WIDOW BECAUSE OF WIDOW (SADNESS )
Yasmine's Rejection

Hanan tried to seduce Yasmin by rubbing her gently, a week at home his young wife did not get rations because she was sick and now she came home because she wanted to channel her passion to Yasmin, but honestly Yasmin could not, his pride, his ego is disgusted to share, Yasmin knows it's wrong, Yasmin also knows his mistake but it's really not easy to accept Hanan touching it this time.

Yain could only be privileged in his heart so that Hanan thought that he was asleep.

And it was true that a few moments touching Yasmin no response Hananpun knew if the wife was not wanting, usually Yasmin never refused, never even but now she was cold pura sleeping to avoid her.

Apes is indeed the fate of Hanan, one wife is sick and the other does not want to.

" Why bun?", asked Hanan.

No answer from Yasmin, Hanan's heart was upset but he could what if there was no opponent.

" Why bun? Don't you usually refuse?", asked Hanan again.

" I'm sorry, mother cape", Lirih Yasmin in the end, she tilted her body back at Hanan.

" Hahhhh", Hanan's sigh was disappointed.

" This is why you married again", Gergutu, even though Yasmin felt that throughout her life she had been married to Hanan she had just refused this time, even before never at all.

Yasmin shed her tears, her heart ached, her disappointment grew, sobbing in silence.

For a while Hanan was restless, but in the end he fell asleep and Yasmin was relieved by it.

" I'm sorry mas, I'm disgusted, I feel like fighting over it you, I don't want to .. I'm not a saint, but my disgust and my ego I can't yet conquer, sorry", I'm sorry", Lirih Yasmin turned her back to Hanan.

Hananpun heard Yasmin's moans even though it was faint because she had not been too strong. His heart melos, disappointed, very disappointed with Yasmin's confession, wanted to be angry it feels to Yasmin. He feels equated with animals because it is considered disgusting, even though he only married Yasmin and Dewi it means only two women that he cl*b, but Yasmin immediately did not want to.

" Cii-hh..... Stubborn", Inner Hanan, and he promised to make Yasmin's heart accept her, because Hanan's heart really wanted Yasmin to be there forever, while the Goddess was just a port when she was saturated, Hanan thought.

" You can feel disgusted at me bun, but someday you will definitely miss my touch", Hanan smiled cheerfully behind the covers.

Actually Yasmin could not sleep well that night, her heart was haunted by guilt but how else, at this time really for whatever sake she was not ready to be touched by her husband.

The shadow of her husband spending a romantic evening, friendly or whatever, hot with his young wife keeps ringing in Yasmin's mind.

Almost three o'clock in the morning Yasmin woke up, the feeling of sleep tonight is not as peaceful as if there is no Hanan, miss her husband is beside her but foreign feelings began to exist, not as close as before, like there is a distance, like there is a distance, there is a barrier between the two.

Yasmin took a few questions and prayed to wake up, saw her husband's face that looked very slick, then she got up and went out of the room to the bathroom near the kitchen, and then went out, it was the only bathroom in the house.

After performing the night Yasmin prostrated for a long time, there she begged for forgiveness because last night had rejected her husband's wishes.

Yasmin's heart is a dilemma, between love but now it has been different, between not willing but to be sincere, between rejecting but Hanan still has full rights over him, he said, Yasmin was finally impressed by the owner's life.

Yasmin may only feel her ego unwilling to share with other women, but in fact the polygamy that her husband did hurt her child.

Maybe Yasmin could have thrown her ego running away from Hanan but what about her three children, survive also sick gopun children who will become victims.

Yasmin did not perform her prayers in the room as usual, this time Yasmin chose in the living room, she wanted to freely complain to the khalik without being heard by her husband.

With lighting small lights Yasmin taught while waiting for dawn. That way his heart calmed down.

Before the dawn of Hananpun had awoken, he rushed to the bathroom to bathe and to the mosque. That's how Hanan if at home he will be diligent mosque but if at the house of Dewi he chooses at home only.

Perhaps the influence of Yasmin who diligently woke up in the third night made his aura of spirit to the mosque, different if at the house of Dewi, his wife would pray if reminded by Hanan alone, if only, if not, it will be missed.

" Bun the father of the mosque first", Pamit Hanan when passing through the living room to go to the mosque.

" Hem, yes!", replied Yasmin.

This morning Yasmin had prepared breakfast for a small family, yes, her schedule today took a report at the school. Husain and Haya schools are already on holiday.

" The father of this holiday may not be if we have a picnic?", asked Haya, because usually Hanan will take him on the road by renting a car belonging to his friend, because Hanan, and Hanan will invite his wife and children to install in the villa goods two days or three days.

" Later think about it, but if we have a picnic on the addition of your two sisters and the mother Goddess, you agree?", replied Hanan without asking for her children to choose.

Hasan and Husayn cut down and then melengos, while Haya immediately answered ketus.

" Why even take them sir? Who is that father, Brother, Haya or who is Zidan??? It sucks!!", Haya murmured dislike at all.

" Well they are now your brothers, you must love them dong, also must love the mother Goddess", replied Hanan.

" Should ya sir?", Ketus Haya again.

" Yes it must be, Mama Dewi is the wife of the father as well".

" Yes, Haya is No! Mending us a picnic four of us without a father, males me!!!", Gerrutu Haya.

Unbeknownst to Haya, both her brothers agreed.

Hanan glared disappointedly, feeling his son's disrespectful, unable to respect the existence of the Goddess as a mother as well for them.

" If you do not want to know the mother Goddess when dong you can love her" Hanan said.

" Yeeee..... Haya just love the mother sir, who loves the same father, we are not the father, we have a mother anyway, so even though replaced with ten mothers, Haya still choose one, we do not, that is mother!", said Haya with a little ketus.

" You're talking, who's teaching you?" asked Hanan.

" Dea, Dea my same friend has an evil father" said Haya innocently, making Hana slurp.

Seriate....