Ustadz Idol
Feel Shame

Sari woke up from her nap when the wall clock showed at 12:30 WIB. Sari just slightly shifted her position facing Moses.

Observing Moses' increasingly dazzling face, Sari pressed her fingertips down through Moses' thick eyebrows, down touching his nose, down to touch his lips.

Although already 3 years married to Moses, but honestly Sari just more and more love Moses, for Sari Moses is the most beautiful gift created by God Almighty for her.

But his fad looked at Moses' face immediately ended, Sari was so surprised when suddenly Moses opened his eyes, with a big smile, and,

" When did Mas wake up?", Sari immediately pulled her finger that was touching Moses' lips, and curled into the blanket. Moses immediately smiled amusedly at Sari's behavior.

" Since feeling that someone touched an eyebrow, then Mas's nose and lips", Sari curled up more and more embarrassed to hear Moses' answer.

But instead Moses became increasingly anxious with the attitude of Sari who was shy like that. And hugged Sari's body wrapped in a blanket for a few minutes, then put her head into the blanket. " Why hide?".

" Sari is ashamed of Mas Musa" replied Sari.

" Shame why?, this is not the first time, even how many?, Mas to not remember how many times we did it".

" It is not so, Sari is embarrassed because Sari was the one who asked first, usually Mas first who went to Sari", muttered Sari still curled up and hid in the blanket.

Moreover, Sari was so excited and passionate that repeatedly reached the climax, the effect was like Sari who was so 'wanted it'.

" Dear.. precisely that is good, Prophet Muhammad SAW, told his daughter Siti Fatimah RA “Wahai Fatimah, said, no woman shall prepare herself for her husband gladly unless one (angel) calls from heaven: ‘start in action’ surely Allah forgives your past sins and the later” (quoted from the Journal of Garut from Hadith Sheikh M Nawawi Banten).

" A wife who asks for an honor or give first to her husband, will get a fadhilah or glory as in Adabun Nisa’ by Abdul Malik bin Habib (Abu Marwan) Al-Qurthubi:

Whoever offers himself to his husband, Allah will ban him from the fire of hell, Allah will reward him with two hundred Hajj and Umrah, and noted for him two hundred thousand goodness" (Autmitted from the website of the Salafist Sunii Library).

" So you should not be ashamed, because it is precisely if you are offering Mas first every want to relate, then you will get a lot of rewards". Moses explained at length to Sari.

Sari who heard Moses' explanation slowly pulled up the blanket that covered her head. " Is it true?, you're not lying, is there a real hadith?, not because you want to entertain Sari?", asked Sari curiously.

" Yes, the time Mas lied, you were there - it was noon, let's get up, it's past the time to pray Dzuhur, we clean ourselves first, take a tub, take a bath junub, let's get up, we just pray Dzuhur berjama'ah". Moses pulls out the blanket covering his body, picks up Sari's clothes on the floor, puts them on Sari, then heads to the bathroom together.

After the Dzuhur prayer, Sari went out of the room first, because Moses still had to think long as usual, and in the middle of Sari looking for the existence of other residents of the house, but the atmosphere was very quiet. When Sari decided to go to the kitchen to take lunch, Sari found bi Nunung who was sweeping the kitchen floor.

" Whatever else where is bi?, how quiet?", Sari took a glass and filled it with water, then drank it to the toilet.

" The others have just entered their respective rooms, want to take a nap he said, it was already at lunch, aunty was knocking on the door of the room mba Sari , mba Sari and Ustadz Musa had lunch together, but there was no answer, maybe Mba Sari same ustadz Musa had a good nap, that's why the others had lunch first. If Mba Sari same ustadz Musa want lunch let aunt angetin his side dish" , Bi Nunung take out the side dishes and vegetables from the closet.

" No need at the angelin bi, auntie just continue the aunt's work", Sari took a bowl of vegetables and side dishes and took it to the dinner table, then took the rice from the magicom, for her and Moses.

Musa came out still using peci, Koko's clothes and sarong finished Dzuhur prayer and dhikr earlier.

Bi Nunung who continued the floor sweeping activity and had arrived at the dining room saw Moses come out in such clothes so looking handsome.

" Masha Allah.. ustadz Musa reminded aunt when Ustadz first came here, wearing clothes Koko, sarong and peci like this. Very handsome, it feels good to see it".

