Actually Love
Chapter 208_Don't Avoid Me

"Did he just say? A date?" Leo asked Yuna, and Yuna answered the shoulder force. "He likes other guys besides Vano?" Ask Leo again. Then, Yuna picks up Leo's phone and opens the search app.

"Ok Embah artist Raizel," said Yuna. And Mbah immediately gave a lot of information about Raizel and of course gossip about his proximity to Neva. In fact, Neva got several invitations from gossip shows and some talk shows but she turned them down.

"I don't know if they've been or haven't been but Raizel has been here a few times and they've both been on walks together" Yuna explained after Leo saw the news and Vidio about Raizel and Neva. Sure, he knows and knows Raizel's parents.

"What do you think?" Ask Leo. He laid himself on the sofa and placed his head on Yuna's thigh. This is so that he is close and can hear the beautiful thump that is in Yuna's stomach.

"Emmm, I think the two of them are just friends. I think Neva still loves Vano but she dodges. You know why, don't you?" Yuna answered and also asked a question. He looked down and looked at Leo. Leo's hand lifted and rubbed his cheek gently.

"I've talked a lot with him, that night. I've given him my blessing and we can definitely get through it easily but that kid is too stubborn" Leo replied. She was afraid Yuna was sad and blamed herself.

Yuna nodded faintly. He remembered what Vano told him. That, Neva refused

because he does not want Vano present in a relationship in which there is someone who hates him. He doesn't want Vano to get hurt and also doesn't want Leo to get hurt. Two men he loved very much.

Yuna let out her breath. His hands rubbed Leo's hair with attention. He smiled thinly.

"Darling, do you still hate Vano?" Ask slowly. His pair of eyeballs were staring at Leo wistfully.

"hate?" Leo turned his lips. "It seems I still hate him" Leo replied. Yuna's face immediately turned sad hearing that answer. "Hey...." Leo immediately raised his head and then hugged him. She kissed Yuna's hair lovingly, "I do still hate her but I'm willing if they're together," Leo put his hand on Yuna's stomach and rubbed it gently. "Don't think about anything okay" he continued.

__Neva steps out the gate to meet Raizel.

"Hi, are you driving by yourself?" Neva asked after being next to Raizel's car.

"How can I let those two creatures bother us" Raizel replied and then opened the car door for Neva.

Driving cars are passing through the capital's traffic density.

Neva suggests going to a beach that is empty of visitors.

"The day you graduated?" Raizel asked with a focus on the streets.

Neva nodded, "Yes," he replied. He pulled out his phone and made a photo. "Hallo Artist Raizel." he said with a smile. Raizel immediately turned his head towards him and Click.

"I'm going to send this to your phone" Neva said, and she immediately sent the photo to Raizel's messaging app.

Along the way, they were concerts in the car. They sang a song that Raizel played through his audio.

After nearly three hours of travel, they arrived at a deserted beach. The quiet beach.

The footsteps of the two teenagers climbed the sand that immediately made his steps imprint on the sand.

On the shore, Neva and Raizel stood staring far ahead. Looking at the chasing waves and the clear blue sky almost without clouds. Raizel doesn't wear his glasses anymore. He wanted to be free, as free as an eagle flying in whichever direction he wanted.

"Can you paint on the sand?" Ask Neva. His eyes looked around.

"Can you dong" Raizel replied, "Do you want me to paint?" Ask.

"Haha, I'm not sure," Neva laughed lightly, she stared doubtfully at Raizel. Then, Raizel ran away from her. Neva. Paying attention to Raizel who ran away and was like picking up something. Then, Raizel immediately brought his steps back to the front of Neva.

"Ready?" Raizel showed off the small wood in his hand. Neva laughed and nodded.

"You can really paint?" Neva asked doubtfully and in a mocking tone.

"I will prove it now Miss." replied Raizel and directly moved the wood in his hand on the sand. Neva noticed it, every scrap of wood on the sand. The hand seemed very agile to make scratches on the sand.

And. This is the result....

Neva laughed out loud seeing the results.

"You painted Dora?" Neva asked with a laugh. "It's even very ugly," he continued to tease.

