Ai, Love Me
Eps 34, Improving Johan's mentality

“what are you two whispering about?” ask Emilia.

“not what” Kahfi replied by folding both his hands in front of his chest and putting his right foot on top of his left foot.

“iya, no” replied Johan.

Meanwhile, the mothers of Emilia and Johan's mother were still chatting in the same place. They really vent their longing in that place. Chatting and sharing stories is the reason why they are endlessly chatting

However, shortly after, Surya's uncle came and pedaled his wheelchair into Johan's room which had previously come from the bathroom. Slowly, Surya's uncle told Johan's mother to rest and take medicine.

“now it's time to take the medicine. You have to rest and return to room” said asserted the uncle Surya.

“can I bring my friend into the room?” ask Johan's mother to Surya's uncle.

“dia who?” ask Uncle Surya.

“ohh, yes sorry. I'm a friend of Isabella Ikwan High School. We haven't seen each other in a long time. And only this time since a few years can we chat together. Are you her husband?” ask Emilia's mother.

“haaah? It is impossible” shouted uncle Surya and mother Johan together.

“that's a pity. I thought you were husband and wife. You both really fit” said the mother of Emilia.

“there is no way we can match” shouted the mother of Johan and uncle Surya together.

“hah? what was? Why?” ask Emilia's mother.

“asal you know, he's very difficult to be told to take medicine. He was always noisy in the bathroom. I don't know what he's doing in the bathroom, which is for sure maybe he's got a gun and a chainsaw in it. Don't get me wrong, he went to the bathroom not to shower or just wash his face, he just used the bathroom to sing like a singing studio” explained uncle Surya.

“what's that noisy?” asked Emilia a little laugh.

“ very noisy” replied the uncle Surya.

“ehh? You are noisier than me. You are very noisy when you eat and very noisy when you sleep. I could not sleep at all if I was next to him. While sleeping, he was like cosplay frogs in the rice fields. Really really can't sleep quietly” said Johan's mother.

“ehh? You two have slept together?” asked Emilia's mother a little surprised.

“no, that's not what I meant. But we are both in the same room in this hospital” said the mother Johan.

“ohh, so. I understand” said Emilia's mother.

“so, will you let me take my friend into my room?” ask Johan's mother to Surya's uncle.

“why do you have to ask me that? Please just bring it. he sees you as well as your friend. Take him to the room and tell him while lying down. However, your body is still not fit”, said uncle Surya.

“wah, thank you so much” said the mother of Emilia.

“dia very attention, are they really not husband and wife?” thought Emilia's mother in heart.

“then, we better all go back to our respective rooms, I'm quite satisfied to see the condition of Johan who has slowly improved” loudly said the mother Johan.

“hmm, yes” replied Emilia's mother nodding her head.

“Jehian, Nyoman, Farel, Emilia boy, Kahfi boy. Aunty will return to the aunt's room together with uncle Surya and mother Emilia. So all of you please do not make noise in Johan's room” said the mother Johan slightly raised her voice.

“hah? whahuh? I'll wait here?” kahfi asked so surprised.

“already gapapa, we will play here” said Johan with a genuine smile to Kahfi.

“don't smile at me, you clown. I'm disgusted” said Kahfi goosebumps.

“tante will return to his own aunt's room.you are good here” said the mother Johan left the room followed by uncle surya and mother Emilia.

Therefore, in Johan's room there were only Emilia, Nyoman, Farel, Jehian Kahfi and Johan himself. Among them were six people in the room, only Emilia was a woman.

At that time, Farel and Kahfi were chatting in the corner of the room while Jehian and Nyoman were chatting on the balcony of Johan's hospital room.

“heh bau” mouth Jehian told Nyoman.

“have you forgotten my name? You orphan” asked Nyoman.

“your words are what makes you called a stinky mouth, a brash base of immorality” explains Jehian.

“whatever you have” said Nyoman.

