WIDOW BECAUSE OF WIDOW (SADNESS )
Staking out

And the holidays came....

Yasmin and her three children are very enthusiastic, tomorrow afternoon they want to go to the grandmother's house and today they are in the super market to buy by the by and provisions for the walk, I don't know for Yasmin to return home this time feels different, not because of her status of a widow, is not it! Yasmin for a moment forgot that she was already a widow, only to come home this time Yasmin had money to share with the parents, relatives though not much but it feels free without burden so divide the money of his own work.

Yasmin had prepared envelopes for her mother, her father, her sister's children, her mother and her father Hanan as well as her nephew Hanan.

Likewise, when shopping by, do not think again like before, now Yasmin has been budgeted, money for expenses, by, sharing even money if suddenly met the sepuh he knew, the money for, Yasmin thought about it. No worry anymore, not much but can share their own efforts, even Yasmin has also prepared if the children want to picnic, all already calculated by Yasmin.

" Mother can Aya take apples, pears the same drink?", Aya afraid of fear, and, usually if this shopping is only limited to take the one or maximum of two kinds because the money is limited so that Yasmin must first be disciplined by children, children, even now, but this time Yasmin wants her children to be free even though they are limited to choosing the desired snacks.

" Okay, take six, six apples, six pears, the drink is up to the mother of water" replied Yasmin.

And Husainpun also took a variety of snacks, chocolates and biscuits, Hasan just take a few not excessive that important afik his sister kebagi.

Although without Hanan, Yasmin could feel the return this time making her son excited.

Returning home from the supermarket Yasmin returned to prepare the goods that will be brought tomorrow, and her brother Yudi tomorrow will pick up at the train station.

" Kids do not forget prayer equipment, toiletries and your charger" Yasmin reminded her children.

" Yes mother", he answered simultaneously.

Yasmin smiled, relieved to her heart, hopefully until the house of her parents is all healthy, they all already know if Yasmin officially separated from Hanan, and they also support Yasmin completely.

" Later if you visit Ainun grandmother's house you can not say if the mother and father have separated yes, let the father who tells himself, we just say if the father will follow", Yasmin told her son.

" Yes bun, let your own father who got angry with grandma and grandpa", Ketus Aya.

Both of his brothers just smiled with the words of his sister who likes what it is.

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Yasmin and her three children were shopping and eating at a restaurant.

In another place, Hanan, who was late, asked about the habits of the Goddess was curious.

His heart like there is a nudge to participate and investigate about the activities of the Goddess if outside the house.

When Dewi was preparing to go Hanan to leave first, his fate to go to Yasmin's house had not been there for a long time, making Dewi feel safe and calm his departure this time will not be awaited by Hanan, Hanan, feeling separated especially his children are at his grandmother's house because of an old vacation.

Dewi casually headed to a place where karaoke is commonly used by Goddess and friends to gather.

Hanan followed a little distance so as not to be caught by the Goddess.

Wait, wait, wait, wait for forty minutes and Hananpun entered in the end.

With a hat and glasses that he has prepared to disguise his face so that the Goddess does not immediately recognize.

" Alamak... waduuhhh... in the mother of all these mothers, waoww... it turns out that all eleven twelve are my same bini, hemmn", Hanan murmured while shaking his head, loud music, and, a little lighting and the pungent smell of cigarettes burst into Hanan's smell.

" Make a headache.. huaahh", Gerrutu Hanan with the smell of cigarette smoke.

Almost ten mernit but Hanan did not see the Goddess, but observed again and again.

Right!!! his eyes are not wrong see, the Goddess who was hooded when from home has now changed, his mainstay tight jeans and koas without tight sleeves pink, dancing singer-style rocking mentok, duck, and koas, rocking ajep ajep or rocking ala break up.

Hanan did not expect his wife to be so hot swaying, even now his waist was in the grasp of a man who was still gallant, and his friends cheered as if giving encouragement to the two of them.

Hanan's heart was really hot even now the sweet potato was almost smoky, but by tightening his teeth Hanan held back all his strength to stay afloat not to come out of hiding.

Hanan rubbed his eyes, hoping that what was seen wrong was not his wife but would how many times remain the same, who was rocking the demplon was indeed his wife's Goddess.

Hanan prepared himself by taking a few breaths to get close to his wife. But when his heart was ready and wanted to step apparently the Goddess was not seen there.

Hanan shared his view, looking for the existence of the Goddess but nil, then Hanan tried me?call the Goddess but up to several times the call is not raised as well.

Finally Hanan was determined to appear and ask his friend about the whereabouts of his wife, but his friend said that the Goddess had come home about ten minutes ago.

Very upset Hanan heart, it means that it was indeed his wife, his eyes did not look wrong. With half-run Hananpun immediately to the parking area, wanted to immediately chase after his wife.

" Astaghfirullohaladzim's.... ", Hanan scooped his face, he dropped himself on the floor of the parking area by covering his face with his palms.

Between anger, disappointment, deceived, sadness, regret everything becomes an unexplainable feeling, his chest feels tight to explode, his eyes are hot, his legs are limp.

" Gustiii's.... What should I do?", she said, confused!! Honestly what attitude to take if he got home to find his wife, Hanan was afraid of release again like the time with Yasmin.

Unwilling to regret for the second time, Hanan tried to be patient this time. Let himself be unappreciated, humiliated, as a man Hanan feels if the Goddess cannot glorify him.

But to return Hanan was embarrassed, very embarrassed, both to neighbors, friends and family were accommodated especially to Yasmin.

Hanan stood slightly staggered but forced to immediately leave the place, wanting to immediately talk to the Goddess.

Apparently there was a friend of the Goddess who told if the Goddess in the eyes of her husband's eyes. Although no friend of the Goddess Hanan had ever introduced, but they noticed the person who peeked, fitting her features are peppered, Dewi is sure if it is Hanan her husband, then run away as soon as possible.

Seriate......