WIDOW BECAUSE OF WIDOW (SADNESS )
Disappointment of children

It has been a week Yasmin fast, whether fasting for nadzar what Yasmin just intending her fast to muffle all the pain in her heart, to defeat her pain and disappointment in Hanan the husband who is getting married today to Dewi, a widowed guardian disciple of Zidan Hanan's student in elementary school.

Hanans has spoken to his three children if he will marry a mother with two children, they will have a new sister, Zidan 10 years and Sera 6 years.

Hasan the first son who is now in the second grade of high school is silent with deep eyes of anger, without a word like the mother responded to the father's words while Husain immediately protested with tears despite having said that he was disappointed by the actions of the Father, he said, in contrast to Haya the little girl was instantly hysterical and cursed her father, the man who was her first love.

" Husain was angry with his father for making his mother cry", Husain said with disappointment.

" You want to get married again.... Oh, my father so... Aya angry with the father, Aya embarrassed because the father wanted to have a wife of two kayak Isti friends Aya TK his father married again and he often cry because his father had sewed his mother, an evil father like Isti", Ketus the little girl did not accept.

Hanan could only catch his breath in hearing the protests of his two children.

" Mother please give understanding to children that the father is only married not to do shameful things, the father does not turn away or kill people instead the father worshiped with a widow", His words to Yasmin who had just been silent to see the reaction of her three children.

While at the end of the chair appeared Hasan with a rapid down and up breath indicating that the child was angry, but he remained silent like his bundle.

" Yes, later if you have officially married the mother of Dewi, later you introduce him, the person humble kok, surely you can quickly get to know any clever people make the atmosphere become crowded and alive", Hanan spoke like a man without burdens and feelings.

" No need sir, Hasan does not have to know enough of one mother that Hasan had mother Yasmin, please father marry many women for Hasan no one can replace mother, no one can replace mother, Hasan hopes that Mommy will always be healthy, good, wise and strong mother also has a husband like a father", said Hasan so cold as ice chunks from the Antarctic continent.

" Hasan!", Hardik Hanan with his eyes glared sharply at Hasan, and Hasan raised his chin instead to indicate that he had lost respect for the father, Hanan was amazed to find resistance from his first son, he then stood up and left.

Yasmin was still silent, her lips twitched reciting the sentence istighfar, begging for forgiveness to the khalik for the unpleasant scene shown her husband and son.

" Hasan, respect the father, let the father marry again, mother ridho, it's okay, mother sometimes tired of taking care of the father, let someone help take care of the father son!", Yasmi soft words trying to cover his heart, it is better for the sake of his children.

His three children then approached Yasmin's lap and held the mother affectionately, so the fourth sob cannot be contained anymore.

" This is what Aya does not like, there I have fun with people's families, while here we cry, but Aya is still small so can not hit the father, if Aya big want me to hit the mother, but I can not beat him, you've made us cry together", Yasmin did not expect her daughter turned out to be very hard to give a fight.

When Yasmin and Hasan were only two, Hasanpun heartily asked why the mother was silent, as if only his father would marry, as if his father would be resigned, why the mother does not fight to protest why even silence as if giving this father for polygamy, does not the mother know if the child does not agree, the child is angry if the father will marry again.

" Bun, why are you silent?", asked Hasan heartily.

" Hemm", Yasmin smiled bitterly as she glanced at Hasan.

" Did you agree?", asked Hasan again.

" Hahhhhsss.... ", Yasmin took a deep and heavy breath, as if she wanted to throw out something that blocked the passage of sound to come out of her chest cavity.

Bent down with closed eyes, that was all Hasan could do with his eyes and nose heating up there was a dam that almost broke there but Hasan held up in such a way as not to flood his cheeks.

" So, let's take it first, be patient and pray" said Yasmin calmly.

" Mother isn't angry or crying?", asked Noah.

" There's a time not right now, we should be happy anyway? Dad is very happy you know we even want to cry, remember the word Haya, we cry three together while you are happy with people we do not know, Haya said, we better be happy even without a father, yes to", Yasmin like theatrical because she had to lie to her heart for the sake of her children.

" Mother, keep smiling for us, Hasan is sure that what you did today will be reaped one day" he said, afraid that his mother was angry because she had cursed her father.

" May the father be fair and can be an example for his son, vAamiin", Yasmi said with a smile.

While elsewhere

Hanan had prepared to bring the children to a field not far from school.

It is currently the hour of sports lessons for 4th graders. And that's where the students want to exercise led by Mr. Hanan.

" Liver noticed that the road on the edge should not be lined up together enough, just take care not to disturb the traffic", Hanan exclaimed to lead his students into the field.

" Prepare sir", replied the students simultaneously obediently they went hand in hand according to the instructions of Mr. Hanan.

" Okay, straighten out the line, we're out". Mr. Hananpun absented one by one his students after they lined up neatly in the field.

" Why doesn't this siti exist? Stupid or have a license Prasna?", asked Mr. Hanan to the class leader.

" permit sir, sick" Prasna replied.

" Okay, we pray for my children so that your friend Siti will get well soon".

" We start today's sports lesson by praying yes, so that everything goes well, praying begins", Hanan led the prayer solemnly.

" Who feels dizzy? If anyone feels dizzy or is not feeling well, please sit on the airy edge but pay attention to your friends who exercise yes", Hanan cried again before the activity began.

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