The two of them were leaning their bodies on the balcony railing while looking at the dense view of the city with the morning air blowing them. Staring into the distance, they chatted with each other.

“do you think that Johan is now pretending too much?” ask Nyoman.

“it turns out our thoughts are really the same” replied Jehian.

“I feel that all the things that Johan has done with us so far are just pretending. I even thought that Johan had a friend other than us who indeed understood Johan's heart beyond our understanding. Johan has been like having another world and friends that we do not even know a little about him” said Nyoman.

“But I somehow felt that Johan had changed after Johan fainted under a tree. Have you also felt Johan's change since then?” ask Jehian.

“no, I don't feel that way. Even I think Johan is the same as” said Nyoman.

“i think Johan has changed a little more than before. Do you remember that morning, when Johan told us to prepare our stuff when we were all going home. At that time I heard and felt that Johan was really excited. He seemed to have met someone who had made him as excited as before” Jehian said.

“hah? when?” ask Nyoman.

“morning, when we just washed our face from the bathroom. At that time we did not see Johan on his bed and even Emilia slept there. When we play mobile, suddenly arriving out of nowhere, Johan enters the room and then tells us to prepare to go home. At that time I felt that Johan was really excited” said Jehian.

“ohh, yes I remember it. I feel the same way, you're right. At that time Johan really shouted loudly because he was excited. Kira thought, what makes him excited” said Nyoman thought hard.

“someone in the midst of depression and burden of mind needs someone he loves to comfort him. But at that time Emilia was playing hp on the mattress while Johan at that time had just come out of nowhere.” said Jehian.

“you're right, guess who Johan has met there?” nyoman said muttering with a hard thought.

On the other hand, Farel and Kahfi who were chatting in the corner was telling the incident why Kahfi could bite his own hand. Farel confirms in such detail what has happened in Engkobappe village starting from Johan who was found unconscious under a tree until Johan bit his own hand.

“I think he's crazy” said Kahfi.

“you're right, I think so too. But I believe that Johan can still control himself if there is someone who supports him from behind” Farel replied.

“I can give a large percentage of Johan's likes to Emilia” said Farel.

“how big?” ask Kahfi.

“zero percent” replied Farel.

“don't love my brother? But why is Johan always next to my brother that he doesn't even like? Why would he do that? Does he just want to play with my brother's heart?” ask Kahfi.

“in the condition where Johan does not like Emilia, the situation always hones the love of Emilia to Johan so that the love of Emilia is getting sharper” said an answer.

“hah? a circumstance? Meaning?” ask Kahfi.

“circumstances are always on Emilia's side. When Emilia sat next to Johan, they were both really tired. Emilia fell asleep on Johan's left shoulder. Because Johan has a soft heart, Johan is not at all up to the heart to drive away and put the head of Emilia just below. Johan gave his shoulder as a sleeping pad for Emilia there. It was really profitable for Emilia as a person who liked Johan but not profitable for Johan who did not like Emilia. The problem is, between the two advantages, things always side with Emilia and make Emilia's love even greater for Johan but it does not make Johan have a liking for Emilia. That is the fact” said Nyoman.

“aku understand. In essence Emilia is really spoiled by circumstances that force Johan to always serve Emilia while Johan is increasingly depressed by circumstances that force him to always serve people he does not like. However, if I have been siding with one person, then I can be said to be unfair in siding with something. I was too considerate of my brother's feelings number one to not think about the feelings of Johan who slightly forced himself” said Kahfi.

“then from that, your thinking is not wrong. All sisters do not want that brother who has been guiding and accompanying him is hurt by others. That's an unmistakable common sense. It's just that even though it is justified by general thinking, we also have to look at the perspective of the other party before we impose the will on our opponent. Therefore, the act where you forced Johan to go on a date with Emilia was too imposing and too excessive” said Nyoman.

“you were right too” said Kahfi.

