Young Mom Charm
Afraid

Beautiful sunshine in the morning began to greet, thin-thin rays slipped in through the air vents, tempting two people who were still asleep in the dream cradle.

Lusy scrunched his eyelids, his head felt heavy and his eyes were reluctant to open. He felt his body heavy, like something was holding back until he found it hard to move. Lusy tried to open her eyelids slowly, waking up from her eyes after feeling a body that was so tired. Until he faintly saw the face that was right in front of him. Dream, that is what is in Lusy's mind because it has not been fully realized.

Until suddenly Lusy opened his eyelids quickly, only to realize that the face in front of him was not a dream, it was real. Lusy looked at Zayn who was still closing his eyes, looking so peaceful and calm.

“What happened?” Lusy wondered in his heart.

Until he realized that his body was in plain condition. Lusy immediately silenced his mouth as he almost shouted.

As Lusy panics, Zayn wakes up to see Lusy covering the surface of his lips.

“You're up.” Zayn smiled warmly, even removing a strand of Lusy's hair from the face as it was a little messy.

Lusy felt his heart beating rapidly, but he tried to calm down and stabilize the rush of blood flow that was pumped so quickly.

“Zayn, what happened?” ask Lusy who doesn't remember last night.

Zayn had guessed that Lusy would not remember. She's worried that last night's events will re-inscribe trauma to Lusy.

“Sorry, instead I want to utilize. It's just that I was really forced because of your condition,” said Zayn who was not directly honest.

Lusy went silent, trying to remember what really happened last night. Sleeping with a man is not the first time, but this time is different because Lusy has promised to change his life, so that the bad past does not repeat itself.

“Night anyone has evil intentions for you, Lu. Someone mixed medicine into your drink,” Zayn said again because Lusy was just silent.

“Lu, are you mad at me?” ask Zayn who is afraid if Lusy blames himself and assumes if he is just utilizing.

Lusy shook his head, he was not angry that Lusy had not lost anything, but was just embarrassed because in their relationship that had just begun, why should there be such an incident.

“I'll wake up and make breakfast,” said Lusy later to cover up his embarrassment and awkwardness.

Zayn nodded, turning his face as Lusy wrapped himself in a blanket and walked into the bathroom.

“Don't get me wrong, Lu.” Zayn stared at the bathroom door that had just closed.

**

Zayn cleaned himself up after Lusy finished and walked out of the room. He put on his clothes again last night, because of course he doesn't have a change of clothes.

Zayn comes out of the room, looking for Lusy's whereabouts and turns out to be still in the kitchen.

He was about to greet the woman, to the point of noticing what Lusy was doing.

Lusy was speechless staring at the pill in his hand. She had time to go out and buy a pregnancy-preventing drug because she was honestly afraid. Lusy was afraid that until she became pregnant, not to mention the matter of Zayn being betrothed and about to get married, making Lusy actually frustrated. Lusy is scared to get pregnant when Zayn leaves her, and how else can she live her life. Should shame continue to accompany the steps undertaken.

Lusy is ready to put the pill in his mouth, until Zayn immediately blocks Lusy's wrist.

“What are you doing? What is this drug?”