Ai, Love Me
Eps 97, The Destruction of the Heart

Seeing himself being wrong in the car, Johan was really so embarrassed there. Johan was shocked by what happened in the car. Everyone saw it and it made Johan's mentality instantly down.

“ma-sorry, I got the wrong car. I'm sorry” shouted Johan spontaneously closing the car door.

At that time, Johan realized that Mr. Abdi's car was behind the car. The man immediately honked his car horn to call Johan in front.

Spontaneous Johan ran towards the car and opened the door. When Johan opened the door of Abdi's car, he found that Odessa and Mr. Abdi were right to laugh so loosely because they saw Johan's behavior was so careless.

“hahahahahahahahaha,” last laugh sir Abdi.

“what are you doing? Foolish, hahahahaha” asked Odessa with a laugh so loose as she held her stomach which hurt from laughing so hard.

“ak-I just got the wrong car. The shame is incredible. I am so sorry why I had to be born in the world with such a big shame” Johan said in a tone so limp.

“basis Johan stupid, hahaha” replied Odessa with still laughing.

“sud-finish. Don't tell this to anyone. We leave now” said Johan diverted the conversation.

“ba-good. Don't let you get the wrong person again” replied Mr. Abdi.

“already, forget it” said Johan a little annoyed.

Johan immediately entered the car and closed the door again. The man stepped on the gas and immediately left the termpat. As usual, Mr. Abdi passed through the toll road to get there faster. In the middle of the journey, Odessa was so overcome and in the end, Odessa fell asleep in Johan's lap.

“this is not what Adam said. Adam said that the spirit of nature does not need sleep, but why is Odessa sleeping now? Or don't don't let him be exhausted?” thought Johan asked.

The clock shows at 10 p.m. The wind blew the trees so hard and cold. Only the sound of the car engine and the uneven road surface. In the end, they arrived in front of the village gate Engkobappe.

“you two go in alone, I will wait for you in front here” said Mr. Abdi.

“baik” replied Johan.

Johan soon awakens Odessa. Odessa woke up and walked out of the car. In a state of anxiety, Odessa walked in the cold of the night. Seeing that, Johan could not bear to see Odessa who was cold.

“if it's not wrong, I've given you my jacket. Where now?” ask Johan.

“sorry, I accidentally took it off while in your bathroom. And I left it there” replied Odessa.

Spontas when he heard that, Johan immediately took off his jacket and then he gave it to Odessa. “wear this, so you do not hurt”

“thank you so much” replied Odessa immediately put on Johan's miik jacket.

Johan immediately touched Odessa's palm. Johan felt a tremendous chill in the palm of Odessa at that moment. Johan then told Odessa to hurry so as not to be too long enveloped in the cold of the night wind.

“I will invite Odessa to go to her tree and will ask you everything. I want to ask if Odessa is really the spirit of the tree and ascertain the truth” thought Johan inwardly.

Without a second thought, Johan immediately led Odessa to walk together in the middle of a thick, dark forest. Without any illumination, they broke through the dark and desolate forest that night.

“what are we going to go to the tree?” ask Odessa.

“iya, soon we will reach” replied Johan.

2 Minutes later, the two of them finally reached Odessa's Hornbeam tree. The wind increasingly blew their body with a cold hard. They stared at the same lake, looked at the same sky and stared at the same tree. In the end, Johan begins to open his voice and inquire about the truth of Odessa.

“em, yes. Ai Odessa. I want to ask you something. I'm afraid you'll be offended, I'm always afraid if I ask you this. This question always haunts me and always makes me think hard” Johan said with a sharp look to Odessa.

“what do you want to ask?” ask Odessa.

“I'm afraid you'll be offended because I asked something like this. The thing I want to ask is”

“what are you right a ro-“ said Johan stop.

“hai, dear. have you come home?” said a man who suddenly appeared from behind a tree trunk.

“iya dear, I return” replied Odessa.

