WIDOW BECAUSE OF WIDOW (SADNESS )
There's no regrets

" Mommy, it's not beautiful from the face!", Bela Hanan softly, bowed down.

" Yes right too, so you are sure if your young wife is more beautiful heart, hopefully, she can be a sholeh wife yes, so you can ngingetin you to always be fair", Said bu Ainun.

" Mom actually can not choose anyone's daughter-in-law mother, mother trying to accept only in the eyes and heart of the mother, Yasmin is a perfect woman, the wife of your sister Hardi is also beautiful and good according to the mother, but because of the differences in customs and language so that the mother does not understand, but the mother likes her heart Hardi" explained Bu Ainun, who is also a mother, his sister Hanan's wife Hardi is the opposite person so their culture is a little different so that if you go home you can not connect if you talk.

" Mom, when will Hanan introduce to Hanan's wife" Lirih Hanan hopes her mother will get to know her wife.

" Hemmm.. Mother sleep first yes, mother's head is dizzy", Ms. Ainun asked to be corrected posidi her pillow.

Hanan leaned back in the chair, his heart was riled, today it felt very tired for him in the morning after a night of the morning train he could bullyan from pdkde budhe, his father's sore to limp, for his father did not faint. According to his mother, tomorrow who else.

" Oya father has arrived home yet?!", Hanan immediately grabbed his phone.

Thought her mother had fallen asleep, not only brushed because it was holding back dizziness but actually sleeping.

Hanan went out of the room to call his father. When he broke his cell phone it turned out his father had sent a message ten minutes ago.

" You're home, take care of your mother, don't tell me if you and Yasmin have separated, hold it until you recover, let the father talk later", Message from Mr. Aaron.

" Thankfully, rest sir, do not think about the fate of my household everything is clear, my wife is only one Goddess, Hanan hope father and mother can accept him someday", Hanan replied.

The message was sent but not read by his father.

Hanan sat in a long chair, patient waiting, Hanan leaned against the wall.

" Why are my parents like this, I really did not expect this reaction from my mother's father, I also did not think the reaction of the neighbors in the village, was I wrong? I think there are so many polygamous husbands, why should they be opposed, not allowed by religion, then where is my fault?", Hanan's heart monologue.

" Should even my right still be able to get married twice? And because I've separated from Yasmin can dong three more times... hemm.... if I cheat with someone's wife or most times it makes me ashamed, lha I will run the sunnah?!", the Hanan monologue with its own mind.

Hanan re-opened his phone, and seeing Dewi still on line he intended to contact Dewi.

" Ma, what are you doing?", Sapa Hanan when Dewi picked up her phone via VC.

" Still with friends of friends sir", answered Dewi can not lie because Hanan did VC.

" What time is it, whose children are in the same house? nawang now!", Hanan spoke with his angry face.

" The child ngineb at his grandmother's house, tomorrow will be off, the responsibility of the pack an hour more", replied Dewi

" Go home!!", Ketus Hanan.

" Yes", Finally the Goddess replied resignedly.

" Tomorrow you'll come home!! don't be long", Imbuh Dewi before closing the vc of Hanan pitched a threat.

" Bus!! Go home.... Same with husband! Husband went even klayapan!", Ketus Hanan again.

" Yes yes.", answered the fierce Goddess.

" Now!", Sentak Hanan.

" Yeah.. iisshh!!", the Goddess decided on a one-sided phone call, no trite asking about the condition of her mother-in-law.

Tonight Hanan sleeps in the waiting chair, but by dawn she moves in and sees her mother.

It turns out her mother is awake.

" Don't be far away, here" Ainun's mother asked Hanan to look after her.

Hananpun then sat in the patient's seat while wiping his mother's wrinkled hands. Hanan looked at her mother's face. Feeling guilty because his mother is lying here, but Hanan always whispers his heart if it does not need to be regretted all has happened, life will have to walk whatever happens, keep going.

By noon Hanan took time out of the hospital to find food, today she will look after her mother until the afternoon, because at night she had to return to her home.

After eating Hanan back to his mother's ward, today Ms. Ainun looked fresher not closed again his eyes, also already sitting leaning not lying down anymore.

" Nan.... here long ago to?", asked Lirih Bu Ainun.

" No ma'am, sorry Hanan will be back tonight" Hanan replied.

" If I say the same to Yasmin, tell her to go home and talk" said Ainun ma'am.

Hanan was stunned for a moment, but then he nodded, "Yes ma'am".

" I want to say sorry to Yasmin, because you can't make her happy, you've broken Yasmin's heart, she's the mother of my granddaughter Nan", Lirih's mother.

" Hanan's wrong mom, if you want to see Yasmin for apologizing, you don't have to do it, but if you want to meet Yasmin because she misses Hanan later try to talk to Yasmin ma'am", replied Hanan.

" You before you return, you should come to your in-laws' house first, visit them and apologize ", said the mother expectantly so that Hanan receded.

" Yes ma'am".

Hanan actually remembered that he still had the responsibility to return Yasmin to his parents, but if he did so now his mother would hear the fact that she and Yadmi had officially separated.

Hanan worried about her mother's condition, especially she would return home so if something happened to her mother it would not be easy to explain to her mother.

" Nan!", Mr. Aaron entered the room in shock.

" Eh, father! Here with whom?", asked Hanan who was leaning back with sleepiness.

" You ride a motorcycle, let's not take care of people", replied Mr. Aaron.

" This is the father of food, your budhemu who cook" said Mr. Harun offering a small crackle of food made by budhe.

" Oh yes sir!", Haran received the bag.

" Have you eaten?", Mr. Aaron immediately grasped Ainun's hand gently.

" Already sir", replied the mother.

" Aren't you home for a long time?", asked Mr. Aaron to Hanan.

" Later tonight I plan to return sir", Hanan.

" Lha cepetan, if you meet Yasmin's parents first, it's not polite to have come home rarely once home no intention to stop by", Omel Pak Harun.

" Next time sir, the time is fixed, later on Hanan school vacation home again", replied Hanan.

" Meet and talk to Yasmin's parents, apologize, although they will certainly be very angry, it's the risk, you have to face, dare to dare to bear every consequence, do not be your coward", Mr. Aaron.

Seriate......