Ai, Love Me
Eps 4, Goddess of Nature

In the end, Johan left all his friends in one old pastor near the school gate where they usually gather just to hang out.

Johan climbed the ojol while still holding back his sleepiness. But he was still thinking of a woman who was so beautiful and sweet before. He discovers a woman in a dream can really make Johan's heart beat fast.

Arriving at home, in fact he felt an awkward feeling. When he opened the door of the house with a wide yawn, he did not find the presence of the papah and mamah. In fact, every day, the papah and mamah always sit together in the middle room.

“tumben so two people can be tame” thought Johan in heart.

Johan took off his shoes and put them on a neat and clean shoe rack. He sipped a glass of water and started walking towards the bathroom to wash his legs. After that, he walked to his room upstairs with a hunchback body and sleepiness from Johan who continued to terrorize Johan.

However, the shocking thing happened.once he opened the door, Johan was so surprised at his room that was so neat and clean. Johan's bedroom window opened for the first time in history to allow air circulation in the room to work by replacing dirty air into clean fresh air.

But that's not what surprised Johan's mind and mentality, in fact he did not find a laptop and computer at the end of Johan's room. Johan immediately thought that it was possible that his mother and father had cleaned and sold the computer and laptop given by his birth mother.

“basic sassy! really sassy!” muttered Johan lowered his head full of disappointment in his heart.

A moment after Johan shouted loudly, suddenly the voice of the papah and mamah who had just entered the house. Johan who was so angry with a mentality that had been shrouded in anger ran fiercely towards the papah and mamah who were in the middle room.

Johan stood in the middle of the stairs and looked at the papah with a sobbing that had dripped from his chin. With a wet hoarse voice, Johan said “what papah and mamah sold my computer?”

“ehh, son Johan, just came home?” sahut the papah.

“what papah and mamah are selling my computer?” ask Johan again.

“why is your uniform so wet? Did you get rained on when you came home?” sahut the mama.

“DO YOU TWO SELL MY COMPUTER!?” johan shouted to both of them.

“sorry, we really need it” replied the papah.

“ ABSOLUTELY TRUE TRASH. YOU TWO ARE REALLY TRASH!” yelled Johan walked over to the papah.

“we are really forced to nak” said the mamah.

“grandma old granny mending don't interfere!” sahut Johan with a cynical look.

“sorry for selling it without your permission, but we both really need money” said the papah.

“even you two did not tell me the reason why you two sold it” Johan said in tears.

“again, papah apologizes nak” said the papah holding Johan's right shoulder.

“do not hold hold hold, unclean base!” yelled Johan in front of the papah's face.

“nak Johan! You've gone too far! You can't say that to your own papah!” snapped the mama to Johan.

“told grandma old grandma don't interfere!” firmly Johan glanced sharply at the eyes of the mother.

“i'm your mom, watch your talk!” snapped the mama held Johan's wrist so tightly.

“YOU ARE NOT MY MOM! I DO NOT ACCEPT YOU TO BE MY MOM AND FOR EVER WILL NEVER” cried Johan release the handrails of the mama so rude.

The atmosphere was so gripping in the room, where there were parents and children who were angry with each other on the one hand, Johan felt bad and guilty for yelling at his parents, but his heart was still filled with anger, disappointment and sadness, both of Johan's parents feel guilty for selling Johan's computer, but his heart is overwhelmed by anger at his son's bullying.

Johan walked out of the house to the front door of his house. As he opened the door, he stopped behind the door. He also took a vase of flowers on the side table and then threw the vase towards the picture frame where in the photo there is the papah and mama who just got married 3 months ago. Johan threw it towards the wedding picture frame papah and his stepmother until it broke into pieces.

“entah why I miss my mother so much that I really want to pick her up” said Johan holding the doorknob.

Johan immediately stepped his feet out of the house while wiping his tears that glistened on the cheeks. How not, one of the relics of the birth mother sold so easily by the papah and stepmother of Johan.

The sunlight had slowly begun to dim along with the thick rain clouds started to cover the city lighting. Where at that moment, the wind was very strong with thunder that started to rumble. He walked to the park beside the lake, everyone started to move home because the weather was really not supportive.

When everyone was about to walk home, Johan sat in the garden chair while drinking green tea, drizzling began to signal that there would be a storm in the city. The wind that blew on Johan's uniform was already wet with rain coming from the eastern horizon.