“ really fun. I did not expect to be able to go to the city” replied Odessa.

“si-who are you?” johan asked so surprised at the man.

“aku? I wanted to thank you for taking care of my wife. I'm afraid that my son who is being contained feels uncomfortable” the man told Johan.

“a-child? Your two kids?” johan asked so incredibly surprised.

“look at his eyes and his facial expression. Have you not told him that you are married and have children in your womb?” ask the man to Odessa.

“if I tell him, he won't take me to go to the city” Odessa replied to the man.

“so, you already have a husband?” johan asked, lowering her head.

“ma-sorry, I've hidden this” replied Odessa a little laugh.

“how about our Hanabi promise?” ask Johan.

“Hanabi? Whatisit? it's a strange language. I don't remember things that I don't think are important. Why should I care about such a stupid thing” Odessa replied in such a jutek tone.

“I will change your money because I have bought everything he wants. Tell me how much clothes cost and the price of all the food he has eaten. I will replace it” said the man to Johan.

“ti-not necessary. I was so sincere in giving it all to him” replied Johan while slightly lowering his head.

“waahh, it turns out that you are a good man and also responsible as well. You have taken care of Odessa wholeheartedly and have given everything to Odessa without expecting change. You really are a good man. I'm glad you took my wife out on the road. But you didn't do anything to him, did you?” ask the man to Johan.

“calm down, I won't do anything to him” replied Johan with his head still down.

“hmm, so it's like that. Then come my wife, let's go home” the man replied, holding Odessa's hand.

“well, my husband” replied Odessa while holding the man's hand.

Odessa and the man walked away from Johan in that place as well. Johan could only stare there. Just hearing that Odessa already had a husband, it made Johan's heart really hit and so hurt.

“a-what happened?. I thought Odessa was the woman of my destiny. I thought he would accompany me. I thought he was a playwright who would always be by my side. Turns out I was wrong. This is not Odessa's fault, but my fault for having been born in this world”

“just now I've been through something beautiful and pleasant, but why do I feel this heartache again?”

“this pain, this pain, this disappointment, I've felt when I lost my family. After feeling this sadness again, I became reminded of my grandmother, grandfather, mother and father. I thought that Odessa was a woman who would encourage me to forget my sadness at that time, but somehow, because of Odessa I was even more hurt and more remembered to my family”

“it wasn't Odessa's fault, it was mine. I took people's wives to go to town and even we made love there. Stupid Johan” thought Johan at the time.

Johan immediately raised his head upright and looked in front of him. He saw Odessa and the man was walking away from the place holding hands. Johan's heart is increasingly sliced when his feelings are played by Odessa.

“I have to go home and sleep at home. I thought my previous life was better. It looks like I'm going back to living in a dark room just to play games, watch anime and watch drakor. That way, I'll never have any love for someone”

“whatever why, I thought. Love is the reason why there is pain” thought Johan back then.

“strengthen your heart, Johan. You have experienced this pain many times. Strengthen your heart! Strengthen your heart! Strengthen your heart!” think Johan while holding back the tears that are already glorious glass.

Johan walked away from the place. As usual, Johan walked through a forest so dark and cold and lonely and scary. Johan was too sleepy in his sadness until he did not realize that there was not a young man in the forest to guard.

In the end, Johan walked past the village office. Johan did not intend to stop by the village office and decided to go straight home to see Mr. Abdi who was waiting in the car in front of the gate.

But as he was walking past the village office, a man shouted to Johan from the terrace of the village office.

“heeyy, son of Johan! Is that you?” shouted Aji's father from the terrace of the village office.

Hearing someone call his name, Johan spontaneously turned to the village office using his eyes that were so glassy. Johan saw that it was Aji's father who was calling him from a distance. Johan immediately walked into the village office and met him.

“a-I came” Johan said as he put on his fake smile.

“I want you to see this” said Aji's father put on a face so panicked and agitated.