
The Dragon Harbor...
I just finished breakfast with Zu. I see in this store a lot of light dishes are available as a daily appetizer. The average variety of seafood processed as attractive as possible. And it feels a little different when compared to the menu in Space. Here it tastes more salty and also a little. Maybe because I'm not ordinary.
Zu then paid our breakfast to the old man who turned out to be the owner of this tavern. After that he took me to a place, in front of the fence around the seafront. Zu then asked me to talk.
"We wait for the train to come, yeah."
We both ended up sitting looking at the bustling offshore and also full of boats. I was still silent myself while continuing to watch her. His plain face makes me anxious myself. But then...
Eh?! He put his head in my lap.
"Miss, aren't you tired of just looking at me?" suddenly tanyanya.
I feel that Zu has a real nature that is not much different from my two princes. He also began to dare to show the other side of himself.
"Smoke my head. It calms me down" he said again.
I kept quiet while thinking. The morning breeze hit, making my hair wander everywhere. Zu then held it, he stroked the tip of my hair.
"Miss, if I'm crazy you're gonna have to take responsibility, yeah!" said again.
"Well?!" I was surprised.
"You know, you've driven me crazy. I'm being paranoid now." He's waking up.
"Prince?"
He then walked to the back. I think what he wants. But apparently, he was sitting behind me.
"I like what's on you" he said, leaning his head on my right shoulder.
"Prince, many have seen. I'm so nervous" I said honestly.
"You care more about them than I do?" the sudden asking left me at a loss for words.
"Tap-tapi—"
"Shhh..." He then placed both his hands on my stomach.
"Can you consider me your old lover?" ask again.
"Prince!"
"Miss, don't hold your heart for me. Can we act like lovers who have been in a relationship for a long time?" ask again.
I understand the point, but I'm still not able to fully do that. He wanted me to no longer keep my distance from him. But again, I felt it was too soon for me.
"Prince, just slow down, yeah. I can't rush-bu—"
Uh!
My words can no longer be uttered when he kisses my neck. I don't know why he started to be brave.
"I want to have you, Miss."
I became weak when her kiss landed on my neck. All the nerves in my body reacted spontaneously when I felt the soft flesh touch the surface of this skin. My body shook on its own, feeling the sensation he gave me. The little tremors he noticed. Zu then pulled my chin to look at his face.
"Prince ...."
We looked in the eye, right in the eye. I feel like he wants something from me.
"I love you, Ara." He brought his face closer to mine, he wanted to kiss me.
No, not again. I can't be like this. I have to take care of myself.
Soon I rise. I do not want the cold of the sea breeze to wash away the feeling of a desire that I should not have fulfilled. I walked away, leaving her alone there.
"Miss!" Zu then chased after me.
"Miss." He turned my body towards her. "Miss, I'm sorry. I have no intention of harassing you. I just follow this heart. I really want to have you, Miss." He's convinced.
"Prince, we've only known and haven't even been two weeks. But we've come this far." I'm trying to explain.
"Miss, we've tied this relationship up. Looky!" He showed a ring that was coiled on his finger. "And look!" He also showed me the ring on my ring finger.
"This is a pair of rings that bear witness to my declaration of love for you. Do you still not understand? Do you still doubt my feelings?" tanyanya.
"Prince, I—"
"I know if this is too soon for you. But I can't stop this feeling, miss. Then what should I do? Do I have to throw myself into the sea to get this feeling out? If that's what you want, I'll fulfill it."
He then left me, heading to the end of the bridge of the ship that leads to the middle of the sea. I suddenly panicked.
"Prince!"
Spontaneously I chased after him, I tried to hold back his departure. We finally chased on the bridge that led to the middle of the sea.
"Prince, wait!" I keep chasing him. "Prince!"
Yet...
"Akh!"
I felt my stomach suddenly hurt. I can't chase him anymore. I plopped down, kneeling on this wooden bridge, enduring the pain that struck.
Oh. .. My stomach hurts so much.
I tried to straighten both legs, taking a breath for a moment. Zu looked back, he saw me in pain.
"Miss!" He turned around and ran over to me. "Miss, are you okay?" I asked, but I felt very sick.
"Miss, hang on."
He immediately carried me, heading to the mainland of this port. Zu looked panicked.
"Miss, I'm sorry."
Shortly after, a horse-drawn carriage approached us. One of them got out of the car, and I was still in Zu's arms.
"Prince." One man greeted him.
"Thankfully you guys came quickly. Open the door, hurry!" Zu asked for the car door to be opened.
I don't know why my stomach hurts like this. Maybe it's good if I check it first.
"You're resting, yeah."
Zu threw me on the seat of this chariot. While he accompanied while continuing to calm me, rubbing my head. I nodded slowly, too, according to him. And a cup of warm tea came for me.
"Drink." Zu helped me drink.
Somehow expressing it, I felt Zu was very serious about his feelings. But my heart says that this is too soon for me. There is a sense of worry that hit if the beginning and end will be the same. Yes, I was worried that if he quickly gained this heart, he would also quickly let go. And my heart is not a playground for him.
Ara was worried about Zu's feelings. He was afraid that Zu's feelings were only temporary. Because as far as it is, the beginning and the end will not be much different. Quickly get, quick off. It had been ingrained in his mind since childhood, so he did not want to rush. But unfortunately, that didn't apply to Zu. Zu just followed his heart.
Zu didn't care if the feeling was springing up too soon or not. All he knew was that he loved the girl. And he wants the girl completely. Which crazy guy would not sleep just because he saw a girl without feeling anything? And which crazy guy tries so hard for a girl without having any intention behind her?
Zu realizes that Ara is his first love. But unfortunately, Ara still kept her distance. Which makes Zu increasingly shrouded in his own fear. Yes, Zu was afraid of losing Ara. The eyes are afraid of losing light. And sometimes, love does not know logic, because all he needs is a reply.
...
You are the air I breathe.
You are the light I see.
And your love is what I need...