You Sweet Memories In My Suffering
CHAPTER 30: Clarification of Faisal

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Kinanti was wrong if he thought Faisal would stop, it turns out that his classmate was reckless.

Even Faisal forced his way into his house.

Grandma Kinanti who was selling looked at him memicing.

"That's where it came again?"

Kinanti looked back, Faisal was taking off his helmet.

"Yes Nek, I don't know what to say. Please just drive it out."

Kinanti was about to step in no longer wanting to press Faisal.

Let what the young man does, it's not his business. Kinanti had warned Faisal not to come to his house anymore.

Before Kinanti could take off Grandma's shoes called out to her.

"That friend of his came to you to stay."

Grandma ruffled her waist in front of the parapet door between the store and the stairs.

"How much work Nek."

Kinanti did not lie, this morning she had not washed the dishes and clothes.

There are many job listings waiting for him.

Grandma was still staring at him, as usual with a gaze that almost made her eyes come out.

"Find me first, maybe he wants to be with you."

Kinanti looked at her Grandma in surprise, usually Grandma did not care that there were people looking for her but why was Grandma like insistent on telling Kinanti to meet Faisal?

Especially with the strange words that Grandma used, want to be with you, meaning what Kinanti does not know.

"No. Grandma. Say the Kinanti is busy."

"Win!"

Grandma began to yell, but was slightly held back so that the person in front of her did not hear her.

"Why Grandma? I got a lot of work on top."

"You don't know whose son he is?"

Kinanti.

"He's Bu Sekar's son, the treasurer of the Mother-Mother study where Granny naji."

Kinanti was increasingly confused, what did her grandmother mean. After all what relationship Faisal son who and do not want Kinanti to meet the young man.

"Where do you meet first! Be polite to guests."

"Grandmother is wrong? isn't it Grandma who told Kinanti not to take her home? So Grandma can tell him to go."

"This is different," Grandma began to grow angry.

Kinanti's feet began to climb one staircase, "What's the difference Nek?"

"He's Bu Sekar's son, Grandma's naji friend. Bu Sekar who likes to give mukena, and the biggest dues. He's a rich kid. Don't refuse to be the same as the rich."

Kinanti opened her mouth in shock, "What do you mean Grandma?"

So because Faisal's a rich man? Kinanti was told to be friends with the guy. What about his other friend?

It seems like Grandma is getting stressed after the pain yesterday, that's what was in Kinanti's mind.

"No, Grandma, I don't have time."

"Win!"

Putting his bag just like that on the stairs, Kinanti stepped lazily to meet Faisal.

Seemingly hearing the commotion going on inside, Faisal stood looking at him with a worried look.

"Ki, you-"

Kinanti drew Faisal's hand, "We're talking about it somewhere else."

Faisal understood that he then took Kinanti to his favorite Comfort Zone cafe.

Kinanti did not say much, she stared at the street from the glass window of the cafe.

"Kinanti," Faisal called slowly, taking the initiative to start, "Did I make a mistake?"

Kinanti still did not answer.

"Is this about Nadia?"

Faisal recalled Raka's message a few minutes ago, while he was at Kinanti's place.

Only one name was in Raka's message.

Although Faisal was still figuring out what made Kinanti angry at him.

Kinanti finally wanted to look at him, though still silent.

Faisal took a sip of his saliva, for some reason nervousness came over, "Did Nadia say something to you?"

"Not Nadia, but you. Why do you say you like me?"

"Yes because I like you" Faisal replied quickly.

"Relatedly? aren't you just being nice to everyone?"

Faisal pointed to himself, "I? sweet as everyone?"

Kinanti did not answer, nor did she give any reaction.

Kinanti exhaled tiredly, "Sal, I work at home a lot. The burden of my life is not less. Why are you a burden."

Faisal lowered his head, "Kinanti, I honestly told you to make you feel better. Want to make you feel like you have someone. Not a burden like you said."

"But in fact you ended up being a burden to me."

Faisal lifted his face to find seriousness in Kinanti's speech.

"Did he tell you what's the same?"

"Don't take Nadia with you" said Kinanti.

"But because of Nadia, you're a gini. I've been clear a few times. Nadia and I have never had a relationship. All I noticed from entering High School was you, Kinanti."

Kinanti could not help his heart beat which he knew began to make a sound. But Kinanti tried to be ordinary.

