Actually Love
Chapter 189_Goiska?

"Now I'm even afraid to love you Yuna." Leo let go of his embrace. He looked at Yuna who was still hiding her face. "No, not now, but from the beginning when I realized I loved you. The more I get here, the more I understand that our thinking is different. I don't want you to have any relationship with a man other than me and you who want freedom. You can be friends with anyone as long as not with men. Whether it's Vano, Karel or anyone else. I don't know how to make you happy, I don't know how to make you laugh as much as when you were with Vano, I was even wrong when I wanted to make you feel happy. And here I am Yuna, a man who only has love for you but is unable to make you happy. I'm sorry." Leo walked up and walked out. He closed the door of the room back and walked towards the study room.

Yuna was crying in silence. He still bit his lips and hid them in his face. He hurts to hear Leo's words, what else Leo feels.

''I am happy with you, very happy. Why do you think I'm not happy with you.'' Yuna sobbing. The night seemed to lead him to such a piercing sadness. Her tears made the sadness seem shackled, "I'm sorry. I hurt you repeatedly with my nature. I hurt you repeatedly because of my behavior. I always make you suffer. A simple request I always break."

_In another room.

Neva chuckled at the comments flooding her account.

"What meda?" a message from Raizel.

"Reading and occasionally replying to your comments on my social media accounts" Neva replied.

"What's that about my picture?" Raizel replies with PeDe emotes

"Yup, you made my social media account explode Raizel." Neva responded with an emoticons of applause.

"Waww...," Raizel replied.

"Hahaaa," Neva replied and there was no reply from Raizel but he was instead startled by a flood of comments and like bombs on his social media accounts. It's because... Raizel left a trail there.

"Well." only that word was written there but it made his friends crazy. Neva did not comment there. Some bullied him out of jealousy because he got a comment from Raizel.

"Raizel. You got me attacked" Neva sent her a message.

"Hahaaa.. enjoy Neva, oh. please send me a photo yesterday." Raizel replied.

"Don't use it wrong" the message Neva posted on the photo she sent to Raizel.

"No way," Raizel replied.

"You're gonna upload it?" asked his assistant after seeing Raizel insert a photo of himself with Neva on his social media account. They are currently in the car to return home after a full day of activities.

"Yes," Raizel replied as he typed the caption.

"Don't do it or you'll get Mak Cuty's nagging and pass out" the assistant warned.

"I don't care," Raizel replied indifferently.

"You just signed a contract for a new movie. Don't get a case. You can't have a close girlfriend, it'll ruin your reputation. Your fans will be reduced, and it will automatically reduce the interest of PH (Production House ) to use you as the artist" his assistant tried to warn him again.

"Cerewet.I don't care at all, I'm not even a rich artist" Raizel replied arrogantly.

"Okey, it's up to you. But if your career is ruined because you have a target girl, you don't cry blood in front of me."

"I said I don't care about my career. I'm getting tired of all this, too." After he finished saying this, his hand pressed the button on his phone and immediately uploaded a photo on his social media account. He knew it was going to explode and flood the comments. After uploading it he exited his account and did not pay attention to the comments.

"You know why I jumped into the world of entertainment. It was not because of money, nor because of popularity," Raizel turned his head towards his assistant. In school he often did drama, he even took drama classes, over time he began to like this one world. "If I'm destroyed in the entertainment world, don't worry, you'll still be my assistant" Raizel patted his assistant's shoulder.

"Hahaa, you know best what I want Boss to do" Raizel's assistant said with a laugh.

Raizel's phone rang and there was an incoming call from Neva.

"Shut up you.." Raizel threatened his assistant to shut up after finding out who made the call.

"Ready," he answered. He then opened his social media account and opened the photo that Raizel had just uploaded. Sure enough, the photo upload immediately exploded.

"Raizel you're crazy.." Neva immediately shouted after the call was connected. Neva is shaking half to death because she got bullied from fanatical Raizel fans. The incoming message on his message box even exploded, he got a lot of questions from his friends. He has now removed a photo of Raizel in his social media account but he is still being attacked.

