Actually Love
Chapter 31_Kittens 3
Tiara #
At six in the morning.
Ting.
The incoming SMS reads on my phone
It was SMS from Ilham.
At seven I picked it up.
No need to brother.
I'm waiting in front.
Okay.
Actually, if you want to be honest, I really can deket again with brother Ilham. But sometimes I feel like an evil woman out there who likes to destroy people's relationships.
Even if he thinks the engagement is just compulsion. But a lump of guilt that often appears can not be dismissed just like that.
I can't keep taking refuge behind the word love for justification.
And somehow this heart is so selfish that it carelessly confesses it all.
At seven I leave for school.
In front of the road there, brother Ilham was waiting with his favorite motorcycle. His smile was clearly on his handsome face.
It is undeniable, the feeling in this heart is increasingly arousing to see it. The smile was like a magnet that could pull my footsteps in order to always get closer to him.
Her warm greeting also slid from her lips as I faced her.
" Morning Ra, yok's leaving".
I can only nod.
Sitting behind him with a heart that was about to explode was so mingled with nervousness.
Is this what it feels like to fall in love?
And my logic can only follow my heart.
All the way we were silent.
Until finally arrived at the school yard. Some students occasionally glanced at us. Just wait, just a moment again will surely circulate gossip at school. I saw Ilham's brother also cuek duck aja tuh.
Ilham brother nganterin I get to the front of the class.
" Yes Ra' I went to class first yaa". his farewell as it passed from before me.
Just a nod of the head representing my mouth.
Seconds by seconds passed. Classes are starting to get crowded.
" Hey Ra' . Tumben very diligent ". chirps of Histi who goes hand in hand with Dhilla.
" Hehe, brother Ilham, pick him up to the big part" replied Tiara chuckling.
" Cieee cieee already started active ya bun ". goda Dhilla made Tiara blush.
" Hus don't have to say it out loud". I rounded my eyes towards Dhilla. "okay".
They have friends like them. Always attentive to all my circumstances. Despite the shortcomings, but they never looked at it.
Their hearts sincerely want to be friends with this ugly me.
In front, the English teacher begins the learning. A lesson I like so much.
To be able to grab all my attention.
The time of rest arrived. I was taught to take my two best friends to the cafeteria to replenish the lost nutrients while studying.
The canteen.
It has become our habit, while eating yes while chatting as well. Every now and then glance at the situation in the canteen who knows there is a good view there.
While eating, many of the upperclassmen came. They sat at a table far from where we were. Their entourage is very enthusiastic maybe because seniors feel they can do as they please.
Among the noises I heard the voices of Nayla and Ilham.
" Dear inspiration, eat a lot yes dear so as not to starve in the classroom ". Nayla's voice was so clearly heard in my ears that suddenly hot.
Nayla's centile voice made their other friends go along with Ilham.
" Cieee cieee really attention his future wife the chairman of OSIS". accompanied by whistling and laughing them.
" Ordinary times' by the way. I don't know also whether or not marriage is really true.
Understanding my condition, Nesti and Dhilla immediately invited me to hurry away from the place.
I don't care anymore about the look of Ilham in the corner. Obviously, I can't stand hearing their chatter any further.
Not yet able to enter the classroom, suddenly someone pulled my hand.
The three of us looked back. Hesti and Dhilla rushed in first.
" What's up, brother?" I asked with a raucous voice laden with jealousy.
" Never run from me Ra. Stay close to me". he said as he passed away.
I just tried to digest her words earlier.
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