Ai, Love Me
Eps 12, Johan's mental health

“quickly lift Johan and put it in the shade” Emilia said in a panic.

“baik” replied Nyoman, Farel, and Jehian together.

They all leaned against the wall where the public toilets in the park were. Johan was lying there soaking wet. Instantly Emilia slapped Johan in the face and yelled at him to make Johan aware. But the result is nil. Johan could not wake up and wake up.

“how is this? why is Johan here?” emilia said in a panic.

“what did he not tell you even?” ask Farel.

“he really can not be contacted, I do not know why he did not hold his HP” said Emilia.

“already, don't panic. Now, do we have to take Johan to his house?” ask Farel.

“iya, please. We will take him to his house” said Emilia.

“weren't we calling his parents? Who here has her parents' number?” ask Nyoman.

“I have, do we have to call his parents?” ask Emilia.

“what if her parents are still sleeping?” ask jehian.

“it is not our business, it should be as a parent should foam control the behavior and behavior of his son. Anyway we have to call his parents and then ask them to pick up Johan here” Farel said.

“you were right, now call his parents, Emilia” Nyoman said.

“hmm, baik” said Emilia immediately took out a cellphone from her pants pocket.

Emilia also called Johan's mother using her mobile phone. Luckily, Johan's mother was very sensitive to sound, so no matter what sounds woke up, she would have been easy to wake up.

“halo, aunt?” emilia said on the phone.

“iya what's wrong with Lia? Why is gini night on the phone?” ask Johan's mother in a voice.

“Johan aunt, now Johan passed out in the park due to rain. Ktia does not know when Johan started to rain, which surely now Johan can not wake up” said Emilia in a panic voice.

“hah? Johan's? How is Johan?” asked Emilia's mother so surprised.

“now she's fainted, aunt. Better to pick up Johan now. He is in the public toilet of the city park” said Emilia.

“iya yes, aunt will pick you up both by car” said the mother.

“iya aunt, we wait here” said Emilia.

“baik baikk, thanks a lot yes nak Lia” said the mother turned off her phone.

At once the mother woke up the husband immediately and told everything to the husband. Spontaneously they rushed to wash their faces and then took their car keys. However, as they ran through the living room, they saw a letter lying on the floor.

Letters from the local government made them really hit. The papah was really sad, but he preferred to ignore it because the safety of his son was number one. They also opened the door of the house and found that the rain was really heavy at that time. In the end, they set off by car and gas to the park.

Arriving at the park, in fact there are Nyoman and Farel who waved his hand towards the car of the papah Johan. Seeing that, papah Johan immediately parked his car in the park public parking. At once Nyoman gave her umbrella to Papah and mama Johan while Nyoman used the same umbrella along with the farel.

Nyoman and Farel also direct the papah and mama Johan to go to the center of the park where Johan is in the public toilet. Arriving the papah and mamah there, it looks so sad and chaotic condition of Johan at that time. The pale face with lips that lost the woman made the hearts of both parents were really sad and hit.

“a-what happened to Johan? Why is he here? and why did he faint?” ask the mother while holding Johan's left palm.

“hands are really very cold” said the mother.

“the story later aja aunty, better now Johan put in the ER because the condition is so limp and pale” said Emilia.

“iya, you're right” said the papah.

So they were all crowded carrying Johan's body towards the car. Together with all of them, they entered the car with a narrowed condition. However, after all, they still did not understand what Johan was thinking at that time.

“what's up and aunty know why Johan?” ask Emilia.

“we just got a letter from Johan's hometown government. Last time, forest fires hit tens of kilometers of trees there, while residential residents also burned because until now the residents there are still using houses from wooden blocks or just woven bamboo. At that time the house of Johan's grandfather also burned down and made Johan's grandfather one of the fatalities from the incident. Perhaps that was why Johan felt so lost to his grandfather. Three days earlier, Johan had heard the news of his grandmother's death. Maybe he was haunted by sad thoughts” said the papah.

“ehh? Grandpa who came to the house yesterday morning om?” emilia asked in surprise.

“iya, it was his grandfather” said the mother.

“ehh? How did Lia know her grandfather?” ask Nyoman.

“soal yesterday morning when I looked at Johan, his grandfather loved the news of his grandmother's departure it” said Emilia.

“so you were at Johan's house back then?” ask Jehian.

“iya” replied Emilia.

They continued their journey to a public hospital in the middle of the city. In fact Johan was immediately rushed to the ER for faster handling of first aid. Instantly there were some nurses who gave mattress wheels and put it next to the car door.

At that time Johan was picked up by several nurses there and then put it on the mattress. Seeing that, both his parents along with friends Johan really sad over the condition of Johan like that. As if they would all lose the jolly figure of Johan who was always cheerful and laughing.

“aku also do not know, he always makes troublemaking” said Nyoman.

