Will You Marry Me?
Part 12's
(dIRGA PV)
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When the angel is beside me ...
The rain stopped immediately ...
I held her cold hand ...
Black clouds just get away ...
When the angel is beside me ...
I open my heart to him ...
Divide half of my soul ...
I leave my love to him ...
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I reached for the phone that was on the head of the couch. I pressed the "off" button to turn off the alarm. The number on the screen shows at 04.00 WIB.
I looked to my left side. Rhesa still closed her eyes by immersing her body in a blanket.
I touched her hair .. her eyebrows .. her eyes .. her nose .. her cheeks and her lips.
He's real in front of me. Thank goodness I wasn't dreaming. I really spent the night with him.
"Oh?" Slowly, his sleepy eyes opened. "What time is it?"
"Hour 4. Comeup! It's dawn."
"Do I have to take a shower? It was cold" he said lazily.
"Well, let's take a shower!"
"Iiish ... What the hell, anyway?!"
That day I asked my ART for a day off. Intentionally, so that I can be alone with my wife.
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"I love you." I hugged him from behind while washing vegetables in the kitchen. "I love you so much. I am very ... very .. and love you very much."
Rhesa put down the vegetables she washed and turned to me.
"Once again say that, Mas Dirga will get a bonus plate pretty."
"No need. I have a beautiful wife" I said, with a laugh.
"Udah, ah .. Don't bother me anymore!" he said, releasing my arm from his waist. "I have to make breakfast soon. I'll be late for college."
Back I wrapped my arms around her waist and stuck to her spoiled.
"Not going to college today! Just get out of here, yeah!" whinek.
"Lho, what's truant?!" yells.
"I want to be with you all day! Just the two of us." The tighter I hold it.
"Don't be like a kid, huh!"
"Iih ... You have a lot of heart, anyway!" whinek.
"You know how valuable today is to me? I've been holding myself back for two years. Masa' You can't understand, anyway? So outrageous!"
Rhesa was just giggling at my babble.
"Yes already. What's Dirga doing all day?" tanyakanya.
I saw a sweet smile on his face. Every day he is interesting. I don't know why today looks so much more interesting.
"Eh? Dirga wants what? Lower me!" he cried, as I lifted his body.
His body is very light.
"Down me, Dirga!" rottanya.
"No want. You're mine now."
I took her and brought her back to my room. Yes ... Our room both!
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14.00 WIB
"Where are we going, anyway?" ask Rhesa.
"Meet someone."
"certainly so. It's so cool, it makes me curious?" Rhesa seemed to pucke the tip of her lips.
"They'll be very happy to see you, honey" I said.
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After two hours of traveling, we finally reached our destination.
'Public Burial Place'
I saw Rhesa hesitant to step up. I grabbed her hand and took her inside.
Two adjoining gravestones were in front of us.
ERIKA and RAJENDRA.
That's the name written on the tomb.
"Dad ... mother ...!" Clear thread started falling from my wife's eye.
"Aunt Erika ... About Rajendra!" I said. "Sorry . The day I took Rhesa as my wife, I never came here. Today, though it is too late, I have come to ask for your blessing."
I heard Rhesa trying to hold back her crying voice.
"You don't have to worry about it anymore! Rhesa is a strong girl. She's a smart student. And also a very good wife.
I will always take care of him and be by his side. I will love her forever."
Rhesa buried her face in my arms crying.
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At night, we walked through the city park. Remembering every city street Rhesa has ever lived on.
"It's a pity that uncle and aunt are coming home now. I haven't seen them in a long time."
"Other times, before we get here we call them first!" I said.
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The night was getting cold, but the grip of our hands was getting warmer.
"Mas Dirga," he called. "Thank you for making me your wife."
Put my arm on him. And take us back to the garden decorated with colorful lights.
"Will Dirga continue to love me? Will your feelings for me not diminish?"
"Where might it decrease?" sahutku. "From a long time ago, my feelings for you never changed. It's getting bigger."
"From before?" tanyakanya. "From when? Didn't we just meet again at the wedding?"
"From when we met fifteen years ago."
"What?! Don't tell me Mas Dirga who is a Junior High is in love with a seven-year-old little girl? Haha ...!" her laugh.
"Not in love, anyway! Perhaps more accurately, I already felt that you were my soul mate."
"Yes .. nge-gombal."
"Truly, really," I said. "When I met you that time, it felt like we would be reunited again ... again.
Yeah, I feel pretty sure you'll be mine."
"Jeez ... pe-denya!" he shouted, hitting my arm.
"But, now you're crazy about me, right?" godaku's.
"Iiish ... where is it possible?!" His face looks red.
I'm getting her closer to me.
"I'll love you forever, baby. No matter what happens, I will love you.
The girl looked at me with a faint smile on her lips.
"If asked how I feel about you right now, I don't know! I have a hard time explaining" I said. "Obviously, I want to keep holding your hand, until no one will be able to take you away from me.
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10 YEARS AGO
"This is the real address, right?" I saw the writing on the piece of paper I was holding.
