You Sweet Memories In My Suffering
CHAPTER 3: Faisal Sucks!

It turned out that what Kinanti expected did not happen. He thought today would start the lesson as usual so he would just focus on his class without having to think about what he should do with his new friends.

The hope was dashed when it was more than an hour from the entrance bell, the class was still not entered by any teacher, Kinanti had thought what he was wrong in school today, today, but when viewed from the crowded school environment as usual, it was impossible what he thought.

Finally, as expected, Kinanti just kept quiet in her chair by slapping her head on the table.

Kinanti thought that this way he would fall asleep, but again all was not as expected when someone knocked on his desk.

"Well, anyways?"

Kinanti slowly raised her head to stand up with her interlocutor.

"It's okay."

"Yuk tube with another," Faisal asked as he pointed at a group of friends who looked cool to exchange stories.

"Well?" Kinanti tried to subtly resist by asking questions because she had suspected that she would eventually end up staying silent in the group.

"Just another acquaintance? You why the hell diem in the gini corner, dreamt of continuing to sleep. If you keep gini how people do not think that your life is so depressed, there is no spirit at all."

Kinanti was slightly surprised as well as annoyed at Faisal's words, "Enough! Some of you why the hell take care of my life, I want to be in it, want to turn over also like me, and also the assumption of people about me want how well, like them. I don't care!" Kinanti this time somehow exploded, unlike her usual who would choose silence.

Kinanti was a little clueless about Faisal's actions from this morning which she thought was strange, and she also wondered what exactly made Faisal approach her this morning, was it because Faisal felt sorry for her for knowing something about her?

Kinanti again bowed her head.

Even if you want to be friends with him why should be in a way that makes him upset. Kinanti rarely showed her frustration, usually she would just sit back and respond to it, or take it for granted, but somehow Faisal made her unable to control her emotions.

"Ki."

Faisal poked slowly at Kinanti's arm with his index finger.

Kinanti still chose to be quiet.

"Ki," said Faisal still trying to persuade Kinanti.

Faisal felt guilty, "Judah I'm sorry. But you're always gini, aren't you?"

Kinanti still did not answer.

"Ki, sorry. I just want to win." This time Faisal wiggled Kinanti's hair tied to a ponytail.

"Ki."

There was no time to protest against what the young man was doing a teacher entered the classroom.

"Good morning, kids."

"For Ma'am!" Answer his classmates in unison, some of the chairs that had been closed to gossip, look to start tidying up again as usual.

Kinanti tidied her hair that was a little loose because of Faisal's rocking.

He still felt annoyed, inexhaustible with what Faisal did, for what the young man wanted to be friends with him even though other classmates were also quite a lot, too, and plus Faisal would have a gang that hits it if Sarah said.

"Alana Meisya Kinanti."

Kinanti was immediately surprised that her name was called.

"Mother's present."

"Please introduce yourself. Because we are in a new class so we have to introduce ourselves again," said Bu Indira always Guardians of his class.

Kinanti felt the air around her freeze instantly, all the pairs of eyes in this class were staring at her who was at the very back table alone.

There was no other choice with the legs that he felt were beginning to shake Kinanti got up from her seat.

"Hello everyone, my name is Alana Meisya Kinanti, usually called Kinanti."

Some people in his class were whispering which still could be heard clearly by Kinanti.

"What are his parents living in?"

"Eh yes? Where are his parents?"

"Oh who lives with his grandmother?"

"Everyone please calm down!" Ms. Indira tried to calm the class that started to be noisy.

Kinanti immediately sat down, in fact she wanted to leave the place immediately but there was no choice for her.

The calm did not last long, Kinanti again heard whispers that came back to talk about her.

Where did all his new classmates know about it, even Kinanti never quite so clearly told his life story.

Kinanti could only stare at the end of her shabby black shoes as she had been using them since Junior High.

He did not dare to look at his friends because surely now he was showered with pity, honestly Kinanti did not like it.

But Kinanti will not try to give clarification or whatever the name is, let everyone speculate it is true, his life is sad.

Kinanti was not aware that there was someone who realized his discomfort.

"Udah woi! in silence!"

Raka stood up, her voice was heard all over the room making the students and students just shut up.

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