Will You Marry Me?
The Part 14
(pov RHESA)
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The moon looks blue ...
The sky looks red ...
That's what I think ...
When the human heart becomes cloudy ...
What color does our world ...
The mind that influences ...
Black ... grey .. or brightly colored ...
Our hearts are ... as the axis ...
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"Why are you, all day long, his face was gray?" ask Cindy, while we were eating in the campus cafeteria.
"Pertengkaran suami istri?" sahut Karina.
I just sighed and dropped my head on the table.
"Eh ... Really, Rhes?" Cindy looks in disbelief.
"Indeed what makes a married woman upset, if not a quarrel between them?" Karina.
I raised my head. I saw my two best friends looking at me as if waiting for me to tell a story.
"The woman is coming again" I murmured.
"Woman?!" ask Cindy.
"Clara," I replied.
I finally told them about Clara.
"Well .. crazy!" exciting Cindy. "I can't believe there was such an incident on your wedding day."
"Aaargh ... that sucks!" my lament.
"If it's about the woman, Mas Dirga is like a robot equipped with a remote control, you know?!"
"Hey!" Karina patted me on the shoulder.
"You should have realized from the beginning that your husband is no ordinary person!"
"You mean?" I cringed confused.
"It is natural that a Dirga Mahesa can easily get whatever she wants" Karina said.
"You just look at the Lady Escort case back then! Such a big and dangerous incident, not even the media was able to sniff it. Especially about getting a woman. Without looking for anything .. there will come thousands of women to wait for him to become a widower."
"Karii!" scream Cindy.
"Why? Me, speaking the truth."
"Huwaaaaaa .. Your words make me more baper, you know!" whinek.
"Here you are, Rhes don't have to beat him up! Looks like your husband is the loyal type, anyway!" said Cindy.
"If the only thing bothering you is that woman named Clara, we can just get rid of her!" karina.
"How?" Cindy and I were excited.
"Mildly," said Karina. "Just die from the injection."
"Sinyaaaaaaa ...!"
"Just kidding" he said, with a flat face.
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DIRGA OFFICE
If Clara does not want to give up on my husband, then I have to take Mas Dirga away from her.
No matter what husband is to his wife, if he continues to be seduced, will not the collapse of his defense?
That's why I'm in this office right now.
I stepped excitedly into Mas Dirga's room. I pushed the door with a beaming face.
"Mas Dirga, what if we ..."
"Rhesa?!"
Iiiih ... damn! Grandma's face was so damaging to my mood. I saw Clara in my husband's room.
Pissed off? Sure was! But I would lose to him if I protested my husband here.
This crazy woman has been blatantly waving war flags at me. I won't let him go any further!
I walked over to my husband standing next to Clara while checking the files. I clasped his arm with a bright cheerful face.
"We're having dinner together, yuk!" I said.
"What?! Why suddenly?" ask Mas Dirga, astonished.
Dirga was confused by my expression. He must be astonished. I am usually directly anarchist when I see Clara, this time even the opposite.
"Mas Dirga, still busy, huh?" my many.
"Can't you see we're still working?" sahut Clara's.
"I don't care if you're busy or not. I, I'm going to have dinner with my husband, not with you," I sniffled, at Clara.
That Clara's face was exactly shrimp boiled for holding back my annoyance.
"Where?" I looked at Mas Dirga.
"Leave check one more document. Wait, yeah!" said Mas Dirga.
"okkey. I'm waiting in the lobby, yeah. Eemmmmuach ...!"
Intentionally, I kissed Mas Dirga's cheek affectionately. Let all those sore eyes Clara see it.
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PICKET SHOP
"What's wrong? Did something good happen?" ask Mas Dirga.
"Not really," I replied, putting the fried duck in my mouth.
"Today you look weird!"
"Don't I look weird every day?" I said, a little upset.
I wish there were many women around me ... Aah .. Come on, I'm not that kind of guy!"
"Mas Dirga!" I looked at my husband. "Do you know how dangerous a woman is when they fall in love?"
Dirga looked to have scrunched his forehead.
"They can do anything to get the person they love. If necessary, they will destroy the happiness of other women."
"Come on, Rhes .. That kind of thing won't happen to me!" said.
"Yes, I hope so" I said. "If Mas Dirga does anything like that, I will immediately ask for a divorce from you."
"Haha ... You don't want to get the gift of heaven when combined?" goda.
"I've never missed a heaven like that" I was upset. "If I can walk to heaven, I just want to be with you. Not with your honey! You gotit?!"