"Tomorrow to start the semester break. I have to give it back now to Clara's flash disk. He's gonna need it."
The movement of my hand that was about to press the bell immediately stopped when I heard the sound of falling objects. More precisely ... slammed objects.
"Go there! Don't look at me with those eyes, you fucking kid!"
I heard the shrill voice of a woman from behind that door.
"Ampuuuun, Ma ...! Forgive meuu ...!"
This time it was like Clara's voice and the sound of something being kicked.
"Go! Just take your eyes off! I'm sick of seeing you. I'm muuaaaak!"
A girl in an ash-white uniform came out from behind the door. From his temple he poured blood. And some bruises on his arm.
"Dirgaaa!" Clara slid into my arms.
"A-what's up, Clara? What's going on?"
"I'm afraid," he said, with a trembling voice.
"I'm afraid of him. Get me out of here, Dirgaaaa!" his yell.
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PRESENTLY
IN CAFE
"Ga-then there's a reservation for the wedding. You called Mr. Edi to fill out his music show, right?" sony asked, while checking the schedule on my computer. "Contact the decorating team too!"
I'm still silent not responding.
"Dirga, you heard me, right?"
I'm staying quiet.
"Dirgaaa!" his yell.
"Eh? Whahuh? What did you say just now?"
"Agod, me!" furious Sony. "What do you think about, you? Dreaming with that smile. I just had my first night, kid!"
The phone in my hand slipped as soon as I heard Sony talk.
"Hey, am I right?" Sony caught a clumsy reaction from me.
"W-what?" I'm starting to flutter.
Sony squinted his eyes. Staring at me suspiciously. "Dirga, are you ... no longer a virgin?"
"Duh ... What the hell is your question?!" kilahku, with a hot face to resist embarrassment.
"Wuoooo ... Brother!" Sony hugged me. "Congratulation .. congratulation, Brother!" yells.
"What, anyway?! Off!"
"Hey, this should be celebrated! Haha ...!" Sony Goda.
"Shut up, you!" I growled, enduring shame.
Sony just got hysterical like that, how am I?.I can't even believe this is happening. You know, I've admitted everything to Rhesa, if this marriage is what I asked for. Why wait two years?
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"Tante Heny?!"
"Ooh .. So you own this place, Dirga? Long time no see."
I haven't seen him in a long time. Last ... five years ago when Clara and I drove her to the airport. More precisely, we were chasing him. But he couldn't hold back his departure. Can only see the wave of his shield. Yes, this woman is Clara's mother.
"I don't know if the one who is reserving is you, Auntie," I said as I served her a cup of coffee. "When's Aunt coming back here?"
"Five days ago."
"Have you met Clara?"
The woman changed her face. He looks so sad.
"He doesn't want to see me. I really wanted her to come on my happy day" he said. "I'd really like to apologize to her for all my treatment of her first. I want him to give me another chance."
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("Clara, where are you now?")
It's been three hours. The girl still hasn't read my message. The call was not picked up. Ever since I met Aunt Heny, I've been worried about her.
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DIRGA HOUSE
"Mas Dirga, is his face bent? Any issues?" asked Rhesa, who was sitting next to me.
"Look at you, all my worries are gone, honey." Tighten the kiss on his forehead.
A ringing suddenly rang out from the phone I put on the table.
CLARA. That's the name that appears on my phone screen. I stared at Rhesa as she reached for the phone in front of me. His face looks upset.
"Just a second!" I took my phone and stayed away from her. "Hello. Again like this!" my growl.
"Wait there, I'll see you soon!"
"Mas Dirga, where are you going?" Rhesa grabbed my hand with a worried face.
"Honey, I have to see Clara ... now!"
"Clara?! What for?!"
I saw disappointment on his face. I held it tight.
"Later I'll explain. You go to bed first, okay! I love you."
I kissed her lips and left her.
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CLARA'S HOUSE
I saw Clara sitting on the bench in front of her house. I approached and sat down beside him.
"Are you okay?"
"He'em," he nodded. "Have you met that woman?"
"Yes. At the cafe this afternoon" I replied. "What about you? Have you met your mother?"
"No. I was afraid he would kill me," he said, with a slick smile.
"Why not go see your mom? He said he wanted to apologize to you."
"Ha.. haha...haha...!" Laughter suddenly came out of his lips. "Do you believe his words? The words of the woman who always wanted me dead?! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"
"Clara, maybe she's changed. He seemed sorry."
"Bohoooong ...!" his yell. "You see this? You see?!"
Clara pointed at his eyes.
"This eye .. It is this eye that always reminds him of the person who dumped him. It was this eye he had always wanted to pry!" yells. "He's a scary man, Dirga!"
Clara's body seemed to tremble, like fear
"Don't stay alone! Go home to your grandmother!" I said.
"Why? Are you afraid I'll kill myself?"
"Clara, I'm really worried about you right now. Please, listen to me now!" I'm getting upset.
"If you're really worried about me, take me with you, Dirga!" his yell.
"What?!"
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