Will You Marry Me?
The Part 16
(dIRGA PV)
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One thing is very easy ...
It is easy to get ...
Trust ...
How easy it is to get ...
But ...
It will be easier ...
If you want to destroy ...
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"Thank you for the cooperation, sir!" I said, shaking Rudy's hand. A young property entrepreneur who became my new client.
"How about a drink first to celebrate our cooperation?" said.
"Aah .. sorry! I don't drink" I refused.
"Come on, this time alone .. just stick here! I'm buying, you," Refer to Rudy.
We finally got into a bar. But I just ordered a softd drink without alcohol. Yes ... As I recall, that's what I ordered!
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22.15 WIB
"Ouch!"
"What's up, Dirga?" ask Clara.
"Know, nih! My head hurts a lot!" my lament.
"Are you okay?" ask Rudy.
"Yes. Maybe I'm tired" I said.
"I think I should go back to the hotel now. I need to rest. Sorry, can't accompany you any longer."
"okkey. No problem. Your health is more important. Happy resting!" said Rudy.
"I'll take you to your room, Ga! Looks like your condition is not good" said Clara.
"Thank you."
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7.30 WIB
My eyes, which still felt heavy, were forced to open because of the glare of the sun that broke through the glass window.
"Ugh ... it hurts a lot!" I complained, holding my head next to my head.
"Huhuuu .. hu .. huuu ...!"
Who is?! Whose voice is crying? I was still trying to open my eyes and look for the source of the sound.
I found someone with long hair and a white blanket. He sat down on the side of the cot while continuing to cry.
"Rhesa?!" muttered.
Again ... With a heavy head, I spread my gaze around.
Nah! I'm still at the hotel right now. Then who's that woman?
"Huhuuu .. hu .. hu ...!"
"Cla-clara?!" my peek.
As soon as I realized the woman crying by my side was Clara, my consciousness immediately returned completely.
I observed the condition of Clara who was just wrapped around a blanket. Suddenly, my heart became unsettled.
I immediately pulled my body from the bed and immediately saw my condition under the white blanket of the hotel.
"A -- what is ...?"
Not a single thread stuck to my body.
"What's going on?! Claraaaa... What happened?!" my yelling.
But Clara just kept crying without responding to my question.
"Stop crying and explain to me what's really going on?!" my snapping.
"Dirga .. kami .. we've made a big mistake" he said, crying.
"What?! Whatchu mean? What do you mean?!" my yelling.
Again ... Without responding to my question, Clara kept crying.
"No! No way!" shirihku. "This can't happen, right?! No. .. Nothing can happen. No!"
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DIRGA HOUSE
"Lho ... Mr Dirga? How come home?"
I buried myself in my wife's arms as soon as I saw her.
"A--what's up?" tanyanya, wonder.
"That's it! Just two minutes!"
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"Mas Dirga .. Let's get up! Oh, dhuhur, that is! When do you want to sleep? It wasn't breakfast, was it?" rhesa said, while sitting on the side of the couch.
I leaned my body on the head of the couch. I stared at my wife's tired face. Maybe he stayed up late working on his script.
"Mas Dirga is sick?" rhesa asked as she held my forehead. "It seems a bit feverish."
"I'm okay."
"Yes, let's eat! I've made it my favorite Mas Dirga, tuh!"
"He'em."
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"Yes?! Aah .. yes, it's to be eaten, really!" I said, putting a spoonful of rice in my mouth.
Usually ... I would be very happy while eating Rhesa's cooking accompanied by her. But this time .. the painful turmoil suddenly cramped my heart.
"Mas Dirga knows, doesn't he? My script is acc, you know!" said, pleased. "Two more weeks .. I'll be in court."
"really? You've been trying hard."
"So .. Would you like a program now?" rhesa asked, glancing one eye.
I understand what he's thinking. That's what I always ask him. Pregnancy program.
I rubbed the tip of his head and said.
"I'm sorry, Rhesa!"
"Hem?! Why do you suddenly apologize?"
"It's okay. Just want to" I replied.
"What, anyway?! Just worry, you!" her laugh.
I should have been happy when she finally agreed to have children soon. But considering what happened to me and Clara .. I'm sick of it!
I'm sick of myself.
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For almost three weeks, I did not go to the office. I reasoned to accompany Rhesa in preparation for the thesis trial on papa.
But honestly, I don't want to see Clara.
Either the anger, shame or guilt that I would feel when I met him.
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"Mas Dirga ...!"
Rhesa ran towards me who was waiting for her in front of the campus gate. He showed me a very happy face.
"I succeeded! My script has no revisions at all."
The girl poured into my arms full of happiness.
"So .. Would you like to ask for what gift?" my many.
"No ... no ...! Not a gift," he said.
"I'm the one who'll give you the gift."
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Remember that lonely beach we went to when Rhesa was still working?
Yes ... that day we rented a villa there. And spend the night together.
"You really like this place, don't you?" I asked as I wrapped my hand around her waist.
"This place is quiet, right? It's like there's only two of us here" he said. "Thank you for everything all this time. I've got a lot of love from you. I don't need anything but you."
After all the things that have happened to us .. we finally got to this point. Where we both want each other ... both want to be happy ... both want to complete. And both longed for the presence of the little angel in our midst.
"I love you, Rhesa! Very ...!"
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ONE WEEK LATER
DIRGA HOUSE
"Rhes .. I met my mom at the cafe. He said you must ... Clara?!" my peek.
I saw Rhesa and Clara sitting face to face in the living room. Clara looked down with a sad face.
Rhesa looked at Clara with a pale face.
"I.. excuse me!"
Clara just passed from our house. My feelings grew even worse when Rhesa just sat quietly without a word.
"A - - what ..."
Rhesa snatched the paper in front of her. Walked up to me and handed me the paper.
"A--what is this?" my many.
"The letter explains that Clara is pregnant" she said.
"What?"
"Is it true ... The baby it contains .. is your child?!" Rhesa's voice rang out, holding back the anger.
He looked hard at me. It was as if I was looking for answers in my eyes.
"Have you really slept with her, Mas Dirgaaaa ...?!" his screeches.
"Rhes .. I can't do that!" my sergeant.
"Then what's in that crazy woman's womb?!" his yell. "Is that how you want to have children, until you have to sleep with another woman, huh?!"
"Rhes ... listen up! It's not what you think!"
"Then what was it like?!" snapped it. "You've always said that your relationship with Clara is not what I think it is. Then what should I think about?! Katakaaaaan ...!" yells.
"Rhes ..."
"What did Mas Dirga do to me?
Why is Dirga so brave of me?!"
My mouth can only be silent without the slightest defense.
I saw my wife sitting on the floor with tears streaming down from her eyes. Crying so bitterly with so much disappointment in me.
I just stood up like a jerk without being able to calm him down.
What have I done ... until this person I love looks so hurt?!
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