After the Word of Accord
CHAPTER 21. Looking for Love in Marriage
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Silent for a moment when Halim hugged Agnes' body tightly, only the cold from the AC room that witnessed the two of them, Agnes just silently lost her ability to speak again.
"Why didn't you tell me from the beginning?" halim asked, clinging tightly to Agnes' body while kissing the top of her head.
Agnes was only silently pensive for a moment, she raised her head and looked at Halim, the breath of the two heard in the room made Halim and Agnes again quietly melt.
In the embrace just now, Agnes could feel Halim's heartbeat which forced Agnes to end her awkwardness.
"After Mas knew all this, did Mas Halim love me?" asked Agnes who made Halim nod her head.
Agnes looked at Halim and cupped her husband's face she stroked her husband's cheeks and grabbed him gently. "Mas Halim lied, right?"
Without feeling the tears Agnes fell down her cheeks, Halim rubbed the tears and knitted her eyebrows together. "Don't cry, baby."
Agnes sighed, because such an intense distance made Agnes and Halim seem to exchange breaths.
"Mas Halim does not love me, because what is in the heart of Mas Halim is Mbak Glenda, although Mas already know the facts but what is still stored is Mbak Glenda, It can't be that easy to say love" explained Agnes, who made Halim bow her head in shame. "I want Mas Halim to try for me, if it's true Mas Halim loves me."
As if getting refresh from the first sentence Agnes made her fall, Halim lifted her head and cupped her face back.
"To be honest, the heartache over Mas's attitude is still impeccable but if Mas wants to make an effort, Mas should know, marriage is not a contract game and love is not the goal of my life, there are a lot of pending dreams in my life so if Mas wants to get that love, Mas has to make an effort."
Halim stared inside Agnes and nodded her head. "Mas will try to find love in our marriage."
"Love is not we who seek but we love who find us, just as happiness, happiness is not we who seek but we must realize" Agnes replied to Halim. "I don't need love, Mom."
"Enough a husband can take me to heaven that is an important asset of a wife, before Mas loves me, love God first and when that time comes Mas himself who must be able to keep between loving me without exceeding the love of Mas to God, the ideals of a wife is a husband who loves her according to his religious sharia," agnes slapped Halim.
Halim felt ashamed of herself who was far from perfect and clear religion, she was like trash to Agnes who was too longed for by heaven.
"Why should you do that?"
Agnes grabbed both hands of Halim and placed them on her chest. "A good man will never play with love, for he knows the word love demands responsibility."
"I feel ashamed to be a priest to you in our marriage, I am far from perfect."
"It does not need to be perfect to be good, Mas, just distinguish love in Haq and Bathil, do not let Mas love me by upholding religious law but on the other hand Mas destroy the Sharia," answer Agnes. "Just one chance, I'll wait until that love finds us."
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