You Sweet Memories In My Suffering
CHAPTER 14: The Unsettled Heart

"Udah! Why so on gini storm. You guys are right, don't be like gini kids."

Ela pulled the arm of her boyfriend leaving a crowd of people who were speculating, even wondering what was going on between them.

From the gaze of the eyes of all the students as if questioning Kinanti. Who is the student to be able to make the two friends who always get along is now tense.

Some students even concluded that there was a love triangle between them.

But how can Kinanti an ordinary student, with his grim look every time he comes to school there is not even spirit in his eyes. Always silent, how could he be involved with two men who could be said to be popular in Nusa Bangsa.

All are still questioning the answer, as well as the words of Raka that make Faisal upset, what does his best friend mean that he has rights? Upon Kinanti? Right, his mind.

He was never angry with Raka, let alone fighting.

Kinanti, his mind was instantly a little claustrophobic as to what Kinanti would face this time around.

Hopefully not only the sadness that occurs in the life of his classmate.

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Ela has known Raka for a long time, as well as her boyfriend's best friend Faisal. But this was the first for him, witnessing the tension between the two.

If it's about Kinanti, besides her classmates this semester Ela doesn't know much about Kinanti.

He only often heard that Kinanti's life was as dark as the look on his face, his friend had to bear such a heavy burden at his age, that he always heard from the mouths of other students.

Despite not knowing the truth about the rumors, Ela never found out further.

Not indifferent, it's just that Ela never wanted to interfere in the personal affairs of others.

Even as he remembered he almost never interacted with Kinanti, but what did his girlfriend have to do with the girl?

A week in the same class as Kinanti was indeed a little changed Raka, once Ela saw Raka who was watching Kinanti from her seat.

But do not want to take a headache, because their relationship is long enough. After all, Raka had never played behind her.

Ela was currently staring at Raka probing, after a while ago pulling her boyfriend away from the crowd, right now they were on the park bench behind the not so crowded canteen.

"Do you like her?" Ela could not make any more pleasantries, she just wanted to hear an answer from her boyfriend immediately.

Raka looked at her in surprise, "You think I'm a jerk who likes other girls, when I've had a relationship with someone myself?"

This time Ela did not accept the accusation Raka, "So far as I saw earlier what Ka? try to clear it up."

Raka sighed before finally answering, "We've been dating from Junior High, you know myself I won't cheat."

Although they had broken up several times because of differences of opinion between the two.

"So you just pity Kinanti, just like any other child because of the unhappy rumors of Kinanti's life?"

Raka shook her head, "That's not a rumor, it's the way it is."

The two were currently sitting side by side, Raka was now staring at Ela, "There's something I can't tell you right now," Raka sighed as if there was a heavy burden on her chest, "But I'm asking you to understand that I have to take care of Kinanti."

Ela still did not understand what Raka meant, as she wanted to reveal what she had been holding, "You-"

"No. I don't like the Kinanti. It's not something like that that makes me care about him. Not because I feel sorry, but more than that" explained Raka who had expected what her boyfriend would say.

Maybe this time Ela should give up, although it is difficult at this time she can only trust Raka back.

"I promise you, as soon as it's time I'll make it clear everything is the same as you," Raka said trying to convince her lover.

Ela clucked, still she could not lie if she felt jealous to see the way her boyfriend looked at Kinanti every time.

"As much as you!"

Raka leaned closer to Ela, then held her hand to try to persuade.

"El, are you jealous?"

Ela clucked again, "Ngapain was asked anyway! You do not realize how you were angry as if you really want to do nganterin Kinanti."

Raka scratched her head, "Oh yeah. But not because I like it too many times, let's just say it's a friend's concern."

"Keep if you often mengeliatin Kinanti, what is the concern of a friend as well?"

This is not a question, Raka knows that Ela's words are a subtle allusion to her.

"Well caught, but I promise not to play behind you El. Trust me the same."

Ela pulled her hand rough, "It's up to you."

But still Ela did not feel better, there was a little bit of her heart was not calm, what the hell made Kinanti so attractive in Raka's eyes?

Ela did not hear what Raka said at length, she was busy with her own thoughts maybe after this Ela had to find out about Kinanti.

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