Actually Love
Chapter 337_The Past That Left Behind
"Neva ..." call Vano low but seriously.
"Yes?" answer Neva.
"Have you found the answer?" ask Vano. They stepped small with Vano's hands still clutching Neva's fingers.
"not completely. I haven't found that answer yet" Neva replied lowly. He looked straight ahead. Vano sighed. Their story is complex, with a past that seems to keep following like a shadow of our every move. If, still want to be together. Their hearts must be sure, without the slightest hole of doubt. Without any suspicious gaps. Do not let their relationship hurt themselves and others.
"Tell me what you want to say. What's still in your heart" said Vano. "I told you before, not to play your own mind. Ask and I will answer with honesty" he continued.
"I haven't found the answer yet but I've realized my mistake Brother. Truly I have come to my senses" answered Neva.
"Then?" ask Vano.
They both stopped his steps. Then, sit side by side on the iron bench. Letting the cold night breeze blow at the face.
"Speak," said Vano. He looked towards Neva. Likewise with Neva, he turned his head towards Vano. Their eyes met, under the night sky conveying a pent-up longing.
Neva tightened her lips before she gave an answer. Vano's warm grip on his fingers crept and gave warmth to his heart as well. Vano's eyes were still beating his heart.
"How shallow are you feeling to me?" ask Neva slowly. Vano was silent for a few seconds with this question but then he immediately gave an answer.
"Very deep" replied Vano. Their eyes were still staring at each other.
Neva smiled faintly. "You're lying" he said, pursing his cute lips. Makes Vano want to peck it.
"So what do you think of my feelings?" ask Vano. Neva took a long breath and exhaled gently. He looked up for a moment towards the starry sky. The flashing star noticed the two of them. Then, Neva looked straight ahead again, occasionally noticing vehicles that happened to be passing by.
"I'm based on our relationship" he replied. "I'm not forcing to have you. I'm not forcing myself to be with you either. Although I'm longing. Right, it was me who loved you first, I'm sorry if I was impressed to force our relationship. I'm sorry because yesterday I was so emotional with jealousy overpowering me. The emotions that finally brought me regret. My emotions are bringing Kak Lee's anger and yours to me. My Khilaf that hurt Brother Yuna so deeply, maybe forever I will never be able to remove that wound. The deep wound in Yuna's heart because of my words, I was wrong" Neva said regularly. He's down. If he had to kiss Yuna's leg to be able to remove the wound from her speech then he was willing to do that. Neva raised her face, then brought her gaze to Vano. Looked at the handsome man's eyes deeply. Chest thumping.
"I finally realized, your love is so shallow to me," he said slowly, almost like a mutter.
"What made you draw that conclusion?"
"You easily said break in our relationship" Neva replied. He raised his right hand that Vano held. It shows two hands clasping each other with a ring around the ring finger of Neva.
"It's not what you think it is" replied Vano. "Not as you think. I told you that ... we break not because I don't love you but because we both think about what happened. Yesterday or my past, so that there will be no more repetition of jealousy. There are no more negative feelings for me and for Yuna" Vano explained with concern.
"I accept if you're mad at me, I also accept if you don't want to meet me first but not necessarily with a break" Neva replied. "How shallow did you feel about me, so you easily said break?"
Vano was silent, he looked at the girl in front of him in tears.
"I finally realized you're not that dear to me" Neva said stifled.
"Girl," call Vano soft. He let go of his hand grip and turned to rub Neva's cheek.
"Let's go back to asking how deep we feel, how much we want to be together" Neva said.
Vano. He felt his heart beating irregularly. She loves this girl in front of her, loves her very much but somehow Yuna's shadow sometimes annoys her. Isn't this unfair to Neva?
This is not good, this is not true. On the dark side he was so cruel because there was still a little taste of it. Although it was a little, it should have felt it wasn't on him.
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The State A.
The Nugraha family car parked in their yard there. The big madam first went inside by reading her granddaughter. Then followed by Leo, Yuna, Dimas and the great Lord of Nugraha.
"Congratulations, rest, baby. Tomorrow we go straight to the hospital," said Mama. His hand rubbed Leo's arm gently.
"Good break too Ma" replied Leo. Then, Yuna took her son from Mama's sling.
"Later, after ASI, return it to Mama," Pinta Mama.
"This is you" Mr. Nugraha answered him immediately.
Yuna smiled, "Okay Ma," he replied. Then, they split up and headed for their respective rooms. Right now, it's midnight.
After entering the room, Leo immediately cleaned himself up. While Yuna sits on the sofa giving her son ASI. Yuna's hand gently made a massage on Baby Arai's legs.
"You tired?" he asked while looking at his son's clear eyes. "We have to be upbeat and keep praying for Daddy's recovery, okay" he continued. His hands are still gently massaging Baby Arai's legs.
Soon, Leo came out of the bathroom and changed his clothes. After that he approached Yuna. Leo leaned over to kiss Baby Arai's cheek.
"Ummmm, the smell of acemm," he joked. Then he turned to kiss Yuna on the cheek. "Ummm the smell of acem too."
"Aaaah, the sun is bathing" Yuna said as she pulled up Leo's collar and kissed him on the cheek.
"There shower. I've prepared warm water" said Leo. Currently, Baby Arai has finished ASI. "Here, my dear," both hands took Baby Arai from Yuna's lap. Then shower him with a kiss. "Let me take her to Mama" said Leo. Yuna nodded. Then, he moved up and headed for the bathroom.
After ASI, Baby Arai begins to yawn. His hand funnyly aimed to rub his eyes slowly. Leo stood up and held his son. Take a dip and make a smooth pat on his son until Baby Arai fell asleep in his warm embrace.
Later, Leo exits the room to give Baby Arai to his Omanya.
When Leo went back into the room, Yuna still did not come out of the bathroom.
"Women take a long shower" she said with a big smile. He dropped himself on the bed and grabbed his phone but then, he felt something coming out of his nose. Bloods.
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