Moses, who was about to sit on the dining chair, smiled at the words of bi Nunung.

" Salah salat has not been able to replace Bi, is very hungry, so want to eat first" answered Moses honestly. Perhaps the activities on the bed were draining a lot of energy, so Moses felt so hungry.

Sari took Moses rice and his side dish, and then wanted to take it for himself, but Moses instead took Sari's plate and took the side dish for Sari. Scooping the rice and feeding it to Sari. Sari immediately smiled a new knot opening her mouth receiving a bribe from Moses.

" Waduh.. romanticnya, like a newlywed, even though it has been 3 years married, but still still co-cweat ", teased Bi Nunung who noticed Sari and Moses at the dinner table.

" Aunty wants to?, so marry again bi, has been a widow's aunt for a long time, did auntie not think to marry again", asked Sari in between meals.

Two years ago it was the son of bi Nunung, Soleh was married, and now has a daughter just 8 months old. Soleh still lives with Bi Nunung because of the desire of bi Nunung who feels lonely living alone.

Bi Nunung's second son, Ridwan, has graduated from college, and now works in Jogja and ngekos there. Ridwan is indeed one of the lucky people, in a difficult time looking for a job like today, Ridwan can be immediately accepted to work in a large company, because after graduating from college, Ridwan applied for a job application at a large company in Jogja and immediately got an interview call, tomorrow he was immediately accepted to work.

Therefore bi Nunung asked Soleh and his wife to stay with him.

" It's true Bi, how old is the granddaughter of aunty now?, Sari had not seen it for a long time, last saw it just a few days after the birth, still a red baby" said Sari.

" It's been 8 months, again plump-plump, anyway very mgegegegegemesin Mba".

Bi Nunung who finished sweeping the floor back into the kitchen after putting the broom in place.

Sari and Moses had finished their lunch.

Sari put the dishes into the laundry and washed her hands.

" Sari Sari and Mas Musa will play at aunt's house if aunt wants to go home?, want to see aunt's grandchild, what's Bi's name?".

" His name is Ayesha, usually called 'Ai' with her papa mama", replied bi Nunung.

" Call Sari if aunty wants to go home, let Sari and Musa come along".

Sari went into the room, took the car keys, phone and wallet, then approached Moses and took him out of the house.

" Where are you going?", asked Moses in curiosity because Sari took him away.

" We go to the nearest baby shop Mas, buy baby girl clothes for his grandson bi Nunung. Later in the afternoon we join bi Nunung at his house, Sari has long not seen his grandson bi Nunung".

Twenty minutes drive, Sari and Musa arrive at the nearest baby shop. Sari went straight into the store.

" Good afternoon, mother, what are you looking for?, preparation for baby candidates, Mom?", very young store employees greeted the arrival of Sari and Musa very kindly.

But the question of the baby shop employee actually made Sari blush embarrassed, "do I look like someone else pregnant young?", inner Sari.

" Eh not Mba, we want to find a monthly baby girl 8, which side?" The female employee also drove Sari to the baby girl clothes, Moses just tailed behind Sari.

Sari was so fascinated to see the baby girl clothes are very funny.

" Dear this, funny-funny yes dress, make the gemes see baby girl clothes", Sari was so enthusiastic to take some baby clothes that he thought the funniest".

While walking towards the cashier, Sari also saw a very beautiful baby shoe. Pink colored studded with small colorful flowers on the top. Sari took the shoes.

Arriving at the cashier Sari paid for all her groceries and asked the cashier to wrap them into a gift.

Sari and Musa get out of the baby shop and head straight to Atmo's grandfather's house.

On the way Sari invites Moses to talk with a little fantasy.

" Well, if God entrusts us with a child, I want us to have a daughter what's the first guy?", asked Sari who looked at Moses who was seriously driving a car splitting the rain that began to subside.

" As you can tell, I like all girls and boys, you ask like that, are you ready to get pregnant?" Moses asked back.

Sari nodded slowly. " The ideals of Sari will soon be achieved, so just pray and hope that Sari will soon become pregnant, let the wishes of Umi, Abi, mama and papa come true, can hold a grandchild as soon as possible", mummified Sari.

" The wife of Mas is indeed wiser, make Mas love you more" Moses grasped Sari's right hand using one hand so tightly.