"I've never felt anything other than you. If that's what you want to hear."

Faisal's self-abandonment is completely gone, now Faisal is like a man who came out of a teenage dream novel.

Kinanti tried to stay sane, "You so watch Nadia, after returning from Sarah's house?"

Faisal nodded quickly, not even trying to cover it up.

"That afternoon Nadia cried, she said her parents were fighting. I can't refuse, just as he said he needed a temper. But it's pure because I pity Ki" Faisal explained gently.

"You can be good to me now because of pity."

"No. I thought at first, when I first saw you. But the more I come here the more I realize, it's not just pity. You really don't realize I've been watching you since we went to high school?"

Kinanti recalled whether she knew Faisal before entering the core class, nil. Faisal never entered the memory record in his head.

Faisal looked disappointed, but then he smiled, "It's good that there's a new system in our school. If not, you might not see me."

"Turn to Nadia. Including giving him your jacket? bawain bags? and maybe everything I don't see Sal?"

Kinanti almost hit her own mouth, she was like a woman interrogating her lover.

Faisal laughed, "I don't know, it turns out you have this side as well."

"This side, you mean? "

Faisal advanced his body, "Jealous right?"

"No," Kinti denied wrong behavior, "I just don't want to be counted as a destroyer of people's relationships."

Faisal chuckled, "I have no relationship with anyone. That's why I dare to take you. About Nadia," Faisal looked at Kinanti who was waiting for his answer, "When in the cinema he was cold and minjem my jacket."

Minjem what are you who love Sal, Inner Kinanti.

"If he brought a bag, he was carrying a lot of groceries. And he asked for help Ki, even if Nadia did not ask for help I think that's my basic attitude as a human being anyway. Want to help, yes, when there are people in trouble we will be quiet, right?"

Kinanti nodded, yes as well. Kinanti may not be silent, for example there is someone who looks need help.

"Love the jacket when I brought her too, it was because her skirt was short. There's no other reason. The proof of the same road Nadia I wanted you, I bought that pinch because I remember you."

Kinanti felt guilty, she was very childish. All Faisal's explanation was so touching, it seems that Kinanti has not been able to establish a relationship at this time.

"Sorry," said Kinanti quietly almost inaudibly.

"You didn't throw out her hairpin, did you?"

"No. I keep it in a bag. But Sal."

Kinanti would say something that might make Faisal unhappy.

"Nadia likes you. I, I don't want to be considered a gatel girl who deletin you," said Kinanti later.

"Don't think about Ki. Nadia is so, feelings cannot be forced. As well as my feelings for him," Faisal laughed, "I never thought I would clarify this rich thing to you."

Kinanti looked at Faisal sincerely, "Sorry Sal, I thought you were a jerk."

"Okay, it hurts," Faisal's whine held onto his chest as if he was really sick with Kinanti's words.

"I'm sorry" said Kinanti again.

Faisal chuckled, "We're kind of like dating Ki. You want?"

Kinanti flabbergasted, "Ha what do you want? "

"We .... " Faisal swallowed his salivary, would he say, "We're dating?"

Kinanti choked, but she was neither eating nor drinking.

"For that, I cannot yet. You know, we haven't been in that direction yet. I'm also still unstable, not ready to have a relationship with anyone. And a really complicated family thing, I don't have time for that yet. Sorry," said Kinanti.

Faisal nodded in understanding, "He knows. I also agree with that, except for what you said was labile. I think it's natural, everyone says I'm a crocodile. I was just being nice to everyone. But there are limits. Maybe I should fix that. For now maybe your priority is not for romantic things, right?"

Kinanti nodded, she was moved by Faisal's understanding attitude.

"Okay, I did too. But can't I be around you? Love me the space to be in the life you live."

Kinanti almost cried, especially when she unconsciously nodded.

"But don't you think you can?"

Faisal chuckled, "How's Nyebelin?"

"That's a big bang for you!"

"Beyond? but do not know if you meet the innate want to know mulu," I Faisal after the two laughed together.

"Yes, today. Please bring me home, a lot of work at home. But by the way what did you say to my Grandma, how did she find me? "

Faisal shrugged his shoulders, "I only answered when he had a son who."

Kinanti shook her head, recalling her Grandmother who was getting weirder by the day.

"You are the son of a rich man" said Kinanti.

He then pulled out Faisal's hand, not caring about the confused pain that appeared on the guy's face.

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