply. Enjoy this farewell kiss as best you can.
Before long, a vortex of wind shot out from the tin tree and formed a black hole. The portal then opened and was like pulling Rain into it.
"Nature ...."
Rain finished his kiss. She held my cheeks with both hands while looking at me tightly.
"I'll stay first. It's fine here. And ... don't be naughty" he said, poking my nose.
I nodded too. That's all I can do. Rain then kissed my forehead. His hands held tightly to both hands and then kissed them. And we finally had to separate.
"Goodbye, sweetie."
Rain smiled at me. He pulled his footsteps back. Thick smoke then enveloped Rain. Black holes are like swallowing them.
"Wheel!"
I ran to get it, but I couldn't. The wind around Rain held me back. Until a blinding light makes me have to close my eyes. Then I was unconscious.
"Rain, I love you" I said before completely losing consciousness.
A few moments later...
I see the sky is very clear. The sunlight was so dazzling to the eyes. I try to get out of my sleep. I fainted earlier. Fortunately, the gate was closed, so no one could go inside.
"Rain ...."
Still remembered clearly the last smile of the youngest prince. I don't know why, I miss him so much. We just separated.
I tried to get up and go inside the house. Instantly, my subconscious opened up all the memories of being with her. And unknowingly, even the grains of these clear crystals dripped, wetting both my cheeks.
"Rain .. I miss."
My chest feels so tight. I'm like I'm lacking oxygen. This heartache faces the reality that is happening.
Usually Rain always nosy bothers me. But now he is no more. When I passed the living room, I thought Rain was still sitting there. While walking in the TV room, it was so clear in my mind that Rain accompanied my two younger siblings to study. Even when I looked at the kitchen, I felt Rain was still there. Trying to tease me with a million perverted words.
"I think I'm exhausted."
I'll go into the room immediately. And I felt Rain sleeping in my bed. I remember the incident that night that made my body goosebumps great because of his actions.
"Rain, have you arrived yet?"
I sat on the edge of the bed holding a necklace from him. I was restless and also agitated uncertain after his abandonment.
"May all be well. I love you."
I said to myself like crazy. Maybe brought up the sadness of abandonment.
I also immediately lay down on the bed because I feel tired of facing this separation. Yeah, I honestly can't part with him.
I hope tomorrow is better.
I close today with prayer. Hope tomorrow can help me ease the sadness and longing in this heart. Yeah, I was hoping the universe could help me.
...
So I offer you a prayer.
I hope my dreams will take me there.
To a place where the sky is blue, to meet you once again, my love...