"Hahaa... How do you know that I'm crazy?" raizel answered with laughter.

"Remove now also our photo from your account," pinta Neva, he pleaded.

"It's been uploaded" Raizel replied lightly.

"You can remove Raizel, please." Neva cried but did not shed tears. Raizel just laughed across the street. "You're going to drive me crazy even more if that gossip account re-posts your upload. Raizel, please..." Neva pleaded with a clear voice.

"Let it go, they will be tired themselves later," Raizel replied lightly. He's used to it but Neva? He won't be able to sleep tonight and maybe the next nights.

"I'm sorry to send you that photo" Neva pursed her lips.

"Hahaa..," Raizel was only able to laugh across the street.

"My days will be bad after this Raizel.." Neva's voice sounded desperate. He imagined raiding Raizel fans on campus and even at a dining venue.

"I'll make it back to the beautiful Neva" Raizel replied.

"Tidaaaaac. You will make things worse" Neva said. Later, Raizel's assistant gives Raizel his cell phone. There was an incoming call from Mak Cuty reprimanding him.

"Neva, I'm sorry to disconnect this call. There are people who bother," said Raizel.

"Okey," answered Neva and then ended the call.

Raizel lazily received a call from Mak Cuty reprimanding him. He knows he'll get sprayed and it'll probably last a few days.

"Ray..." Mak Cuty screamed so loud from the phone connection that Raizel kept the phone away from his ear.

"Save your nagging Mak, I'm tired. Tomorrow's fine," Raizel replied lazily.

"You're my best love, my love, my most handsome love" is not what Raizel thinks. Mak Cuty praised him. What's the matter? "Rai... Where did you get that photo? Did you really meet her? What you posted was a young Miss from the Nugraha family, right? The daughter of one of the conglomerates in the country. Aaaaa.. You'll get soaring..You're good at finding my love, my love, my sweet."

"What do you mean?" Raizel raised his eyebrows.

"It's an advantage for you. Gossip will spread, they will definitely think you really have a special relationship with the daughter of the conglomerate. They're all going to hunt you down." explains Mak Cuty. Hearing that, Raizel immediately disconnects Mak Cuty's call and immediately opens his social media account. He pressed the delete button. And the photo disappeared from his account.

"Damn..," he cursed with great annoyance.

"Why remove it?" ask assistant. The assistant just found out that the photo of the girl Raizel posted was of a young Miss the daughter of one of the country's conglomerates. Many recognized him, many did not recognize him and immediately bully because he managed to enter into someone whose photo was uploaded by Raizel.

Just there... Neva thinks that Raizel deleted the photo because of her request. He deactivated all comments on his social media accounts.

"Thank you Raizel," he sent a message to Raizel. Then, he instantly deactivated his phone.

_In the morning.

Leo did not sleep at all. How could he sleep while his heart was raging. He was sorry for yuna yelling.

Suspicious? Suspicious of Yuna and Vano? He just didn't like it when they met what else was staring at each other, talking to each other and even telling stories and laughing at each other. Is he wrong with that? Suspicious? Of jealousy? Possessive? I don't know what his name is. The whole point of it all is that Yuna should not be close to other men other than herself. Like he who is not close to a woman other than his wife. When he comes to his senses with his love for Yuna, he no longer deals with Kiara, as much as he dodges. Can't Yuna be like that?

Is it selfish if he wants that from Yuna?

He stepped up from his seat and walked out. He went to Yuna's room. He stood for a moment, just standing in front of the door without opening it. For a few minutes, he finally grabbed the doorknob and slowly opened it.

The lights are still on. He walked in and approached Yuna. Right now, Yuna was already asleep. He slept curled up with his eyes. Leo looked at that face, the beautiful face he had always missed. His eyes were filled with tenderness watching his wife. Her hands stretched out to justify Yuna's hair falling on her cheeks. Then, with great care, he lifted Yuna's body and brought her to their room.