"Yes, Mrs Dirga Mahesa Rizaski. I understand" he said, laughing.
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A few months passed quickly. Including my college life. I also entered my magical period.
"So, you're gonna start practicing the day after tomorrow?" asked Mas Dirga when helping me beberes for preparation for practice in the hospital.
"Fastly, yes .. like you just entered college yesterday, just want to graduate again."
"He'em. Mas Dirga did not participate in the fuss, anyway .. so it feels bad."
"If so, can you try it now, dong?" said.
"Try what?"
"Try to be a child" he said, with eyes glittering expectantly.
I rubbed the tip of his head and gently kissed his forehead.
"Patience, yes, dear ... wait for me to graduate in a moment!"
For a moment I saw a disappointed look on his face. But then a sweet smile began to show her and hugged me tightly.
"Give me a lot of little angels, yeah!" whispered.
"What, anyway?!"
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JAYA MEDIKA HOSPITAL
The day we started the work. Lucky ... I, Karina and Cindy .. Our values hit the target. So we got a practice place in the first choice hospital.
Cindy and I went into psychiatric poly. While Karina entered in poly surgery.
"Good morning." Cindy and I greeted the nurses and doctors at the hospital where we were going to practice.
"You're the intern? Come in, I'll explain your duties!"
Luckily we got good seniors to talk to. We also felt awkward asking.
"Patient no.235" called a nurse.
A young mother, probably about 27 years old, entered the room with her husband.
"Hello, Miss Rara .. has lunch?" greet doctor Vian.
Yes ... It's lunchtime but the patients are still very much.
"Suster, take Rara's mother to the check room first, I want to talk to you a little!" doctor Vian said.
"Okay, Doc! Come on, ma'am .. We'll sit there first, yeah!" said the nurse.
"Is your wife going extreme again?"
Extreme?! Extreme what does that mean? Why is that woman? That's how I thought.
"Two days ago she drowned our baby in the bathtub, Doc! Fortunately, I found him at the time" replied the husband.
I was shocked to hear the man's words. My body instantly trembled as I looked at the woman who was sitting still as if she was helpless.
"What's the reason this time?" ask doctor Vian.
"He found it difficult to sleep because the baby was crying. When the baby was put in the water, the baby was immediately silent and he could sleep soundly. That's the explanation, Doc!"
"Baby Bluesnya still not lost completely, huh?!" Doctor Vian looks mangosteen.
I knew all this would have to do with my work. But I don't think I like being in a place like this. It's too horrible.
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HOME TRIP
"Why does your face look so lethargic?" ask Mas Dirga. "What's wrong?"
"Patients come to the poly, they all scare me," I said, leaning my head against the car window.
"What's going on?"
"A lot of cases that I think are very impossible" I said. "There is a mother who experienced the baby blues even tried to kill her baby. There was also a small child who pushed his friend from the stairs because he was curious whether his friend would die or not. Worse .. such a thing, he often saw in the movies and he was curious to practice it. Holy hooch! I remember a Korean drama I watched a while ago. I think it's all just the author's work, it's true there is, yes."
Dirga grabbed my hand and said,
"Let's go somewhere! Looks like you need some fresh air."
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He took me to the beach not far from the city. A beach that is still empty. Not many people seem to know this place.
"Aaah ... warm beach air in the afternoon!" I said, stretching my body.
"Let's rent a bike and drive around!"
We walked down the beach by bike. Mas Dirga paddled it with santi while enjoying a gentle breeze. And I sat in the bonbar while taking off all the tired stuff on my shoulders.
"Rhes, you know?" Dirga opened his voice. "When we were in school, we expected to graduate and work. Without knowing that the world of work is sometimes very scary. We will even meet things or people that we want to avoid. Like your current job. It might look scary. But when you intend to help others, you will not feel burdened."
I saw my husband's back from behind his navy shirt. I don't know why sometimes the back looks wide for me to lean on.
"You remember what I said, right?" continued. "You don't have to force yourself to give words of comfort or motivation! Use your ears and your heart. Because a person is depressed, sometimes they just need a place to share."
"Yes, Mas Dirga was right. Thank ye. I will always remember it" I said, wrapping my arms around her waist.
"Yupz ... Now, let's go around until sunset comes!" yells.
I guess now I understand a little why my husband is so worried about Clara.
I'm a little jealous. But if it was in his position, I was afraid that the depression would really take the lives of those around me tragically.
Because sometimes it is the closest people who make someone become depressed.
The heat! I want to keep leaning on her like this.
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