You Sweet Memories In My Suffering
CHAPTER 39: The Endless Trial

Kinanti lowered her head even deeper, Grandma's gaze felt piercing.

Right now they are in the security guard room, to settle all the tangles.

Dewi stroked Kinanti's hand, "Quiet ya son, everything will be finished. Bismillah."

It turns out that what the Goddess did was caught by Grandma, making the woman moan lazily.

"Winning! you have to go home!"

Grandma got up ready to pull Kinanti, fortunately the security officer swiftly pulled Grandma to sit back.

"Please calm down, Mom. We will give time for you to solve the problem in a family manner" said the officer firmly.

The security guard then nodded at Burhan to give them a chance to start resolving the matter.

Burhan cleared his throat, "Look, ma'am, let's talk slowly. Let this matter meet its bright spot."

"No need to interfere, I don't know you! Oh are you the mistress of the Goddess, so she left my son?! ******!"

It seems that wanting to talk calmly and kinship will not happen, if this concerns having Grandma in it.

"Mother who should be ashamed to have a child like Prabu. All this time my victim is Mom!"

The goddess did not stay still, she clasped Kinanti's hand as if looking for strength.

"The father who raped me! Until I got pregnant, and had to drop out of college. That's why I got kicked out of Mom's house! Which part of me am I the one who ruined my son's life?!"

Hearing the expression of the heart of the Goddess, for a while Kinanti caught the look on Grandma's face looking surprised.

Maybe all of this is too long.

"Just like Prabu did until now, and he abandoned his son and his wife again!"

"Enough!" Grandma screams loudly.

But the Goddess was too upset, there were still many things that the Goddess wanted to say.

"Mom think the son of the holy mother?! Prabu plays women, drunk, he even sells drugs-"

Dewi felt a squeeze in her hand, Kinanti looked depressed.

This makes the Goddess feel sorry, no matter how angry she is, there is her son here.

Which child would be strong knowing the ugliness of his father, even though Kinanti already knew all this, it was still difficult to accept it.

Tears of the Goddess dripped, "Then Mother, with her insistence on treating my son, who is also the grandson of Mother herself, the son of Prabu like this. What kind of grandma is Mom? Don't you have any mercy?!"

From her seat Grandma started patting her own chest, like she was out of breath.

Kinanti who saw the ha panicked, "Mom! Grandma, Grandma's got a history of high blood, she's afraid she could get to the heart."

Kinanti ran over to Grandma's body which almost fell to the floor.

Dewi and Burhan also look pani, while some officers call health workers.

"Grandma, Grandma why?"

Grandma no longer answered, her whole body was cold and her face was pale.

As soon as the health workers arrived, Grandma was taken to the ICU.

It seems that this is a big problem, Kinanti looked at her mother who now looked unsettled.

The Goddess approached Kinanti, "Grandmother of high blood?"

"Yes Ma'am, the last time Grandma went to the hospital because of high blood, how if Grandma was okay, it means it was wrong Kinanti," said Kinanti.

Burhan stroked the top of Kinanti's head, "Son, we pray together that Grandma will be fine. It's not your fault anyway."

"Yes son, this is not you, this is Mom's fault. Mom was too emotional. Don't burden everything on you, son, we're dealing with this together, okay? Is there anything to call? besides you and Nana, who's Grandma's family?"

Either way someone has to take care of all Grandma's administration.

Kinanti nodded, "Tante Eva Bu."

He then opened his phone to try to contact the Tantenya.

Just then, the Doctor who examined Grandma came out.

"How is he doing, sir?" Ask the impatient Goddess.

The doctor confirmed the location of his glasses slightly tilted, "He was thinking too much, until the stress so that his blood pressure soared. This also leads to complications in the heart. Instead, for now he should not think too hard."

Guilt was rolling in Kinanti's mind.

If this happens, is it possible that he will stay out of Grandma's house?

Kinanti hurriedly called Aunt Eva.

"Why don't you say Aunt Kinanti first! Auntie knows you want to get out of Grandma's house, but you have to think first what you're doing could be fatal to Grandma's health right now!

That was the first time Eva had said it after Kinanti told her everything.

He repeatedly apologized, as well as the Goddess who strengthened by holding Kinanti's hand.

The call was closed afterwards, Eva said it would soon fly from Yogyakarta.

Kinanti laughed, "Is happiness too expensive for me and Nana huh Ma? Honestly, Kinanti was very happy, Kinanti thought after all this Kinanti could directly follow Mom and get out of Grandma's house," complained Kinanti.

He recalled how a while before meeting Grandma, it was as if the world had finally sided with him. He will live with his mother.

"Prophey my son, inshaallah surely Allah will love the way. So that we can get back together," said Dewi trying to strengthen.

"I'm tired Mom. Why does everything always end up not the same as what I expected?"

Kinanti was unable to hold herself back as her body began to tremble.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Mom" said Dewi hugging Kinanti.

"I'm tired Mom. I'm tired, why is our life like this?!"

The goddess could not answer, and she shed tears. How sad to hear his son who feels pain with this life.

Burhan saw a mother and her daughter also feel pain, he stretched his hands trying to give a warm hug to both.

"God knows you are capable, Son, there will be a surprise that God has prepared for you. Patience, a little more. Om sure you can, all this time you have gone through various trials, this time it is the same you can," said Burhan softly.

Kinanti nodded in her tears, hopefully what Burhan said was true.

I hope all this ends well for them.

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Ps. Such is life, full of trials Ki, spirit🤍