
Half an hour later...
I just took a shower after delivering the king's departure to Asia. Turns out the king already knew the real thing between me and Zu. It must have been Rain who had told him this. It felt a little regretful, but I couldn't keep it alone either.
I'm worried that what Zu said when it happened. I don't want anything to happen to my two princes, let alone this country. As much as possible anticipate even though it will not happen later. An umbrella before it rains is better than not carrying an umbrella at all.
Now I wear a long nightgown. I don't know why I'm feeling cold tonight. Maybe my immune system is going down because sadness hits my heart and mind. Sad to hear from my youngest prince. If he's gonna leave me soon.
Rain asked my opinion about the many countries that want to unite their territory under the auspices of the Space. Of course I welcome the news with joy. But, it turns out there is a condition behind everything. My rain has to train soldiers in every country which takes a while.
Sometimes I wonder about my love story. Why did it end up like this? I was ready to accept both. But apparently, the universe only allowed me to marry one prince only.
"Fine."
I heard Rain knocking on the door. I still use moisturizer on my face before going to bed.
Rain ....
Actually I was lazy to open the door, my heart still hurts to remember what was said by him. I was sad, disappointed and hurt.
"Fine." Rain called me again.
Open no, huh?
My heart was worried just to open the door. I don't know why my mind is empty, as if I can't think. I don't know what to do after this news. It's like I'm losing my way, not knowing how to live my life in the future.
Rain was my first kiss. Not only that, he was also the first time to touch and feel this body warmth. He's in charge of me from head to toe. I really don't want him to leave. Rain is like the rain that gives life to the barren land. He gave me a colorful life that I had never felt before. But now, he's leaving me.
"Darling, open the door. I know you haven't slept."
Rain still asked me to open the door. I set my foot to open the door. But, I don't know why my hand is hesitating to grab the doorknob.
Rain ... do you know how I feel now?
My feelings are really not because of. I can't even reveal it. Since I finished talking to him I could only shut up and bow. Until finally a servant came to announce that the king was going to Asia soon. Want to not want me to accompany him to deliver the departure of the king.
"Darling ...." Rain called me again.
I decided not to open the door. Just put my body on the bed, hoping she'll leave the front room. I want to be alone tonight, calm a troubled mind and heart. And it turned out to be true, there was no sound I heard a while later.
It's seven o'clock in the night, where can I sleep.
I saw the clock on the phone showing seven o'clock at night. I didn't go to sleep either, just looking through my photo gallery. Until finally my dance performance was replayed.
The song that accompanies this dance does have a deep meaning for me. For some reason when listening to All That I Need I feel swept away in every lyric. It was as if a plea from my prince to accept his love. This song is second to none.
I played it over and over again until I finally fell asleep in a dream. I feel comfortable when I hear this song. Yes, just think of it as a consolation in times of sadness.
A few moments later...
I woke up with a song on my phone. I took the phone and I saw the clock on the screen. It turned out to be almost ten in the evening.
It turns out I'm tired, can fall asleep like this.
I also wake up. Take the slippers and head for the door, intending to go out to find some food. My stomach was rumbling until it finally woke me up. Immediately I opened the door to set foot towards the first floor of Rain's residence. But, I just opened the door, a sight made my heart full.
Rain ....
I saw my prince sleeping beside my door. He sat on the floor leaning his body against the wall. As my eyes twitched, the crystal crystal was asking for permission to come out of hiding. Rain was waiting for me.
Love ....
His royal robes have been removed. And now he's wearing a cream-colored wool sweater. He also wears his long white base pants. Rain looks so handsome and handsome. It's not wrong if I like it.
"Rain ...."
I held her cheek gently so she would wake up. I also swallowed because I felt guilty. I shouldn't be like this. And without me knowing these tears fell down my cheeks.
"Nature ...."
He soon realized my presence. His face was so sad. It seems he has been waiting a long time. I wanted to cry more and more to see it like this.
"Rain why sleep here?" I asked while holding her face with both hands.
"I'm waiting for you to open the door, Ara," she said, leaning her head against my chest.
Rain ....
Suddenly my heart was fuller to see him who seemed very spoiled to me. Like I this is a backrest for him. In front of me he was not ashamed to show his weak side. I felt very precious in his eyes.
"Have you eaten?" I'll distract him.
"Not yet." He shook his head.
"Why not?" ask me again while rubbing his head that is leaning on my chest.
"Nobody cooked me food" he said, making the tears unstoppable.
Rain ... You made me cry ....
I can no longer hold back these tears. I just spilled it while hugging it tightly.
"Yes, already. We're going down, yeah. I'm hungry too." I raised my face to see me.
"He-it."
He also nodded. I saw the clear light of his eyes as if making this heart more bound and do not want to be separated from it.
I feel like I'm no longer his girlfriend, not his girlfriend. But I feel like I've become his wife. He was so spoiled for me, unashamed to show the other side of him. And I really appreciate that.
I love him so much, and perhaps my love is beyond my own. I don't know, it was like the rain that brought the dead country to life. And I love him so much.
...
Just like the sand castle.
Girl, I almost let love fall out of my hands.
Just like a flower needs rain.
I will stand by your side through joy and pain.
You are the air I breathe.
You are everything I need.
You are the words I read.
You are the light I see.
And your love is everything I need...