Ustadz Idol
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(Sometimes in a relationship it's better to be loved than to love, because when we're in a relationship with someone we love, but he doesn't love us back, maybe even the one we love turns out to love others, then there will only be pain that we will get)

Moses POV

Today is the wedding day of Kak Dimas and Linda, at the request of both families, I accepted their request to fill the wedding tausiyah, after the ijab qabul event.

This morning all the events went well, the little Rashid also came and was always with Sari, since morning had continued with Sari, until the group arrived at the mosque, he said, I could only watch him going back and forth, walking around like a very busy man.

Though Sari's goal was to make Rashid feel comfortable, I saw her heading to the room where Linda was, after which I entered the mosque.

Actually bi Nunung already offered to take care of Rashid, but Sari refused, because there are still many other jobs that require bi Nunung, so Sari asked bi Nunung to do other work.

When the ijab qobul event was taking place, I accidentally saw Sari still with Rashid sitting in the porch of the mosque on the right. He was busy playing with Rashid.

But at first glance I also saw Rizal sitting next to him. It was staring at Sari with the same gaze as it was 7 years ago. The gaze that will make someone who is being stared at can feel misbehaved, fortunately Sari can still be as ordinary as possible.

Questions popped into my head. Is that how deep his love for my wife is?.

If true, why would she date Eli?, if Eli knew Rizal still loved Sari, wouldn't it just hurt Eli.

Fortunately Sari was not too long there, I saw Sari move places, back and forth trying to make Rashid feel comfortable. A walk in the mosque courtyard.

Until the time came to fill up the tausiyah. I stood in front of the invited guests, allowing me to see my wife and son walking around the mosque.

I can see also Rizal's gaze that still follows wherever Sari steps. Like the gaze of an eagle that was about to pounce on its prey.

As I said my greetings to open the tausiyah that morning, I saw Sari stop her steps, and enter the porch of the mosque on the left, sitting with Rasyid holding me, listening to me messy.

I still stared at Sari, and at the other worshippers, including Rizal and Eli, who were in the same mosque, but sat far away.

Finished tausiyah, I closed the event with a prayer, and all the guests then moved to the bride's residence, to follow the next series of events.

I noticed Rashid was a bit fussy, so I walked towards the porch, intending to help Sari calm her down, as I was about to approach her, Linda's father embraced me and invited me to speak, the goal is to say thank you because I had agreed to fill the tausiyah.

Linda's father continued to talk as he led me to his house.

I could not refuse his invitation, when I lyrics towards Sari was, I saw Sari take a bottle of ASI from her bag, to give it to Rashid, while Rashid was straight to her. That's why I paused my intention to approach her, and walked with her father Linda to their residence.

Since then Sari has not been seen, it must still be in the mosque. Thought

I quickly walked back to the mosque, but I stopped my steps when I saw Eli standing behind the prewedding photo banner Linda and Kak Dimas who were still in front of the Mosque, maybe the WO has not had time to clean it up.

Eli stared at the veranda of the Mosque, where Rizal and Sari, who were still holding Rashid, were there.

I had expected, it would be like this happened, Rizal's gaze was still the same as when he had looked at Sari, nothing had changed, and maybe also with love in his heart. Still remains the same.

I chose to remain silent, standing a few steps behind Eli. Looking at the courtyard of the mosque, the sight that would definitely make Eli very heartbroken. Because I saw Eli's shoulder start to go up and down, it looks like he's crying. Because of the pain in his heart.

But not with me. It's not that I'm not jealous to see the two of them chatting, but that I've put my full trust in my wife. Belief in Sari overcame the jealousy that appeared in my heart.

The next incident is similar to the footage in the film or soap opera, if Rizal is the main role, surely Sari will be happy to accept his help.

But it did not happen, I saw Sari's sandals upside down as she was about to use them, Rizal crouched down and was about to put the sandals at Sari's feet, but I saw Sari's movements retreating and taking some distance with Rizal. Make Rizal choose to stand back. Baru Sari uses her own.

I don't know what the two of them are talking about, but all I can see from my point of view, Rizal's eyes are still staring with the same gaze, while Sari's either saying what, with fiery eyes, while pointing towards the chest and head, but his expression seemed to hold back emotions.

I saw Sari walking away from Rizal who was still standing in his place. I chose to retreat and hide behind a large active speaker who was deliberately hired for the performance.

I don't know what I'm thinking, why I'm hiding here. Eli did the same. He retreated and hid behind the baner, so that Sari would not see him.

When Sari had gone far enough, almost at Linda's house, I saw Eli turn his back, and hurriedly walked back to Linda's house, not approaching Rizal. But I could see her cheeks were already covered in tears. Because her make-up looks so messy.

I came out of hiding, and I saw Rizal walking to his car. Not to Linda's house. I don't know what he's thinking right now. Honestly, I feel sorry for her, but I feel even more sorry for Eli.

I decided to go back to Linda's house, the people who had been waiting in line at the paremanan table were now sitting neatly in their seats. I spread my gaze across all sides of the tent.

And I found Sari talking to Agung and Cahyo next to the stage. I walked over to them, but suddenly they stopped talking when they saw me approaching.

" Have you eaten?", that was the first question that came out of my mouth. I still remain the same, not wanting to make Sari uncomfortable by asking for an explanation about the incident I saw earlier.

Let Sari tell me herself, I will wait, until Sari is ready to tell me.

Which is now in my mind just where Eli went with such messy makeup, he doesn't look here. Or maybe she's looking for MUA, making improvements to her already messy makeup. The poor girl