Un - Break My Heart
74. The Ex-Love

Farrell Pov's

I have been released from prison for ten days. Two years and six months I should have been in prison, but somehow it was only two years and a month that I was released. While there I really wish Shinta would visit me and I can apologize to her, but I have to accept the fact that it's just my wish. Until the last second I was in custody she and her husband never visited me.

Jonathan, the brother I hate, is the one who visits me with his wife and cousin Jessyca. The world is vast but why do we always connect with the same people.

I never thought that the little guy I saw taking Shinta to school the first time was my brother.

"Hi, I'm first-rate Farrel. What's your name?" sapa Farrel saw Shinta walking to the school gate.

"Oh hi Farrel, I'm Shinta. We're one class then" Shinta replied.

"Good then" Farrel smiled happily.

"Whose anter are you? your girlfriend, huh?" Shinta shakes.

"She's my dad's best friend who is visiting Indonesia"

It was the first time I saw a sister I didn't know had.

As time went on, I became more and more familiar with Shinta until one day I asked her to be my lover.

"What do you offer so I'll accept you as Rel's lover?"

"I'm a handsome guy Shi, though not a hundred percent bule like your father's best friend's son but my face is also a bule face"

"It's just not enough for me to make you my girlfriend Farrel" Shinta said.

"I promise I will always be there for you, I am also the loyal type of guy and for sure I will always make you happy"

"Hemm so yes" Shinta was silent for a moment as if thinking.

"Ok I'll accept you as my girlfriend but there's a condition"

"What terms?"

"You can't be mad if I like seeing other guys and walking with that guy"

"Means I can also walk with other girls"

"Please but just make a way together not for dating. I'm the same. How's it? deal"

"Ok deal. So now we're dating" Farrel said. Shinta nodded.

I didn't mind the terms Shinta proposed, which is important now that she's my lover. But over time I am often jealous, Shinta often walk with other guys whose good looks are above average. Although Shinta freed me to walk with another girl, but I can't. All I want is Shinta and Shinta until we graduate High School.

When Shinta's graduation asked for a break up, the reason was because I went to college in Sidney and she couldn't have a long-distance relationship. At first I didn't accept it but with the deal going back together after my college was over Shinta and I broke up for a while. We can also date others.

Although our status was broken, but I still often reply Shinta messages occasionally also talk by phone. Shinta sends a message that she already has a new lover of her college friends. It's okay, I've got a new boyfriend too.

Busy with new lovers, long time we rarely send messages. Until finally I was tempted by my lover's offer to sleep together. I forgot about Shinta, forgot about my promise to her that I wouldn't make love and keep my virginity.

"We can date each other. But remember Farrel I can accept you back if you can still keep your virginity, do not let you make love to other women there" said Shinta at that time.

In fact, I forgot my promise, I even often make love to my lover. I thought Shinta wouldn't know what I was doing here either, but it turned out I was wrong and I didn't know that my boyfriend sent Shinta a video of us making love.

I forgot about Shinta not only because I was busy making love to my lover, but also because of my mother.

I didn't know I had a sister, my mother just said I was her one and favorite. All I ever said was that she hated someone who took her husband's heart. I thought my father cheated on me, and I often got depressed, as a child I didn't accept my father hurting my mother and I promised my mother that I would help her destroy the woman who depressed my mother.

I returned to Indonesia with two goals, first avenging my mother and second seizing Shinta from her husband. At first I hesitated after finding out that the woman my mother hated was Mama Syila, the mother of the woman I loved. Persuade my mother to make me follow all her plans.

I was asked by my mother to offer to work with Cindy, after my mother did an investigation into Shinta's household.

"Farrel, your first task is to persuade Shinta's ex-boyfriend to take her lover from Shinta. That way you can go back to Shinta" said my mother at that time.

It is not easy to invite Cindy to work together to destroy the household Shinta and Reyhan, the woman is comfortable with her life. But Farrel's not his name if he can't beat a woman like Cindy.

The plan went well, but the results were not good. Reyhan has a very high loyalty, while Shinta has a very high level of trust in her husband. Until I finally had to appear before Shinta, and ended up in custody.

"Halo Jes" I said when I found out Jessyca called and broke my memory.

"All right, I'll be there"

Jessyca informs that Shinta is returning to her home today. I did ask Jessyca for help to tell me, I needed to talk and apologize to Shinta.

No need to wait for long I drove my vehicle and arrived at the residence of my ex-lover, the most beautiful ex like the title song belonging to Raisa.

What else to say

We'll never be one

You are there I am here

Even though my heart chooses you

If I could just want me to hug you again

Oh, in this heart you are only the most beautiful ex

Which I have always missed

The lyrics represent my current feelings, me and Shinta will never be one.

I'm not allowed to enter by the security guard at the gate of Shinta and Reyhan's residence, fortunately, Jessyca was able to help me and talk to the security guard so that the security guard and housekeeper would let me wait for the return of the host in his living room.

Shinta and her husband came home, clearly exhausted on her face. Even so does not reduce her beauty, really Shinta is getting older and more beautiful.

Reyhan greeted me "Welcome to our residence Mr. Barata" he said casually, greeting me who had been waiting for them in the guest room since an hour ago.

Reyhan reached out his hand, I returned Reyhan's hand and then I would say hello to Shinta. But I haven't spoken yet.

"Dear father, I want to see Ihsan for a while and rest" Shinta asked her husband for permission without greeting me. Sick? answer yes. Getting angry? want but can't. I deserve to be followed like this.

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