He hugged Yuna and kissed her forehead. Her warm hands crept into Yuna's clothes and gently rubbed her beautiful belly. The corners of his lips lifted into a smile, "Baby Lee," he murmured. Then, he closed his eyes.

The night still left restless, he also still left a piteous, that he also still left fear. Fear of loving for fear of loss. He promises to always keep the love he has, so there is no gap to lose.

"Darling," Yuna called out to him.

"Hmm? Did I wake you?" answer Leo. He drew closer to Yuna. He hugged his wife warmly.

"Darling, I'm sorry" Yuna said. He rested his head on Leo's chest.

"It's okay, I'm wrong" replied Leo. He looked down and kissed Yuna. "Now, go to sleep" he said lovingly. Yuna nodded and returned Leo's embrace to him.

There is nothing more beautiful than embracing your body, nothing happier than clutching your body.

Calm..this taste is very calm. Keep it like this. Clutching each other, understanding each other, and understanding each other. Two thoughts of the human brain cannot be perfectly the same. And we can't force him to always be the same.

"Darling," Yuna called again.

"Yes" replied Leo.

"I love you and am very happy with you" he said lowly. Leo rubbed his hair and kissed his forehead.

"Thank you, baby," he said gently in love.

__By the morning Yuna woke up and cleaned herself up. Then, he went down.

"For Brother Yuna..," Neva smiled as she greeted him from the living room.

"Morning, Neva..," Yuna replied. His eyes are looking for Leo.

"Sister Lee is in the kitchen" Neva said as if she knew what Yuna was thinking. Yuna nodded and smiled. He immediately steps into the kitchen, and finds Leo there. Yuna approached him and hugged him from behind. He rested his head on Leo's back.

"Darling, what are you doing?" tanyakanya. "Isn't breakfast ready" he continued.

"Make milk for you" replied Leo. His hand stirred the chocolate flavored milk plan inside the glass he made.

"Hhmmm, sweet sir." said Yuna. He rubbed his nose on Leo's back.

"Mrs, have you taken a shower?" ask Leo. Then he turned his body. He lifted Yuna up and held her in front, both hands supporting Yuna's body. While Yuna's feet flanked her waist, Yuna's position was higher than her current.

"Here you go" Yuna replied. His hand plays Leo's hair. "My body scent is already fragrant," Yuna continued.

"really?" leo asked her. He took Yuna to the dining room.

"Of course," Yuna replied and she immediately lowered her head. "You can kiss her right away" she whispered softly.

Leo chuckled, "You're getting better at seducing me, ma'am," said Leo. He looked up at Yuna lovingly. Then, Yuna lowered her head and kissed her lips. The most delicious breakfast. Leo locked those pink lips, he didn't let them loose.

Until a scream stopped them.

"Aaaaaaa..... Geez," Neva who doesn't know what's going on is sneaking into the dining room just like that. He immediately closed his eyes tightly. "Well, my eyes. He's tarnished. My eyes have been stained by the behavior of those of you who don't know the place" he restrained his smile.

Yuna immediately hugged Leo and hid her reddened face like an apple.

"Little boy, you are a demon bully" said Leo and then lowered Yuna.

Neva opened her eyes and sat on the bench.

"Huh, outrageous. You make my eyes unholy again" Neva said with a hint of laughter. The shadow of his older brother who kissed Yuna greedily floated in his brain.

Yuna sat on the bench feeling half-dead shame. She hid her face, she did not dare to look at Neva because she felt so embarrassed. Leo went back to the kitchen to get some milk.

"Darling, are you going to Alea's flower house again today?" ask Leo. He put the milk on the table and then sat down beside Yuna.

"Yes" replied Yuna.

As usual, Leo was serving Madam.he took breakfast for Yuna and would wipe her lips immediately if any food accidentally hit her beautiful lips.

"Huffff. It frustrates me as single" Neva protested against them.

"Shut up and finish your breakfast, little girl" replied Leo.

"Your most beautiful child is being persecuted" Neva slightly raised her voice. Then they laughed a little.

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Authors Notes

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