WIDOW BECAUSE OF WIDOW (SADNESS )
Pakde's denunciation

Early morning Hanan's body had arrived in his hometown after taking the train for seven hours.

But it turns out Hanan's parents' house is empty, and a neighbor says his mother has been hospitalized for a week.

Hanan was speechless, tired and a little sleepy because last night sitting on the train in fact must find his parents' house empty. The younger sister did not live in the house because her younger brother went to Kalimantan while her younger sister was taken by her husband to live next door.

" Go home first, drink tea, take a bath what first, then follow your father to the hospital" said neighbor Hanan in the village.

Hanan also according, exhausted body tired and eyes a little sore indeed invite to rest for a moment.

" Your mother was grieved for a long time, there has been a month maybe, no appetite, his thin body kept kok long drowning that, then brought to the puskesmas, then brought to the health center, from there it turns out your mother must be treated so now is in the city hospital, two days ago bakde same budhe has also visited, but your mother does not want to open her eyes, just crumple continues", Neighbor Hanan who is usually called pakde budhe explained.

" What is my mother sick?" asked Hanan.

" The thought seems to be, lha said you're the same as Yasmin?", asked Pakde.

" Yes pakde", Hanan bowed sadly, in that village Yasmin was famous for being beautiful in her time, many young men who had a crush but lost quickly with the proposal of Mr. Hanan for Hanan.

" Lho why? You really until the heart releases Yasmin, pakde think she is a special woman you know, from a small child that is so sholih, not neko neko, friendly and cheerful, kept the boy pinter tenan you know... lha yes wong first pakde this teacher of his SD kok, he was never in the race until the district you know, win. get a trophy, get money, get a prize in the form of a pair of goats, really it", Pakde reminisced about the time Yasmin became his student.

" Yes pakde", Hanan again bowed deeply, regained his regret over his chest, feeling like he wanted to cry for it.

" Yes, I remember sir, the boy's pancen was pinter, yes, it's time Hanan is not happy or vice versa son Yasmin who has a lot of shortcomings even though for the people of Yasmin Village is an extraordinary woman", this time budhe who speaks, this time budhe who speaks, seeing Hanan's face full of sadness.

Hanan then lifted his face and leaned against the wall, right behind his back where he was sitting, his eyes closed, Hanan knew if he was bowed then the tears would fall.

" It's all Hanan Pakde's fault, budhe... Hanan is rash, do not think long. huhhhfff", Hanan still closed and inhaled the air inside.

" Yes already, lha now where's your wife? How about going home by yourself?", asked budhe.

" Don't go budhe, you don't like it" replied Hanan slowly.

" Your father is disappointed Han, wong Yasmin is his proud daughter-in-law why you throw it away, yes that makes your mother this way", Budhe directly to the trouble shop, Budhe, it was as if blaming Hanan for making her mother sick.

" Mom", Pakde doesn't like budhe blakkan.

" Budhe is right sirde, let alone Mr. Hanan himself if asked or blamed yes accept it, Hanan also regretted the pact, especially if returning home kympung this feels sad... try if Hanan came home with Yasmin for sure now I am at the mother-in-law's house and noticed by her now I don't even have the guts to just apologize", Hanan said honestly, his tears had broken through his cheeks, returning home turned out to make his heart increasingly hurt terms of regret.

" Where is your wife now?", asked budhe.

" There was a man there, a widow with two children" Hanan answered honestly.

Hanan reached into his cellphone that was nailed and opened his social media Dewi Hanan article did not store photos of Dewi digaleri.

" It's budhe".

Budhe immediately watched closely and his forehead wrinkled.

" Oh, this?!", Budhe's face looks weird.

" The mantel bodine pantes Yasmin mbok throw!", Kelakar pakde make budhe mesen mesem while moving into the kitchen, Hananpun smile miris.

Hanan knows his uncle is laughing at him who threw Yasmin away for the sake of the Goddess who according to his father is not plump but gembrot, Dewi is a bit fat yes for the size of women.

###sorry here the author does not mean bodyshaming yes, so the original Goddess was quite beautiful just that she was cute so yes so deh.. there is a little gelambir there is a circular eel on the stomach a little ... Sorryff so much yaa🙏🙏🙏

" Wo alaaaahhh.... Hanan Hanan.. wis ga need to take home your bojomu, fearing even his mother added shock", Budhe who likes nyeplos ya so honest honest, in mind budhe, in mind budhe, surely if he met his friends in Hanan village can be bullied out of wong already can Yasmin kok exchanged for his young wife, Yasmin Syar'i from small kok in exchange for city women, thought budhe.

Hanan felt that his pakde and budhenya were insulting him as well as insulting his wife could only be silent with shame.

" Why did I never think yes...why do I want to be the same Goddess, try?!, it used to look bohai why after talking to the same old man why it feels like the Goddess is indeed a little fat, but what is the shape of the body... Beautiful goddess, her skin is tight, clean, and aacchhh.

" Yes, you have if you take a shower there, continue to rest first or want to go directly to the hospital, use a motorbike, today pakde ga where, want to be home, go home, so just use the motor", said Pakde do not want to extend the chat about Dewi.

" Yes pakde".

Hanan had been preparing to go to the hospital, after drinking tea earlier Hanan slept an hour later bathing and breakfast that had been prepared budhe, then he was about to go to the hospital to visit his mother.

For some reason Hanan's heart felt sad across the road to the city, for Hanan the road was a memory lane with Yasmin.

Hanan's heart ached remembering every moment that had ever happened between him and Yasmin at that time

When they had just married and Hanan had not worked, Yasmin who always encouraged when Yasmin was in college.

Hanan often drove Yasmin home from college and they often stopped by the meatball stall on the side of the road, Hanan's tears melted.

" No, I cannot dissolve in regret, Yasmin has changed, Yasmin is not as comfortable as before, Yasmin is now a different woman, Yasmin is not the meek woman she used to be... Remember Only the Goddess of your wife", Hanan raised her heart, and Hanan also realized Yasmin could not return to her.

Seriate.....