Actually Love
Chapter 116_Lost
Finally, he opened the door, stepped inside the house. Yuna's shadow is in every corner of this house. In the telephone room, the dining room, the stairs and the room.
Slowly, he stepped up and opened his room. There will be no Yuna in her bed, there will be no one to make a cuteness in her house. He walked up and opened Yuna's closet, her clothes still hanging there. Leo reached out to touch her, Yuna's shadow flashed real in her mind, her pretty face, laughter, and her cherry, the chatty and cute Yuna. Leo's eyes then saw something framed in Yuna's closet. A face painting, her sleeping face. Leo reached out and took it. He came back to tears when he saw this, and he cried even more when he read the writing next to the picture of himself.
'I don't know how many times I was disappointed, how many times I was hurt, how many times I was heartbroken, how many times I cried because of you. But still I want to be with you. Leo. I don't know when you'll understand my feelings.'
Leo wiped the image of himself with the inscription Yuna loves for him, her tears unstoppable. He wanted to punish himself for all his mistakes. Lost again, abandoned again, heartbroken again. Leo laughed at himself, he felt that he was really stupid. Yuna left because of her fault, she unceasingly blamed herself but still, Yuna had left her.
He then took out his HP and opened his gallery. She only had one picture of Yuna, it was the vidio when Yuna cooked while singing, the vidio that she obtained secretly. She watched and kept repeating, she laughed but also cried.
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Yuna has arrived in her town. His steps gontai down the streets, watching the street lights at night. Watching some people smiling, laughing, talking, and having their own happiness.
Yuna smiled watching watching everyone she passed by. Although he was currently feeling sad yet it did not take a smile from his lips, even though it was actually a smile that he forced.
He had once felt happy, happy because he loved and at this moment, he felt sad, sad because of a broken heart. Both of them are very grateful.
If in the end he and Leo split up, it doesn't make him regret having known her. Leo is the one who makes it bold to have hope, although in the end he has to be disappointed with his expectations.
Yuna didn't come home. He didn't know how to explain it to his father. Will he be forgiven? He then ordered a taxi.
"Adel.. I'm in front of your dorm" Yuna said after she got out of the taxi and called Adel. Without answering, Adel immediately ran out of his dorm. He asked security for permission to open the main gate. It's late at night.
"What's going on?" tanyakanya.
"I lost, and this is the end of that time limit. It's all over" Yuna replied quietly. She could no longer cry, her tears had dried up and had even run out.
Adel invited him in and he said nothing. He just strengthened Yuna. They slept in the same bed in Adel's dorm room. Yuna tries to close her eyes but can't. neither can Adel, she doesn't expect that if Yuna will lose, she never thinks that Leo will take her off.
"I don't know how to explain it to Dad, Del," Yuna said faintly. Adel tilted her body and hugged Yuna.
"I'll accompany you. It's not your fault, he's wrong. If Uncle punishes you later, I will stand at the very front to defend you. I'll tell Uncle everything, what Leo's true purpose is toward you."
"Don't do. It's my fault, I'm not good at taking his love, I'm too stupid to let him still think about Kiara."
"It's not your fault Na. I know you've been trying so hard, I know you've been fighting so hard to get her love. We slowly explained it to Uncle. Tomorrow, I will accompany you, don't think too much. I'm with you" Adel leaned his head on Yuna's shoulders, his hands hugged Yuna, he tried to give strength to Yuna.
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Her morning...
"Sister... Papa wants to meet," Neva's voice sounded sad over there.
"Yes," replied Leo briefly and disconnected the call.