"I painted you. Look, it's very similar to you" Raizel said. He pointed at Neva's face and his paintings, assuring that they were very similar. Make Neva instantly waist-tracked. "Your face is very similar to Dora's, hahaaa."

"What did you say?" Neva widened her eyes. He glared at Raizel ferociously. He behaved to beat him up.

Blurred.... Raizel runs and Neva chases him. Like that the beach is not only about the waves, and sand but also about the footsteps that chase each other.

"Stop, you...." Neva shouted loudly. The cry carried by the wind and conveyed it to someone who had already run ahead of him. In the end... Raizel relented and stopped. Seeing Raizel stop from his steps, Neva immediately sped up his run and prepared his bogem.

"Feel this." he still yelled and then hit Raizel's back in annoyance, hitting him many times. Getting that punch made Raizel laugh out loud. Being free is so happy. It turns out to be this simple.

After several blows to Raizel in annoyance, Neva finally stopped.

"You're satisfied?" Ask Raizel.

"Not yet, I want to strangle you," Neva replied looking at him intently. Then, they stood side by side, staring straight ahead. Return to notice the waves that are chasing.

Neva stretched out her arms and felt the wind of the beach caressing her face.

"Follow me" he told Raizel. Raizel turned towards him. Looking at Neva from the side. The girl spread out her hands, turned her face and closed her eyes.

Raizel followed him. He stretched out his hands and closed his eyes.

"You feel the wind caressing your face?" Neva asked without opening her eyes.

"Yes" answered Raizel.

Neva smiled, "Cool isn't she?" Ask.

"Yes" Raizel replied, still maintaining his position.

"Did you hear the sound of the waves?" Ask Neva.

"Yes" answered Raizel.

Neva smiled, "The sound of the waves is so beautiful isn't it?" Ask.

"Yes" answered Raizel again.

Neva smiled, "Did you see the beach?" Ask Neva again.

"Of course not, because my eyes are closed," Raizel replied with a chuckle.

"So..What do you see in the dark of your eyes?" Ask Neva. This question did not immediately get an answer from Raizel. But before long, he immediately gave an answer.

"You," he replied with a smile on his lips. Neva chuckled at Raizel's reply. Then, he felt his fingers touched and tightly grasped. He's letting.

"Neva," call Raizel to him.

"Yes" answered Neva. They still turned their faces and closed their eyes.

"So..What do you see in the dark of your eyes?" Raizel's question mimicked Neva's question to him.

Neva laughed lightly hearing the question back to her. In the dark of her eyes, she looks at Vano's face, sees her smile, looks at her eyes. However, he also looked at his sister's face, seeing how those eyes looked so uncomfortable when meeting Vano. He couldn't have hurt the two men.

"Nothing" he answered. The tip of his eyes was back in water. "empty and dark. I didn't see anything" he continued.

"Oh yeah?" Ask Raizel.

"Heem," Neva replied faintly.

"So let me fill it up" Raizel said.

Neva opened her eyes and looked back to the front.

"I'll go, Raizel," he replied. Hearing that, Raizel immediately opened his eyes. He turned to Neva.

"What's? Gone?" Ask to convince. He hoped he heard wrong.

Neva nodded and looked towards him. They both stared at each other.

"Yes, I'll leave after graduation" Neva replied.

"You went to college abroad?" Ask Raizel. Neva nodded again and then turned away. He looked back at the beach with his waves.

So did Raizel, he couldn't think of anything. Neva is leaving? They both kept quiet. Enjoy the gentle wind.

Later, Raizel pulls Neva to get closer to the beach and play with the waves.

"No, no...." Neva rejects him and tries to pull his hand from Raizel's. However, Raizel firmly continued to pull her, so that she could not escape.

"Aa. I don't have a change of clothes, okay" Neva tried to stop him. Raizel kept him playing with the waves.

"I was envious of the waves" Raizel told Neva after Neva stopped revolting.

"Why?" Ask Neva.

