Ustadz Idol
The Hungry Heart

The message that Sari sent was never read, no matter what Moses was doing, which clearly at this time Sari felt very guilty and worried that Moses was angry and disappointed in him.

" I've been caught lying twice, that was this afternoon and the first time I met, hopefully, Ustadz Musa did not hate me" Sari murmured .

Sari put her phone on the bedside table, "maybe ustadz is busy, because it's not reading the message I sent", Sari tried to entertain herself.

Until the morning Sari woke up from her sleep and checked her phone, but the message sent to Moses was still not read.

" Did he deliberately not read the message from me?", thought Sari.

***

" Morning Sari!", said Rizal when he just arrived at class.

Today there are religious lessons, in the first and second hours, the schedule is the same as it was in the 11th grade, Tuesday. Sari hopes to find answers to Moses' expression on her later, if Moses ignores her, it means fix... Moses angry.

The bell rang, and five minutes later it was not Moses who entered the classroom, but another religious teacher, Mr. Zaki, who was also a young teacher, she is married and has a daughter who is only 18 months old.

" Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatu", Mr. Zaki opened the meeting this morning with a greeting.

" Wa'alaikum hail warahmatullahi wabarokatu..!!", replied the disciples in unison.

" Okay, children, before you ask more and more, I explain first why today, the father who taught you, not Mr. Moses". Zaki advanced to the front of the class and explained.

" Year, Mr. Musa and Mr. Principal, attended an invitation to a meeting in one of the hotels in the area around the square, at the event discussed about the school program for basic Arabic language learning, which was, and after yesterday's seminar, a special meeting was held by the headmaster, and he sent Mr. Moses as a representative of the religious teachers in state High School. So I filled out his class for about two meetings, because Mr. Moses was on duty outside for about two weeks".

Hearing Mr. Zaki's explanation, there were several disciples whose expressions turned grim, including Sari one of them.

" Why yesterday ustadz Musa did not tell me anything?, but we met long enough and chatted a long time also when eating meatballs before teaching. Lest she really get mad at me", Inner Sari.

When the first break bell, Sari immediately checked her phone. The message sent to Moses was read and also received a reply.

~ You are not lying, but you are passing on half-information, and half-truths are scarier than lies . I'm not angry, but I hope you can be a better person ~

Moses' reply was not too long, but managed to stab Sari's heart so deeply. Never had Sari felt so guilty like this. And from this incident, Sari again got an important lesson, if 'half of the truth is more dangerous than a lie', because half of the truth is the same as justifying a lie.

Sari put her head on the table, holding her arm. It feels lazy to go to the cafeteria to find food.

" You why Sar?, how lemes so, can a message from whom to immediately turn lackluster?, do not want to go to the cafeteria?", Eli who had noticed Sari so curious.

" I want to crumple for a while, if you want to go to the cafeteria, just like the others El, I no longer have appetite" said Sari in a soft voice.

Eli frowned looking at Sari intensely. " If you don't go to the cafeteria, I'm going to go with everyone else" Eli muttered.

Eli called the great who was going out with Rizal to the canteen.

" Gung, nitip buy snacks yes, whatever you want, which can odd stomach! ", cried Eli.

Agung raised his eyebrows, intending to ask what happened to Sari, but Eli coded for Agung to leave immediately, flicking his hand out.

" Why are you Sar?, dong's story if there is a problem", Eli rubbed the front hair of Sari who fell covering her face that was rendering to the table.

" No papa, no longer just in the mood", replied Sari briefly.

Until the school bell rang, Sari walked the last of her other friends. Until Eli got the classroom door. It was so customary in their class, the latter went home to the classroom door locks, and the key was always carried by the class president Rizal.

" You really don't papa Sar?, I'm afraid you see, from the morning it's not very excited", Eli took Sari's hand walking together towards the gate.

" I'm El first", Sari waved her hand at Eli and as she entered the angkot her forehead hit the top of the angkot entrance.

" Aww...!!". Sari rubbed her forehead, successfully making the other passengers hold a smile because of the incident that happened to her just now.

Sari kept her head down all the way home, embarrassed, feeling that others were laughing at her

Because the angkot passengers were full, making a sitting position so crammed, suddenly there was a male passenger sitting next to Sari and cleared his throat, Sari's voice was so familiar.

Forcing Sari who had been bowing since then, so turned her head and looked towards the passenger who was sitting next to her.

Sayu Sari's eyes immediately turned sparkling when she found out that the one sitting next to her was Moses, still wearing a keki uniform, but covered with a gray Hoodie.

Doesn't look like a teacher, more like a high school student.

Moses only smiled back at Sari's eyes, until they were both about to descend on the fork that led to Sari's house.

Moses went down first, and his hand covered the top of the angkot door, so that Sari would not stop again.

" Thank you" said Sari with a smile on the skin.

" Why don't you focus?, again there is a problem?, from earlier at school, I called, but not horrified also, why?, daydream me?", Moses' question made Sari gasp. Because it is true Moses' guess, since morning Sari kept thinking with him.

" Not to PD an loh ya.., but since this morning when following activities outside the school, I keep your mind. I once read in an article that said, 'if you suddenly think or are reminded of someone, there is a high chance that the person in your mind is also thinking of you', it's like some kind of inner bond".

" I am actually at once testing the truth of that sentence, true or false" Moses said.

" It's home, do Ustadz want to stop by?, Grandpa is having business outside, so that mas Soleh can not pick me up, because he has to take grandfather", Sari opened the gate of his house.

" I want to hear your answer, so I entered huh?, there is bi Nunung right inside?", Sari nodded, indeed at this hour bi Nunung has not returned to his home.

Sari entered the house after saying hello, bi Nunung also immediately welcomed Sari's arrival by running from behind.

" Bi.. Please make a drink for Ustadz Musa, Sari wants to change clothes first". Sari went into her room leaving Moses sitting in the living room alone.

After bi Nunung served drinks to Musa bi Nunung immediately greeted Moses because it had not met for a long time. Since the schedule of teaching in the evening change, Bi Nunung never again met with Moses, because bi Nunung always came home at half 5 pm.

Sari came out into the living room after being in her room for a long time. It turns out that Sari has monthly guests, it deserves to be very sensitive today.

" Well again kangen-kangenan yes aunty has not met the same ustadz Musa", seloroh Sari.

" Yes.bibi kangen very same ustadz Musa, until the chat continues, forget not to bargain for a drink, please drink the sweet tea Ustadz, aunty to the back again, aunty to the back again, let auntie prepare lunch for Mba Sari and Ustadz", bi Nunung directly walked to the back while carrying an empty tray in his hand.

" I'm sorry for the long time in the room, it looks like it will be night and a week ahead, the activities of teaching her a holiday first, Dadz, Sari the arrival of monthly guests" said Sari so innocently.

Moses nodded in understanding what Sari meant. And sip the sweet tea that has been aching nails.

" It seems true a piece of the sentence that was ustadz said, because from the morning Sari kept the same thoughts of ustadz, Sari wanted to apologize directly, but this morning the contents of the class was even Mr. Zaki, who was the first person in the class, so Sari thought Ustadz kept going home". Sari lowered her head in embarrassment.

" I'm sorry, but like my message, don't repeat it?, it's not good" Moses said.

Sari nodded, Sari felt very lucky to have a lover with a roomy heart.

" Good ustadz, Sari will not repeat again, except.if suddenly flap, hehehehe. ", Sari grimaced towards Moses who also smiled at the sweet behavior of his heart.