WIDOW BECAUSE OF WIDOW (SADNESS )
He's taken to eating out

Tonight Hanan is restless, thinking about the money that is not yet fit, still lacking, thinking about the words of the Goddess who already does not want to have children anymore, the mind of Aya who has not been able to accept the condition of her who now has a mama two and the strange Hanan is very longing for Yasmin.

Yasmin, his wife will give him peace if he is restless, with his caress, his gentle hand, he said, as well as his prayer prayer which he chanted in the third night, Hanan is eager to hug Yasmin tonight.

Trying to close his eyes because the night continued late until almost dawn, finally Hanan decided to sleep in front of the tivi, his heart was restless, missed with Yasmin very much.

" Hey father why sleep here?", cried the Goddess in the morning blind

Hananpun is the shortest in his new deep sleep how many hours are surprised by the voice of the Goddess.

" Heh!", he said, his eyes scrunched his head a little dizzy because of the effects of late sleep and lack of sleep.

" Why not here, not covered again, what is not cold many mosquitoes?", Unar Dewi, in her mind Dewi felt if Hanan avoided her because of disappointment, but she did not feel like she did not, he had made Hanan's hifup difficult with his debt, "But it is still what I think", Guman Dewi, "why? Does Mashanan increasingly know my character continues to not love me anymore?!", Goddess monologues in the heart.

" Overnight sultry, keep me out of bed style, not intentionally", replied Hanan while trying to get up.

" Tumben mama wake up at dawn, let's pray then", said Hanan wonder also the young wife can wake up hopefully this is a good start.

The goddess rushed to the bathroom for the morning ritual and alternated with Hanan.

" Start to diligently pray kayak gini, indeed we are not good people, but if our prayers are awake hopefully our prayers are good" said Hanan advising Dewi to always pray, said Dewi, his heart was ecstatic this first time Hanan saw Dewi praying during marriage.

" I'm sorry sir, the Goddess will be better, please guide the Goddess to be like mother", Iya Hanan does like to tell stories if Yasmin is a devout wife, because Hanan was carried away obedient and knew religion, it was all thanks to Yasmin.

" Thankfully", Hanan kissed the old Goddess' forehead, there was a calmness in the Goddess's heart.

During the day Hanan bailed to leave the house, his father wanted to find extra money.

And sure enough the afternoon Hanan already got the money, the heart of Dewi happy finally his house was not so confiscated just to think about the two months more grandchild, he said, then it will pay off and will learn not to easily owe.

" You want to go home first, tomorrow if the addict comes to call you, the money is with you", Pamit Hanan on Dewi that afternoon.

Although the weight of the Goddess must be sincere because last night she had held her husband to not go home.

Hanan felt a great longing for Yasmin, wishing his wife a smile, but where possible, Hanan's heart was like a dialogue.

" Assalamualaikum", Sapa Janan entered the house, when the child was in front of the tivi and Yasmin was bathing.

" Greetings" answered his three sons.

There is no cynical or enthusiastic view if Hanan entered the house, what else after returning from the house of Dewi, his children will be indifferent and seem indifferent, sometimes things like this make Hanan sad.

Anaak son simply answered the greeting without turning his head or paying attention to the presence of his father.

" Where's Mother?", asked Hanan.

" Bath", replied Aya cuek.

After a while Yasmin came out of the bathroom in a long anduk kimono and wrapped her hair in a towel, Hanan watched Yasmin closely, his wife now looking cleaner, fresh and also feel younger since Yasmin work they rarely meet plus Hanan who often spend his days at the house of Dewi.

Hanan intends to follow Yasmin into the room, but when two more steps Hanan reaches the door of the room sounds "Ceklek", Yasmin locks the door, pupus had harapa Hanan to enter the room and let go of longing with his old wife.

Hanan sighed softly and rubbed his hair violently. Hasan who saw finally smiled wryly, amused to see his father disappointed.

Yasmin came out of the room with a new robe first Hanan saw, a robe with a navy-colored cotton byhan and a dark yellow rectangular corrugation, really making Yasmin look more beautiful and bright.

" Haya, let's be ready, then the night hunt, Hasan Husain's brother is ready?", asked Yasmin then Yasmin glanced at Hasan, staying for a while while thinking.

" You want to come along, if it's quickly ready to be ready for the night" said Yasmin as she passed into the room again.

" Where are you going?" asked Hanan.

" Want to eat sir, come along", Aya then answered her father's question, there was a sense of pleasure when Aya said he wanted to eat outside, but then the feeling became a little inferior, a little inferior, because Hanan there is no money if to eat once outside time like that, because for the five of them certainly will not be enough with a hundred thousand, yes except to eat it in a neighboring stall.

" Sir, ready not to be dumb, to hunt at night", Aya was talking loudly because her father was still silent.

" Yes sir, come on!", Yasmin who had left the room again invited Hanan.

Although a little hesitant but Hanan decided to come, if he needed to pay, there would be money to pay the Dewi debt, he thought.

" Come, yes, I want to come with you", Hanan rushed to change his shirt and put his jacket back on and combed his hair.

" What's up?" asked Hanan.

" The departure of the angkot from the front is only a little way, the return will be a new taxi" replied Husain.

" Three of you who ride the angkot let the mother in the father bonceng", Usul Hanan.

" Let the mother who took the angkot sir the same brother Hasan, Aya the same brother Husain was piggybacked", Aya proposed with a grinning smile.

" Yes", Hanan nodded.

" Then you three walk first let the father of the mother bonceng to the front", Usul Hanan and the children agreed, immediately they walked while Hanan was still waiting for Yasmin who was locking the door.

" How come you're not bonceng children sir?", Yasmin was surprised to see Hanan who was still waiting for him.

" Let's go to the front, and the mother took the angkot with Hasan, Aya and Husain the bonceng father later", Hanan explained, Yasmin finally sat in a piggy bank with Hanan, Hanan is happy to be able to piggyback on Yasmin even though it is only a short distance away.

" Where to eat?" asked Hanan.

" Children want to eat at restaurant xx pak there provide various steaks", replied Yasmin.

" Walah.k kok followed by bun, it's expensive", Prootes Haman felt ketar ketir if he had to pay five portions of steak fairly as well.

" Relax sir, mother there is a fortune from parents whose children are private, mother who pays", replied Yasmin calmly.

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