WIDOW BECAUSE OF WIDOW (SADNESS )
Still a secret Hanan

" Assalamualaikum sir", Hanan grabbed the hand of his father who was sitting on the side of his mother's patient's bed.

" Greetings Waalaikum", replied Mr. Harun his father Hanan.

" What kind of sick mother?", Lirih Hanan looked straight at the mother who was lying weakly on the bed with her eyes closed.

" Thinking about you, the mother is ashamed of her neighbors, even the family of Yasmin, the mother does not seem to hold back her sadness" replied Mr. Harun cynically, her heart was covetous with Hanan's behavior.

" I'm sorry sir!", Lirih Hanan bowed.

" Here speak in front only!, if talking here makes other patients noisy", Mr. Harun took Hanan out of the room because the third-grade Ainun nursery room was so there were five patients in the room.

" You are you know, your mind where you can usually get married again, make you ashamed, in our family no one has behavior like you!", Ketus mr. AARUN, who is the best,Hanan just kept quiet.

" What time did you leave?", asked sir Gotta.

" So directly to the house, it was empty until the house was more hours, continue to rest first at the house" Hanan explained.

" What kind of pain do you have?", asked Hanan.

" Weak heart, there is typhus also initially but the mother's doctor said more to many thoughts, maybe you think of your behavior!", explained Mr. Harun to Hanan.

" I'm sorry Hanan sir".

" Which wife do you have, how many children? sok sok an you, already have three children his life is still panting star, just right after your style like wong sugih... ", Sir Must speak with a cynical face.

" So sir, he brought two children still in his second grade, one wants to go up to sixth grade one wants to go up to second grade" Hanan replied.

" You keep taking care of stepchildren but your own children you ignore?! ", ask sir Must come back cynical.

" Yes no sir, the children are the same mother, the court decision is so sir, the children under eighteen years under the care of her mother", Hanan explained.

" You know, I mean, even though he is your son, your way of heaven, their prayer will come when we have gone to Gusti, not your stepson, stepson will pray for his people", Ketus pak Aaron.

" Yes, Hanan will definitely pay attention to them sir, of course!", Hanan assured his father.

" Where do you think you can get married again? Is Yasmin no longer beautiful?", asked Mr. Aaron because Mr. Aaron also agreed with the assessment of people if his daughter-in-law was the village flower.

" Yasmin has not changed sir, is still very beautiful, even more beautiful now but I am the solemn sir", Lirih Hanan.

" When this is the case, will you?", asked Mr. Aaron

" yes, Very!", replied Hanan confidently.

" Fatal!!!! Which demon has possessed your heart Nan, you are from a small father of students to become a responsible man even this!!! Killed already if this is so, destroyed Nan, realize not what you have done???", Mr. Aaron really brnar expressed his disappointment.

Hanan only kept quiet either until his father's death or not, but clearly Hanan felt unwilling to discuss it again, enough regret in his heart he kept a meeting, meeting, he did not want to show his parents.

" Have you eaten yet?", Hanan tried to divert the conversation after they kept quiet for a while.

" Hanan wants to see mom first sir", Hanan stood up and entered her mother's room.

Hanan approached Ainun's bed and sat down in the chair his father had occupied.

Hanan clasped his mother's uninfused hand.

" Mom, this is Hananto ma'am, I came home to see the condition of mother, Hanan kangen same mother", his whisper was soft while wiping the hand of Ainun's mother.

" Nan!", Ainun's voice was soft but still closed.

" Yes ma'am!", replied Hanan happily, his mother apparently knew that she had come and mentioned her name.

" Who are you going home with?", asked Bu Ainun still with his eyes closed.

" Mom's own".

" How are your mother's grandchildren and your wife (Yasmin)" asked Ainun.

" They are good, healthy ma'am, but Hasan and Husain want the exam so can not come home", replied Hanan looking for an excuse while boro boro ngajak them to go home, pamit only no.

" Thank God".

" I just want to say, Yasmin is my mother's daughter-in-law, I'm very proud that you married her, don't hurt her, for example your father, during life with the father's mother never spoke harshly to the mother let alone to hurt the heart of the mother, the father patiently faced the mother, therefore I am ashamed if a lot of will, the mother learned patience from the father, and therefore I am ashamed, I hope you are too, so the man should be able to be an example to his family, especially for children", Although with closed eyes and a soft voice but Mrs Ainun spoke very clearly and smoothly.

" Yes ma'am", Hanan's tears flowed profusely on her cheeks, unstoppable, her mother thought they had not separated when in reality they had officially divorced, hanan's heart was sad because it was impossible to explain everything to his mother, the condition of his mother was clearly impossible for Hanan to convey anything that was not pleasing.

Hanan reached into the handkerchief in his pants pocket, rubbing the tears that flooded his cheeks.

" Yes ma'am, I have to be healthy quickly so that later children can come home here after finishing the exam", Hanan said later.

" The granddaughter of smart mothers like Yasmin despite her age is still not enough but they already want the same Junior High School yes", Ms. Ainun smiled as she spoke, perhaps he was imagining his three grandchildren that Hanan was not carrying at the moment.

Yes, Hasan only wanted fourteen and Husain only wanted eleven but they wanted to graduate, not because of acceleration but because it was just an ordinary school so they went to school like everyone else, but not six years they have entered SD because of their will, so quickly graduated.

Hearing his mother talk heart and heart with himself, it turns out the mistakes he made the impact so great, initially Hanan never thought if it would be this way, the mother was sick because of his behavior, because of his behavior, and it's unlikely that she can come back with Yasmin that's more painful, having to lie to her mother until when Hanan can cover this up.

" Nan, remember not a long time ago, Yasmin many want, even doctor Bryan, his son Mr. Jonathan was crazy you know, it's possible that Bryan still likes Yasmin, even now, you know, he once told you and your family, but what I caught meant was that he asked Yasmin", Ms. Ainun recalls a while back when she met Bryan's doctor.

Hanan recalls hearing her mother's story, "Ah, mother.Mommy's story only adds to my pain and regret", Inner Hanan with a sad face.

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