WIDOW BECAUSE OF WIDOW (SADNESS )
Trying to accept

Not so far away is only about 4-5 kilos from home, it only takes a moment to ride the motorbike as well as Yadmin and Hasan who ride the angkot only takes 12 minutes because the road is quite smooth and the angkot also does not stop waiting for passengers too long.

Hanan and her two children were waiting at the restaurant.

" Come on", take Yasmin when you get there.

The five of them entered the restaurant with happy faces, especially Aya, the boy was very enthusiastic.

After maduk and got a seat an employee approached and gave a menu book, of course Aya the most chatty and very like to ask for some of the menus written there.

" Aya wants the beef steak to have in ah, said the older brother, soft on the matter", Aya pointed at the employee waiting by the side of the table.

" Hasan wants goat steak", Hasan said he had found his favorite menu.

" The father was also a goat", Hanan then took the order.

" Husain wants to be rich" replied Husain casually.

" Mother fish only", replied Yasmin kalem.

" Okay I wrote, steak has in 2, Goat 2 and fish, snapper?", Officer.

" Yes", replied Yasmin.

" All wearing french fries?", Officer.

" Yes, my brother, the sauce is the masromnya" Yasmin said

" Saos will be in complete love mom, jafi can choose according to taste just that already presented masrom indeed", replied the employee.

" Drinks?", Officer.

" Hot orange 2 and avocado juice 1, and the 2 let it be taken directly in the refrigerator, Yasmin replied because her two sons had already whispered in the refrigerator, hot orange for himself and Hanan.

After writing the order the waiter went to the kitchen.

There while waiting for Haya's order to be seen with Hanan, Aya was spoiled for her father, Yadmin saw that there was a sense of sadness in his heart.

" Should I make peace with the condition, Haya so needs her father", Yasmin took a deep breath after muttering with her heart.

Hanan continued to glance at Yasmin, tonight his wife looked very beautiful, her aura was clearly emanated, even the calm nature of Yasmin like a river flow in Hanan's eyes, calm and stunning.

" Lord...why can I be a fool, this woman, my wife never bother me nor make me ashamed she is always there and according but why? Why should I hurt. I am a khilaf, O Allah. forgive me servant", Rintih Hanan in heart.

" Excuse me", the employee delivered their order.

" Thank you brother", Yasmin smiled as she nodded at the officer who was leaving.

" Hayo prayed first", Yasmin led her son to pray.

When all was in session, shocked by the appetizing aroma, Hanan glanced at Yasmin for some reason she felt a little sad to enjoy her ordered food that looked so delicious.

" Come sir eaten, even if only seen it can be full, the food is only seen" said Yasmin who saw Hanan was still stunned to see the steak order.

" Yes", Hanan then ate the steak, but not yet the steak arrived at the mouth Aya cried out.

" As sad as you? Why sir, is it because you didn't invite mama", Aya innocently called mama for his father's young wife.

Heug

" Sister, eat gih!", Hasan elbowed Husain's hand which now seemed not as eager as earlier.

" Talk later we eat first", Finally Yasmin mediate their awkwardness, in the heart of Yasmin actually think the same, maybe her husband is less tasteful because of the thoughts of his young wife.

Hanan continued his position earlier, the cave opened again and swished out the steak with no rest.

" Sir, drink this hot orange, not the cold one", Yasmin brought a glass of hot orange closer to Hanan.

After eating they returned to chatting, as the children washed Hanan's hands trying to talk to Yasmin.

" Bun, you only have this money!", Hanan gave one hundred thousand rupiah and one more fifty thousand so a total of one hundred and fifty thousand rupiah.

" Mother is sir, just save it" Yasmin pushed the money back towards Hanan.

" Of course, if the mother's money is enough, but just save the money for the mother", Hanan gave it again to Yasmin and forced Yasmin terina because it was seen by Hasan from afar.

" Does there really have money? to buy gasoline tomorrow?", Yasmin convinced Hanan before the money actually changed hands with him.

" Yes", Hanan replied that although the money was really big for now for Hanan, but Hanan could not take it anymore, he had intended to give it to Yasmin.

" How is his online sales, still smooth?", asked Yasmin who knew if her husband had an online business with his young wife.

" Ordinary, a bit lonely but still on the road" Hanan replied trying to be honest with Yasmin.

" Thank God", replied Yasmin.

" Sir, although but Aya call the wife of the father of the mother, does not mean Aya call him so you know, Aya still did not want to call him the mother was Aya just confused to say how", Cerokos Aya police on Hanan.

" Yes", Hanan answered looking at her daughter.

" Why don't you want to call mama, you just call her mama!", Yasmin tried asking with Aya.

" Don't want to, mom is the same mother, her mother Aya is just one mother, mother who is already pregnant and born Aya", Aya innocently replied.

" Yes, it is up to Aya to call what is important polite", Hanan finally interceded.

" Go home, Aya is sleepy", Aya.

" Come on", Yasmin went up and paid the bill at the cashier.

" Thank you, Bun, said the child to the mother.

" Yes, stay grateful so that we always have a windfall" said Yasmin sage, while Hanan just kept quiet, embarrassed to say thank you to Yasmin.

In the past, if eating out was what Yadmin paid for but the zangnya from Hanan, now Hanan is treated by Yasmin.

Arriving at home and ready to sleep all, Yadmin still imagined Hanan who was silent when he was about to eat.

Yasmin thought that if Hanan wanted to eat still thought of his young wife, Yadmin's mind was exactly the same as Aya's speech.

" It turns out that big sir, your love for your young wife, pantes without thinking you immediately married her, it turns out I was already excluded from the past, what is my fault sir, what is my sin, what is my sin, or because I'm half old or because I'm not bohai woman.... Yes it is, hopefully the children can accept sincerely all this", Yasmin pondered about the next step with Hanan.

In Yasmin will drip this condition, for the sake of her children, although she is not sure she can accept sincerely, like her love for Hanan who was sincere but lost, and finally polygamous.

Seriate......