Meanwhile, on the other hand, there were only Johan and Emilia on the bed. Where Johan was sitting in the middle of the bed while Emilia was sitting on a chair beside Johan's bed while accompanying Johan chatting there. To Johan's right, Emilia sat in the chair. In a slightly limp state, Johan spread his right hand beside his body.

“are you laper?” ask Johan.

“yet, later aj” replied Emilia.

“I so remember the day after yesterday, where grandfather who arrived just entered the room. At that time we were really full because we ate each other's food made in my room” said Johan while staring at the sky room.

“iya, I remember. I thought and felt that at that time I was cooking regular portions, but somehow it became very much even almost equal to the portion of kuli” said Emilia.

“that's right, I want to eat fried rice. Porridge in the hospital is really tasteless and there is no taste. And also sticky on the wall of the mouth” said Johan.

“no, you are still not fully healthy. So you can't eat greasy and unhealthy food” Emilia said firmly.

“when I like very much the same octopus sausage made by you it” said Johan.

“at that time you said that you ate too much to want to vomit” said Emilia.

“hmm, yes” Johan said with his flat expression.

On the other hand, Kahfi who had from the beginning seen Johan and Emilia talking and talking, they overheard the conversation between the two of them on purpose. At that moment, Kahfi realized that what Farel said was completely true. Johan though not interested in Emilia and only assume that Emilia is a friend without any special relationship.

“with the so flat expression that Johan gave, and the passionate expression and sincere smile that Emilia gave, really proves that now, Emilia is stuck between loving and not being loved. More precisely, love clapping one hand” thought Kahfi in heart.

“however, you also wake up too early. You are also still sleepy” said Johan.

“iya, right. I'm still a little sleepy. So I drank a drink that I really didn't like. Last morning I even drank black coffee” said Emilia.

“busets? Drinking black coffee and you still haven't eaten rice? What if your stomach acid goes up?” ask Johan.

“hah? does it affect?” ask Emilia.

“iya, clear. If you still do not eat rice and immediately drink coffee, fear your stomach acid rises. Fear you will even nausea nausea” replied Johan.

“yaaahhh, I gatau” said Emilia.

“then, drink plenty of water. Beside the mattress was a shelf, and inside the shelf was mineral water. Quickly drink it a lot of” said Johan.

“iya, thanks” said Emilia.

Emilia also took a bottle of water in the shelf and then unsealed the lid. He drank a few sips of water until his stomach felt a little full.

“how? What is seger?” ask Johan.

“already, thank you” replied Emilia with a smile.

“then do you know where my HP is now? I haven't played HP” in a long time asked Johan.

“gor also, I also forgot” replied Emilia.

“already, later I will go to my papah driver yesterday who brought car”, said Johan.

Until 8 a.m., they didn't finish talking there. So focused they chatted, they did not realize that it was 8 in the morning. They still haven't bought breakfast for breakfast and they haven't had time to take a shower.

“eh? It was eight in the morning” said Nyoman while looking at her watch.

“you're right, mending we find breakfast” take Jehian to Nyoman.

“iya also, I also already laper” said Nyoman.

The two of them walked into the room from the balcony. The two of them invited Emilia and Farel and Kahfi to find breakfast with them because they still had no time to eat breakfast last morning.

“we both want to find breakfast, do you three want to come?” nyoman asked Emilia, Farel and Kahfi.

“I want to come, but what about Johan? He is alone here” said Emilia.

“quiet, all of you look for breakfast. I started to get sleepy because of the medication. I want to rest first” explained Johan.

“don't run away when we're all looking for food” threatens Kahfi.

“hah? a run? Why should I run away?” johan asked in wonder.

“don't forget that you ever ran away from my house, you clown” said Kahfi.

“already, that was before. Better now we look for breakfast” said Emilia with so passion.

“hmm, come” said Farel and Nyoman.

In the end, they all walked out of Johan's room. Before that, Emilia invited them all to go to the room of Johan's mother and Emilia's mother for permission to go out just to buy food for their breakfast.