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If human ...
You can write your own destiny ...
They must be ...
I will write selfishly ...
If human ...
May choose at will ...
They must be ...
It will hurt more often ...
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"Who is that woman?" rhesa asked, looking curiously at the woman beside Sony.
"Livy. The girl is Sony" I replied.
"Ooh, I just found out Sony's sister has a boyfriend. She looks mature and beautiful."
"You're prettier."
"Hem?"
I'm just smiling. It seems he didn't hear what I said.
"Sony's sister seems to love him very much."
"What does that look like?" I've been watching Sony.
"Try me to see Dirga!" Rhesa looked at Sony seriously. "From yesterday, Sony continued to smile when she was with the woman. His face looks bright. From the look of his eyes it seems that Sony's sister is in love."
I put my palms on Rhesa's cheeks and brought my face closer to her.
"What is Dirga doing?" Rhesa was wrong
"I just want to make sure that in your eyes there's love for me?"
"Iish .. not funny to know!" his gerrick.
"Hahaha...your words are poetic you know?"
Rhesa, who was on vacation at the college, followed me to the cafe.
When asked how is our relationship? Yes, we got along well and familiar. Unfortunately not as a husband and wife. More like a brother. She always looked at me as her older brother, not her husband.
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"You're out with Livy?" I asked when Sony came into my room.
"Yes." Yeah." Sony pulled the chair in front of me. "Your wife's home?"
"He'em. Cindy picked him up. Go to the bookstore, he said, "I replied.
If I noticed, what Rhesa said was indeed true. Sony always seems happy with Livy. They have been dating for almost 4 years. Surprisingly, they are still often kasmaran alay like 17-year-olds.
"Are you serious about Livy?" my many.
"If you're serious, get married! Hunt you old."
"What's? You're married for almost a year but you're still a pretentious virgin giving advice," he sneered, laughing infuriatingly.
"Hey! That's a difference in his business!" yells annoyed.
"Dare to make fun of me again, I fired you!"
"Where can? Our shares are here 50:50. Maen is fired! Haha ...!" sony said, laughing.
"But tonight I plan to go home. I want to see my father."
"Why all of a sudden?"
"Like you said, I was planning to marry Livy" she said. "But I'm not sure he'll agree right away. Given that Livy's family is just ordinary people."
I approached my best friend who put on a frustrated face and patted her back. "Good luck, Brother." I said.
"Thanks, Brother!"
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THE HERMANSYAH FAMILY HOME
"Sony's brother!" Sofia immediately rushed into her brother's arms as soon as she saw him at the door mouth. "Sofi is very much the same as Big Brother," said the 3rd year junior. "What's tonight, Brother going to stay at home?"
Sony smiled as he rubbed the tip of his sister's head. "Is Papa home?"
"Yes. It's in the workspace" Sofia replied.
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Sony walked into a room with classic doors with ancient ornaments. For a moment, my best friend seemed to sigh and hold his chest. Gathering courage, he opened the door to his father's office.
A 55-year-old man was sitting in a chair fiddling with his computer keyboard.
"Good night, Papa."
Hermansyah! A director of a private bank.
"Oh, it's been almost two years since you left home and want to live independently. What brings you here now? Do you miss all the luxurious amenities of this family?"
"No. I'm here to ask your permission" said Sony.
"Your genie?"
"I ... ask permission to get married!"
"Married you say?" Mr. Hermansyah shuffled from his chair with a face that looked surprised. "Who is he? From which family? What's his parents' job?"
Sony just sighed hearing the father's question.
"Pa, what is social status so important?"
"Of course!" sahut Pak Hermansyah fast.
"Sony Hermansyah, the heir to the Global Bank cannot marry a woman!"
Sony clenched tightly his hands, as if trying to hold back the emotions that suddenly burst out into his crown.
"Can't I make my own choice?"
"No!" replied Mr. Hermansyah.
"I thought Papa could be spoken to. Turns out I was wrong. Papa hasn't even changed at all. I became increasingly convinced that my decision to leave this house was correct."
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2 WEEKS LATER
"Sorry, our Rhes so stop by the cafe first. The proposal for my meeting tomorrow, seems to be missing at the table."
"It's okay. Not too late either."
Rhesa and I entered the cafe which was starting to be quiet.
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"I told you, don't see me again!"
My steps came to a halt as the sound of Sony screaming from inside the room.
"You never return my messages, you ignore my calls." This time it was a female voice. "There's something we need to talk about, Sony!"
"There's nothing more we need to talk about, Livy! It's all useless now."
"You should hear my explanation first, I beg you!" Livy's voice sounded clear.
Along with the sound of the door opening and slamming hard, the girl ran out with tears. A moment later Sony came out after him. But then he stopped when he saw me and Rhesa in front of him. Sony looked down with teary eyes.
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3 DAYS LATER
"Shaa ...! We're ready!"
My dad and I looked up at the two beautiful women in front of us.
Mama with a long black dress that looks elegant.
And my wife, she looks awesome in a navy dress that matches the young ash suit I wore.
Aw, Rhesa! It felt like every day he was getting more mature and seductive.
"Let's go, we'll be late!" said Papa.
