Actually Love
Chapter 180_Forget
"Arnis Calling," Vano received the call.
"What's a baffle girl?" said annoyed.
"Hallo would-be husband," she said in a joking tone but she wished in her heart if her words were true. "Where are you? Why so many?" Arnis asked back.
"At the lantern festival. What's calling me bawel?" ask Vano. He stepped a little away from the Neva.
"Gosh, your question is like you don't like my phone. Ck, okay," Arnis puckered his lips over there. "Tomorrow me to the Capital. Can you pick me up at the airport?"
They both talked in phone calls.
Meanwhile, over there. His pair of eyeballs looked at that back with a beautiful look. His heart beat, his hands became cold, and his face became red. The touch of a soft hand on her cheek, the warm breath caressing her face, and the nose touching each other...
'He... he...why did you say that? Whispering to me? Or Kiss?' Aaaa... Neva held his chest because the beating in his heart felt so tight that it made him feel tight.
'How's this? Why is my heart like I can't control it? Conscious Neva... She loves your sister-in-law, Neva realized... You'll get hurt more later.' He took his breath many times and tried to calm himself. Then, slowly, he flipped over and stepped away.
'This is wrong. I shouldn't have approached, this is wrong. What if he approaches me just to get close to Brother Yuna? He is not that kind of man, he has a soft heart. I don't want him to get hurt, I don't want to hurt him. What if the two of them met each other? They can overcome the feelings they once had in their hearts. Neva...forget him, forget it.forget it..," Neva increasingly took her steps away to get away, she ran small while holding her chest that felt tight. Forget it. That's what he keeps whispering in his heart. Forget her.
He stood by the side of the road and stretched out his hand to stop the taxi. The taxi stopped in front of him, he immediately opened the taxi door but then someone closed the taxi door again. He looked...
"I'll take you, '" he said. Then, he approached the taxi driver and gave him money. "I told you, I'll drive you," he stood in front of Neva, "I told your driver to come back because I'm going to drive you, not let you come home in a cab."
___ They sit on park benches. Neva distanced herself a little. A few minutes of silence before Neva finally began to speak. He took a deep breath before actually opening his mouth.
"Sister..," she called slowly.
"Yes?"
"May I know something?" ask Neva. Actually he hesitated to ask her, he was afraid Vano was offended. He held the canned drink in his hand tightly.
"Come, just ask instead of it keeps you thinking and not finding the answer" Vano replied with understanding. Neva's tone of voice was so hesitant.
Neva raised her face and turned to look at Vano. He took his breath back.
"How is your relationship with Brother Yuna?" the question is slow but very clear. Vano smiled at the question. Yuna is someone who made her fall in love and heartbreak simultaneously. Yuna, the one who made her goofy for liking a little yellow box doll. Yuna. someone who was once so beautiful in her heart. Yuna's...
"We are friends" he replied. His eyes looked forward and with a smile he continued saying, "The most precious friend" he continued. ''You are my most precious friend, so you can count on me at any time" Yuna said that afternoon just ringing in her ear.
"Friend?" ask Neva to convince.
Vano nodded, "Yes, best friend."
"May I ask you one more time?"
"Please" replied Vano. He turned his head and returned Neva's eyes to him.
"I'm sorry in advance, if this question offends you and makes you uncomfortable. I'm really sorry" Neva said. Vano laughed at hearing that.
"Ask me. You better ask and not just expect it" Vano said with a slight laugh. He already knew and could guess where Neva's question was headed.
"Did Kak Vano love him?"
"Yes," Vano replied honestly. Neva nodded and immediately lowered her head. "I love him but that was before," he continued. He looked at Neva who was bowing before him. "If this time... I say, if I love you, do you believe me?"
Neva slightly gasped at hearing this. He lifted his face and returned Vano's eyes to her.
"It's best not to" he answered. He immediately connected his words before Vano replied. "There are some reasons that seem easy to solve but are actually complicated. There are a few reasons that make me give up. I know it's the past, I know it's past, I know we're moving forward but I'm still so worried. You three are so complicated."
"No, Brother Lee has given his blessing. But I know him. It's just in his mouth, just to make me happy. I don't want her to hate you, I don't want her to look at you with hatred." Neva said. Then, he immediately stood up from his seat. "Sister, please take me home" he said. He stepped in front of Vano and passed him...
Vano's hand grabbed his hand, stopped his steps and made his heart pound again. Neva looked straight ahead.
Without letting go of his handrails, Vano stood up and placed himself before Neva.
"I'll clear your doubts" he said. Their eyes stared at each other.
"Don't hurt Brother. Don't expect a love that's so hard to be with. I don't want you to be in a place that makes you uncomfortable. I don't want you in a place where someone looks at you with hatred. And that look belongs to my own brother."
"If I don't mind that, why are you thinking so much about that?"
Neva returned her eyes, she looked into her eyes, so beautiful, so beautiful. Slowly he gave an answer.
"Because I love you" he said with a sad look on his face. The hand is getting tighter. "I want you to be liked by all my family, I'll get sick if I see you being looked upon with hatred by my brother. I'd be sick if my brother harbored all the anxiety just for my sake. Brother Lee and Brother Yuna have been together.Let them be happy, let me give up and give up. We don't have any ties yet so it'll be easy to forget each other" he continued.
"You think so well of something. However, there are times when you have to think casually," Vano rubbed his hair gently. Then took his hand to get to the car.
They kept quiet throughout the journey.
"Girl. somehow this is going through. Let's go for what it is, don't try to get away from me" he told Neva when his car stopped in front of Neva's gate.
"Okey, but you have to promise..." Neva looked up and looked at him. He has a request.
"What?"
"Practice me ice cream."
___ At 01.00 Neva still can't close his eyes. He still imagined the scene of the collision and.
"What would happen if the phone didn't ring? Warm breath, soft touch of his hands, warm caress of his breath and. Omg..." Neva ruffled her own hair.
"Can't happen, can't. Forget Neva.. Forget it, forget it." He felt like he was thinking about himself. He pulled the blanket and closed his eyes. But can't sleep. Then, he got out of his bed, he went out of the room and went to Mama's room. Papa is still abroad at the moment.
His hand knocked slowly, and before long Mama opened the door for him.
"Why? Can't sleep?" ask Mama for attention. Mama finds out that her daughter is running out of road with Vano, the driver who gave her. Neva nodded and entered. He immediately threw himself on the bed of Mama.
"Can you tell me why you can't sleep, miss?" ask Mama. Mama sleeps next to Neva and facing her, she allows Neva's hair to fall apart.
Neva looked at Mama for a bit, then hugged her.
"Ma.o...,"
"Hm.'
"I want to continue studying abroad," he said slowly, he knew Mama would be surprised to hear it and sure enough, Mama immediately let go of her embrace and looked at Neva sharply.
"Why? There are many good universities in the country, why should you go abroad?"
"I want to try to be independent Ma. No driver, no maid, not served." she tried to give an excuse.
"That's what you can do here without having to go abroad" Mama answered Neva's reasoning.
"I want to have a lot of experience. Please allow me..."