"Ombak chasing each other and will not be tired to keep chasing. However, I began to doubt my feelings when I found out you were leaving. Can I wait for you, can I be far away from you" said Raizel, his eyes staring sadly at Neva. "Why do you have to go?"

Neva releases Raizel's hand. He stepped into the deeper sea.

"Hey, where are you going?" Raizel asked trying to stop him.

"Come here, follow me," Neva. His hand waved asking Raizel to follow him. And Raizel followed him immediately. Neva kept walking and Raizel followed.

Then, the Neva stops when the water level is just above her waist. Raizel caught up with him and stood before him.

"What are you doing?" Ask Raizel.

"Feeling the waves" he answered. Raizel smiled at the answer.

"You feel the waves?" ask Neva.

Raizel nodded, "Yes," he replied. "But it's quieter" he continued. Neva nodded.

"That's what Raizel's heart is like" Neva said. Raizel looked at him and frowned faintly. "In a relationship, the waves must be there, but if you are so deeply in love with her then they will not be so felt" Neva explained. Raizel was still looking at her with her beautiful eyes. "However, there are times when you have to give up and pull over when you realize that the deeper you go, the more you drown" Neva continued. Raizel nodded in understanding. He grabbed both of Neva's hands and grabbed them.

"Will you accept my feelings for you?" said it. He hoped Neva would nod. It doesn't matter if he leaves.

Neva smiles at Raizel's love speech.

"Initially, you were a shitty guy, a real bitch in my opinion. You messed up my life in a matter of hours, you're also the most perverted guy, you peek at me. That's so sickening you know," Neva chuckled.

"Hahaa. I was not accidentally," Raizel replied.

"Not intentionally?" Neva widened her eyes. He glared at Raizel. And immediately pulled his hand. Then, pinch Raizel's arm tightly.

"Aaaaaahhhh, you.." cried Raizel.

"You peeked at me on purpose" Neva said

"I didn't mean it, suer." Raizel replied with two fingers.

"Okey" answered Neva. He did not want to discuss it anymore, it would make him even more embarrassed.

"Raizel, let's stay friends" Neva said.

"No, I want you to be my girlfriend" Raizel replied.

"Railzel...." Neva. "I can't have a relationship with you other than being friends."

"So you're rejecting me?"

"We're friends, okay," Neva smiled and grabbed Raizel's hand. He shook his hand. "We.. friends," said Neva.

"Haha...." Raizel laughed and replied to Neva's hand. "Okey," he answered. "But you should know that I would still expect you to be my soul mate. People say. if the soul mate is not going anywhere," Raizel continued.

Neva nodded, "Okey, we leave it to fate" Neva replied.

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Raizel escorts Neva back after dusk disappears.

"You're out with Raizel?" Ask Mom after they finish dinner. They sit in the family room.

"Yes" answered Neva.

"You like it?" Ask Mama again. Neva looked towards her mother.

"We're Mama's friends. I just want to make memories with him today" Neva explained. Mama nodded.

"You're really going?" Mom looked at him with attention. Neva nodded slowly.

"I've been accepted, so what do I doubt?" Answer Neva. To be honest, Mama disagrees with Neva's desire to continue studying abroad but she can't force Neva to stay.

_At 19:30 Neva came out to meet his friends. They hang out and make memories at one of the Korean restaurants.

Tell stories, joke, laugh, sing and hold hands.

"Time is passing away, leave a story about us.

There will be no more now your laughter to wipe out all the loneliness in the heart.

There's a story about me and him and we were together a long time ago.

There are stories of a wonderful time when we grieve when we laugh,"*

And the hands clung more and more tightly, and the hands seemed unwilling to come off. Many stories shared, many stories written together, many fairy tales created together. They bowed, and a bit. As it turned out, time passed so quickly, it turned out that time was so quickly passed.

Dude, never forget that we once laughed together, we once grieved together, we ever told a story together. Dude, never hesitate to tell when you get what you dream about, never hesitate to tell when you are so happy, ever, because we will laugh together to accompany you in happiness and never hesitate to tell when you are very sad and even down because we will accompany and embrace you, take you to meet our laughter again. We will be separated but we will stay close to our hearts.