“you're right, I can't be sure if Johan can go to class or not, for sure he has not entered more than 3 months” said Emilia.

“you're right, he's been crazy” ujer Nyoman.

“is Johan school always alone? Or is she always jolly?” ask the papah.

“if in the past, about 3 months ago, he became an exemplary student and not even a single person in the school could rival his grades. For some reason, one day, she once sat and cried in the school shed. When I approached him, he slapped me. I slapped back and asked what happened, but until now he did not tell me the problem 3 months ago. I have absolutely no idea why he always hides his own feelings and does not want his friend to know” Emilia said.

“what was he injured at the time?” ask Nyoman.

“why are you even asking like that?” jehian asked Nyoman.

“maybe he just got beat up and bullied?” ask back Nyoman.

“no, I did not squirm any scars on Johan's body even though at that time Johan wore a sports uniform that did have short sleeves” said Emilia.

“maybe he had a fight with someone, or maybe he lost someone” said Farel guessing origin.

“maybe like that” said Emilia.

“for sure, the Johan we meet today is not like the old Johan. When we talk to Johan, in fact we are talking to his shadow. He never opened his mouth at all over his own problems” Jehian said.

“dia is also so at home. Even when we get a letter from the local government regarding his deceased grandfather, we are not told even once by the letter of notification. When he was experiencing grief, he somehow preferred to be alone. And at that time somehow rain always flushed the city” said the papah.

“his father was right, he always hid something when he was sad. For some reason when we try to understand the contents of our child's mind, he always keeps his mouth shut. Even when he heard the news about the forest fire, he had diverted the issue about the remote tv that fell. As if he would want to save everything alone” said the mother.

“maybe it is a symptom of someone affected by severe stress” said one of the doctors who suddenly approached them all.

“ehh, doctor? How is Johan doc?” ask the papah. Suddenly everyone stood there in the presence of the doctor. They all got up from their seats and walked up to the doctor there.

“k Johan's condition is fine, he's just a heavy stress and a great cold. Right now, his blood circulation was irregular and made Johan's consciousness still on the verge of a head. Maybe he could wake up tomorrow morning or even next week. No one will know when Johan can wake up from his subconscious” said the doctor.

“underlining what has been said by the doctor, what does Johan mean exposed to severe stress?” ask the mother.

“emm, actually I am not a psychologist doctor, but I understand a little about how teenagers think. It can be said that he is now fighting against solitude” said the doctor.

“hah? the solitude? Mean doc?” ask Emilia.

“the big line is, even though you are all by Johan's side, Johan though not happy. Although Johan laughs and smiles in front of you, but he did it because of a compulsion or in brackets he did not do it because of his own desire” explained the doctor.

“so, all this time he is not happy if there are all of us?” ask Nyoman.

“yap, that's the rant. Johan is not at all happy or comforted by you guys” said the doctor.

“why doc? Though we think that he is really happy when we are next to him” said jehian.

“that's because, in his life, he had lost an important figure and loved so much in his life. When the figure disappears, there will be no more things that can knock on the door of Johan's heart from the cold and solitude of it” explained the doctor.

“who? Who is that guy? why did that guy leave Johan?” ask Emilia.

“how do I know? Why even my name? YNTKTS” said the doctor.

“emm, maybe it is related to what you said earlier. 3 months ago, Johan always became jolly and became an exemplary student at his school. But after a day in his life, Johan did not even intend to go to school. Perhaps Johan's silence began from that moment” said the doctor.

“emm, you're right too doc. Turns out you can read the mind of a teenager as well” said Nyoman.

“thank you, I take that as a compliment. Then I say goodbye first. After this, there will be several nurses who will explain where the inpatient room belongs to Johan”, said the doctor.

“well, I am very grateful to many” explained the mother.

“ together mom” replied the doctor as he walked away from them all.

In the end, they immediately returned to sit in their respective seats while waiting for the nurse to provide more information about the room that will be occupied by Johan. Even though tomorrow is a holiday, the papah and mama Johan were firmly to tell all of Johan's friends to go home because they were afraid they had all been sought by their parents.

“thank you very much for your help. Now, om will anterin you guys go home” said the papah Johan.

“ehh? But we do not know where Johan will be hospitalized” said Nyoman.

“iya om, we still do not know the condition of Johan” said Emilia.

“but now it is night, later you are searched by your papah mamah” sahut the papah Johan.

“liar aunt who is waiting for information from the nurse here. You all go home” said the mother of Johan.

“but te-“ says farel.

“DON'T DENY IT OR YOU ALL WILL AUNT LIVE COOK AND EAT WHILE YOU ARE STILL CONSCIOUS!?” threaten Johan's mother so creepily. The aura produced throughout the body of the mother is really creepy until the aura that blows the hair unravels the mother to resemble an angry lion.

“i-iya aunt. We go home” cried Emilia, Jehian, Nyoman, and Farel together out of fear.