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About 30 minutes we arrived at the Hermansyah family residence. A large house with a large garden.
This is why, the wedding party themed garden party.
"Murh ...!"
"Oh ... Karim!"
Do not be surprised if the JAYA family is also here. Instead of being called for a relationship of friendship, the gathering of our parents is more appropriate if it is referred to as "Business Relations."
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"Congratulations on the wedding, Mr. Hermansyah. Good luck, yes!" said Papa.
"Thank you for taking the time to come, Mr. Mahesa," replied Sony's father.
Rhesa immediately pulled my arm and moved away from the crowd.
"What's wrong?"
"Wife Mr. Hermansyah! Isn't she .. her boyfriend Sony's sister?"
"Yes, you're right!"
"Geez!" Rhesa was shocked to hear my answer.
"You're here with Karina, yes! I'm gonna go find Sony for a second."
I went into the big house and went straight to Sony's room.
"Sn ...!" I searched every corner of the room for him, but I found no trace of him at all.
"Where is the boy? The phone is also inactive. Sonyyy ...!" my yelling.
"Is Brother Dirga looking for Brother Sony?" Suddenly Sofia appeared in front of me.
"Where's your brother?"
"Eitherway. He's been gone since this morning." Sofia looks worried.
"Don't worry, I'll look for him!"
I immediately headed to the parking lot and took the car. I went to the apartment .. empty!
I also thought of a place he might go.
THE CAFE!
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"Sn ...!"
True allegations. I saw three empty bottles of alcohol on the table. And another glass was in his grasp.
"Stop this! You want to kill yourself?!" I took a glass of alcohol from him.
"Is the wedding over?"
Sony is drunk. His eyes are red and puffy. He looks shabby and messy.
"Dirga, what should I do now?" he said with a hoarse voice.
"I love him, Dirga. I love her so much. How could he be so cruel to me? How could he marry my father? My real father, Dirga! He'd rather have my father's money than my feelings. Why is he so cruel to me?"
Sony buried his head on the table. The sound of his sobs was clearly heard in my ears.
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Meanwhile, at the wedding, a woman seems to try to hide her sadness behind a wedding dress that dangles beautifully on her body.
"You're Dirga's wife, right?" Livy sat next to Rhesa. "Me and Sony were lovers until two weeks ago." Livy suddenly opened her voice.
"Our relationship was immediately shattered, as soon as Mr. Hermansyah introduced me as his stepmother."
Livy seemed to take a deep breath. Trying to fill his lungs that feel tight.
"My father was one of Mr. Hermansyah's employees. For my mother's medical expenses, my father embezzled money. My mother eventually died during the operation. My father was found out and threatened with imprisonment."
Livy took a sip of the soda in her hand.
"I'm afraid Dad's going to jail. My three sisters are still in school. I ventured to see Mr. Hermansyah and pleaded for his mercy. But in the end, for poor people like us, paying off money that can't be paid is like selling self-esteem. Stupidly, I also received the request of Mr. Hermansyah to be his wife. On the grounds that my father survived the prison and my brothers' education was assured."
Livy looks down.
"I'm really crazy, huh? Already knew that she was the father of my own boyfriend, but for money I was even willing to be a stepmother."
"Do you think Sony knows why Livy did all this?" ask Rhesa.
The girl just shook her head. "There's no point in him knowing either."
"But at least, don't let Sony misunderstand you!"
"Let him misunderstand!" Livy squeezed her wedding dress with trembling hands.
"It would be better if he hated me. Not being able to have a loved one is painful. Let him hate me, until he can't remember who I am."
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All night, Rhesa and I sat on the porch enjoying the cold wind. The dark sky, the soft moon covered with clouds. It reminds us of the story between Sony and Livy.
"When Livy told me about what she was going through, as a psychology student I felt really bad!" Rhesa opened her voice. "None word of comfort or motivation came out of my mouth to calm him down. How na'as!"
"Your thinking is wrong" I said. "There are times when a person does not need comfort or words of motivation. They just need someone else's ear to listen to them. So, if you become a psychologist, you only need to use your ears and your heart to understand them!"
"It's weird to hear these words from you." Rhesa smiled softly. "Sister Livy who threw away her love and self-esteem for the sake of her affection for the family.
Sony's sister who sacrificed her feelings for the sake of her father and loved ones. Aren't they just like us? We who live together, throw away our egos for the promises our parents made. Is there not much injustice in the world?"
Carve my eyes on him. Rhesa looked up, staring at the darkening sky.
"If only our parents had not made a crazy agreement by marrying us, perhaps right now, we would have lived each other's lives freely without any distress at heart. Aye, right?"
I got up from my seat.
"Rhesa, did you ever think that we should end this marriage?" my many.
"What?!"
"I'm sorry, it's put you in a tough situation like this." I took a long breath. "Rhesa, I'm not going to force you to really be my partner. It's all up to you. If one day you feel careless and force a divorce from me, by then, I will definitely let you go."
"Mas Dirga, what ..."
"Come in! The air's getting colder."
I left him.
I think my hope is falling. Hearing her words, I no longer had the courage to look at her.
I don't know when I can hold it. Every decision, I let him choose.
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