Then, they hugged each other and laughed back at each other. It is a process, meeting and then parting is a law of nature.

After 21:30, they returned. Neva opened her phone and there was an incoming message from Vano.

"I'm waiting for you up front," the contents of his message made Neva widen her eyes. How does he know where I am. His inner.

"Good, brother," he replied. He can't escape.

Then, he immediately came out and instantly found Vano waiting for him.

"How does Brother Vano know if I'm here?" Ask Neva after she gets in front of Vano.

"I have a lot of spies, hahaa.." she replied with a crisp laugh. "Come on," he asked as he opened the car door for Neva.

Vano drives his car at a moderate and relaxed pace.

"Where are we going?" Ask Neva. He looked towards Vano.

"Have you ever seen a lamp that looked like a star? Which is often seen in scenes of romantic movies," asked Vano.

"Mmm, no. Are we gonna see him tonight?"

Vano nodded, "Yes," he replied. "You don't have a show tonight?"

"Nothing, it's just it's night and Mama will definitely worry about me" Neva replied.

"I asked him for his permission" replied Vano.

"Wawww....really??" Neva clapped lightly. Vano nodded with a smile. Then he drove his car quickly.

Until, Neva looked up to see the building in front of her. A magnificent tall building. Vano invited him in. Very quiet.

"Is this the new Mahaeshwara family hotel?" Neva asked after paying attention to her surroundings. This hotel is not officially open yet.

"Yes," Vano replied with a nod. Then they both got into the elevator.

"Floor 50?"

"Yes." Yeah."

The elevator took them both upstairs.

Till. Vano came out first and followed Neva behind him.

"Here" said Vano. His hand stretched out and grabbed Neva's hand. Take her to the place she wants to show you. A hand that carries a beat to the heart. Neva bit her lower lip. He tries to suppress his feelings and does not want to get carried away, no longer want to be spoiled by the feeling that is caused by this togetherness.

"Until, look," said Vano. He looked at Neva for a while and then looked down.

Neva's eyes were filled with admiration seeing this. This was not just like what he often saw on television but more beautiful than that. Below.His eyes could see the winding and terraced highway. The headlights of the car traveling opposite made it look like a star was lined up and dancing beautifully.

Vano's hand was raised to be placed on Neva's shoulders slowly. He gently embraced it. Neva turned to him.

"You like it?" Ask Vano. He turned his head and returned Neva's eyes to him.

Neva nodded softly, "Like," he replied. Then, turn back. He took a deep breath.

"Are you really going?" Ask Vano low. He was still staring at Neva.

"Sir Vano knows?" Neva answered again.

"Yes" replied Vano. "So, are you really going?" Ask repeating.

Neva nodded, "Yes."

"You're avoiding me?"

"To be honest, yes," Neva answered honestly and then he lowered his head. Vano's hand moved to his cheek and brought Neva's face to look at him. Cupp... He kissed Neva's lips gently. Neva's eyes immediately widened and could not think anything as the lips pressed on. He was only able to feel a thump in his heart that was pounding so fiercely.

Neva's hand tries to push Vano's body but Vano immediately takes her hand and grasps it. While Vano's hand slipped between Neva's hair. Kissing her lips deeply yet gently. In the end, Neva no longer rejected him. He closed his eyes.

Vano let go of his hand and hugged his waist, making Neva in his arms. When the lips meet each other and convey something that cannot be conveyed by words then a roaring heartbeat that is able to feel it. Being at an altitude of 271.9 meters makes the wind feel so cold but it is replaced with warm kisses and hugs this.

"Don't avoid me." said Vano after finishing his kiss.

Soba ni Itai Yo Kimi no tameni dekiru koto ga Boku ni Aru Kana (Can I still be by your side)

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Author Notes. (Curatan 🥰 )

Ahaaiii..why is Thor blushing ya🥰.

Eit... who yesterday and waiting for this scene. Where is the man....😆😆

Sorry if anyone disagrees with this. 🙏 Actually a difficult choice, very difficult 🥺 It's been Thor's mind many times and repeatedly. Nyampe Up her late lhoo...😣😁

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