Actually Love
Chapter 111_Why are you always there for me
Tiara's days have become colored again since the arrival of her two best friends.
Yesterday Dhilla also called he said he had arrived but because of the soy sauce could not meet directly.
Tonight, as usual he came home from the cafe after work from this morning. Tired ? don't ask again but the reunion with his best friend yesterday was enough to keep his heart a little entertained.
He was just about to open the door to his room,
" Ara ! ". call someone who is now standing not far behind him.
" Hey Ara !" the heavy voice called back to him.
His hand suddenly stopped, slowly turning his body to ascertain whether the voice belonged to the person he so longed for but hated as well.
Deg !
His heart skipped a beat as he saw Zian now standing not far in front of him, looking at him longingly.
Oh my God, those eyes .
Wanting to feel he ran into his arms, wanting to feel he spilled all his longing but he felt he had no right to do all he wanted.
After being ignored for so long.
His eyes began to heat up thinking about all that. His clenched hands firmly held back the emotions that were now raining down on his chest.
" What's this for, brother ? go I want a break !" said the girl painstakingly held back the tears that began to force a gush out of her eyelids.
" Dengerin used to explain me Ra, please". Zian said as he walked closer.
" Stop ! I don't want to hear anything about that. Just go brother!". he said with tears beginning to break out.
Zian's heart was as if it were sliced by those tears.
Tears he did not want to see in Tiara's eyes. But now, that is the cause.
Hurriedly Tiara opened the door although with trembling hands, luckily it worked. Before Zian quickly approached he entered and locked the door.
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" Tiara, I can't believe it. Please love me when to explain everything ". Zian's voice sounded from behind the door.
Tiara did not care, she was now sitting limp on the floor freeing her tears from coming out endlessly.
" Of ara !" call Zian for the umpteenth time. He knew he had hurt the girl so deeply but he was also helpless at the time.
But it turns out that Tiara now hates her so much that she may not even want to see it.
" Okay Ara, this time I'm gone. But tomorrow and then I'll be here again until you want to hear all my explanations" said Zian sounding sloppy.
Zian then walked away from the place with a mountain of regret.
Tiara herself could not lie to her feelings.
He misses Zian so much but is heartbroken because being ignored just creates an ego in his heart.
Can't! brother Zian must also feel the pain of being ignored, just as I felt, his heart said.
Tonight it seems like he can not sleep well considering Zian who again disturbed the calmness of his heart.
Unable to hold him back, Tiara called Hesti.
" Hopefully the child has not yet crooked.
Maybe as soon as I slept, the phone wasn't picked up.
He put the phone back on the table.
Sitting quietly with a noisy mind.
Shortly after, a message came in.
From Hesti.
" Sorry Ra' is out of the toilet. You're not working tomorrow?"
" I don't think so, badmood anymore ".
" Yes, you rest first. It's a little afternoon tomorrow I'm going there. There's something important I want to say ".
" Hem, okay ".
" Bye, Ara ".
" bye ".
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