Rain began to wet the ground even though Johan with green tea. Johan ignored the rain completely and still daydreamed looking at the lake with a speck of rain that made the lake patterned. The leaves that move along with the weeds make a corresponding movement because of the wind that blew at that time.

“mamah, I absolutely cannot be independent without mamah” said Johan.

The entire body of Johan who began to pale was really no longer able to withstand the cold that enveloped his body. Johan's eyes that began to bud with fireflies, his entire body that had started to limp, and ears that buzzed made Johan feel strange with all the things that happened with his body.

“at least, when I was under the rain, no one would know that I was crying” Johan smiled at the garden lights.

Until at the end, in the final seconds of his consciousness, Johan's body was really shivering with empty eyes. He began unconscious and collapsed in the park without anyone knowing that a boy had fallen helplessly in the park alone.

At that time, Johan was still a little aware and could see and hear a little. But he was unable to move his own body at all, until at the end, as he lay on the ground, he saw both feet drifting began to inhabit him. The two hanging legs moved closer to him who was lying helplessly in that place.

“please I” thought Johan inwardly slowly closed both his eyes.

And in the end, Johan was unconscious for a long time. As long as he was unconscious, he dreamed that he had awakened and awakened from his stupor. He dreams if he wakes up in a vast, fresh pasture. The wind blew his body smooth as if it would caress gently in each between the hair with warm air.

He was lying on a soft and thick grass. The clump around him is in the form of weeds and weeds that seem to dance due to the warm wind. Like a warm and soft mattress, he was really comfortable in that place.

“thank goodness you're awake” said the woman lying next to Johan.

“ehh? Your ka-? You were the one who was in the lightning bolt?” johan asked so surprised as she looked at the woman.

“yapp you're right, we didn't have time to get acquainted this afternoon.base lightning brash” said the woman with a little laugh.

“iya, I remember it” Johan replied with a slight laugh.

“we stare at the same sky, with the same earth and also breathe the same air” said the woman while pointing towards the sky.

“iya, the sky is really blue and clear”, Johan said, pointing with the index finger of the blue sky in front of him.

“but why all humans compete to damage my nature, paahal I have given everything to man” said the woman clenched her hands.

“your evening? You're saying that nature is yours? you really look like Goddess Alam”, Johan said with her laughter.

“indeed true I Dewi Alam” said the woman.

“ohh, so you are Goddess Alam” said Johan nodding his head casually.

“HHAAAHH! SO YOU GODDESS ALAMM!!” yelled Johan with super duper is very amazing surprised not to play.

“I don't think that you really aren't that happy” said the Goddess of Nature closed her mulunt while holding back laughter.

“ma-forgive me Goddess, I really do not believe that you really exist and real” said Johan immediately woke up from his sleep and then bowed his head to the Goddess of Nature.

“it's okay, don't lower your holy head, my son. You have taken good care of nature, so I came to your dreamland” said the Goddess of Nature.

“i feel really flattered for your presence in this dream even though this is only in the dream world” said Johan lowered his head.

“don't be formal with me, lie down again beside me and hold my right hand using your left hand.” said the woman stuck out her hand.

“a-what's up?” johan asked.

“already, lie down beside me and hold my hand” said the Goddess of Nature.

“baik” said Johan nodded his head.

“after seeing see see, Goddess of Nature is really like Echidna from Anime Re:Zero” thought Johan while looking clearly all over the body of Goddess of Nature

Johan also lay beside the Goddess of Nature by relaxing and relaxing his body. After that, he extended his right hand to the left hand of the Goddess of Nature. Johan also tightly grasped the palm of the Goddess of nature with a hand that slightly shook due to embarrassment or prestige.

A moment after he grasped the hand of the Goddess of Nature, instantly the entire body of Johan creeped out without cause. All of his hair really stood up without cause with a body that is more sensitive than usual. Johan felt that the wind and warm air increasingly welcomed Johan in the landscape of the meadow. The sense of comfort became so that Johan felt the escape of all the fatigue that accumulated in his body.

“ini is so good. Buset. If all humans are able and can feel the beauty and comfort of nature around us, I am sure humans will always be friendly with nature” Johan murmured in his heart.

“iya, nice and comfortable right? I also think like that. maybe humans just have not felt the real pleasure” explained the Goddess of Nature.

“ehh?” ask Johan.