Ustadz Idol
Still Doubtful...

Along the way to the house, Umi and Abi continued to observe his son who had been smiling himself since, making the soul of the earth want to ask questions. Unfortunately, Abi was warned not to ask Moses anything,

" Umi, we just wait until Moses himself took the initiative to tell us, do not ask questions, fearing that Moses would not want a story", abi's message to Umi while still at Uncle Irsyad's house earlier.

Umi finally chooses to remain silent until they get home.

At 21:15 AM local time, Moses arrived home, went straight to the room intending to go to sleep, after performing Isa prayers in his room, but despite having slept with a change of position, Moses was still awake, not in accordance with his initial desire to go home quickly to Irsyad's uncle in order to sleep early, it turns out that again Moses had difficulty to close his eyes, how not, how not, every time he closed his eyes, Sari's smiling face looked at him. As a result he can only fall on the mattress by looking at the ceiling of his room.

Allahuakbar Allahuakbar Allahu

Laila hailallohuallo

Allahuakbar wa lila

Allahuakbar Allahuakbar Allahu

Laila hailallohuallo

Allahuakbar wa lila

The sound of takbir still continues to be heard from the loudspeakers in the mosque and mushola-mushola.

" Athaghfirullah hal'adzim..."

" Why did it go like this, what happened to me?", Moses felt strange about himself, having only ever felt such a strange thing, Moses took his cell phone and looked for an explanation of his current symptoms.

Browsing on the internet from the symptoms that have been felt, is the right choice. Moses typed out a few questions according to what he had been feeling lately.

~ Why one keeps thinking with others~

~ Why people become often dream of someone~

~ Why heart beat faster when with someone~

~ Why feel like to continue to meet, even though not long ago split~

~ Why feel happy when seeing someone~

and another question that Moses is currently feeling.

All answers lead and conclude if they are symptoms of the seeds of love beginning to grow.

" Love ?"

Huff......

Moses breathed a long breath. Every now and then gazing at the wall clock that kept turning, the long hand of the clock showed the number 6, and the short hand between 11 and 12.

It turns out that surfing the internet makes time move quickly, until it does not feel almost 3 hours Moses stared at the screen of his cellphone. Moses finally turned off his phone and placed it on a small table beside the bed.

" It's late at night, but can't sleep yet, what kind of joke is this?, the more day this strange feeling becomes ", and that makes Moses did not dare to conclude because he himself was not too sure of his feelings, Moses still wanted to convince what he really felt.

Although already getting answers from browsing on the internet if most likely what he felt was the symptoms of people who fell in love, but Moses still denied.

" How can I fall in love with a young girl who is 8 years away from me?, let alone her being my student, why not love a woman who is an adult and has worked or at least who is in college, at least it will make more sense".

Moses rubbed his face rough. Then choosing to move and take the water of ablution, facing the Regent of the heart, might make him feel more calm, joyful to sleep after confiding in the Almighty.

***

Since parting with Moses in front of his house Sari was immediately invited in by his mother, and to avoid questions that would most likely be asked by his mother, Sari deliberately went straight into her room on the grounds that she was very sleepy.

But the reason he said was precisely inversely proportional to his condition at that time, there was no drowsiness at all. His mind was still filled with events when he was with Moses earlier. The sound of takbir echoes from the mosque and mushola-mushola is still heard from various directions, even though the night is getting late.

" Why does my heart beat so hard every time I'm with Moses, when I used to idolize an old high school upperclassman, I'm not this bad, I was, not groggy or wrong behavior when I was with him, but why every time I was only with Ustadz Musa, it felt like my heart would be dislodged, even though he was acting normal and not strange, he said, no physical contact at all, just close together, even he feeds never to touch my lips, but why like there is a short circuit if my eyes and eyes meet each other.

" Can't this be called falling in love?, too strange, because at first I just made the ustadz of Moses as my idol ustadz, but the more here this feeling grows and is very difficult to control".

" Did he also feel the same way?, what if his attention had only been limited to a teacher in his students, what if, because all this time he never said anything that led to a more serious direction".

" Every time the conversation always discussed normal things, surely only I felt it, mending in secret, rather than being discovered would be very embarrassing", Sari made the decision to hold onto herself what she was feeling.

Sari picked up her phone and inserted her headset to listen to music from the music player app inside her phone. The song, which represents his current feelings, is titled 'Silence', sung by Tiara Andini, a singer who joined the talent show with Arsy Widianto, the son of one of Indonesia's great composers.

*I didn't know initially*

*Coming frommana*

*You say hello and say my name*

*My gut is different*

*Since I have been vindictive*

*Switched heart is*

*I greet and say your name*

*Do not misinterpret*

*I am the same*

*Just don't want anyone else to know*