Ai, Love Me
Eps 13, Mental 3 months ago today

They all got into the car with the papah Johan. They sat in their seats with their own umbrellas. Papah Johan immediately gas and left the hospital. Because the father of Johan still does not know where the location of the house of all Johan friends, therefore each of them leads the way to their respective homes.

Until the end, only Emilia was left in the car along with the papah Johan. When Emilia had reached the front of her house, Emilia opened the door to get out of the car. However, at that time the papah Johan also locked the car door and wanted to talk to Emilia.

“ma-sorry, son Emilia. Can we talk for a second. This is a Johan” problem, said the papah Johan while turning off his car engine.

“emm, are you not at home?” ask Emilia.

“no, no need. Om just want to tell you something” said papah Johan.

“ehh, what's up? Why so suddenly?” ask Emilia.

“it's okay, om just gather the courage to be able to say something like this. And now om has made the determination to say this” said the papah Johan.

“what's om?” ask Emilia.

“so, om know why Johan experienced stress three months ago” said papah Johan.

“ehh? why om?” ask Emilia.

“actually, the woman who is now the mother of Johan, is not the birth mother of Johan” said papah Johan.

“hahh? The real om? Meaning?” emilia asked in surprise.

“om divorced Johan's mother three months ago, and that's when he married the current mother Johan. From that moment Johan could not accept his birth mother at all. Johan actually rebelled even we never eat at the same dining table. Johan just shut himself up in his own room. Then, yesterday the day after, we heard about Johan's ailing grandmother. Hearing that papah and mamah Johan really want to help the process of treatment of Johan's grandmother. At that time, we didn't have enough money. Therefore, by force we sell computers and laptops owned by Johan. Hearing that Johan immediately rebelled and in the end he ran away from home” said the papah Johan.

“so, true what the doctor said. Johan really loved his birth mother but when three months ago the family he loved was divided. Maybe that's the reason why Johan was crying in the school shed. If you may know, why om and Johan's birth mother can divorce?” ask Emilia.

“om can not answer” papah Johan said with a guilty face.

“sorry, it has violated the privacy of family” said Emilia.

“no, that's okay” replied papah Johan.

Shortly after, Emilia opened her car door and then got out of the car. Before Emilia closed the car door, with a sincere smile and a glare of my eyes, the papah Johan said “if what the doctor said was true about Johan who was exposed to stress, I want you to accompany her when she's lonely. Om pamper first. Om will pick up Johan”'s grandma and grandpa

“ba-good om” said Emilia while saluting.

“ehh? Pick up Johan's grandpa's grandma? Meaning?” think Emilia in heart.

Emilia closed the door and walked into her house. Similarly, the papah Johan who at that time immediately started his car engine and then plugged the gas to return to the hospital. By then, the rain had stopped. The night sky is not covered with rain clouds and makes the light of dozens of stars decorate the night sky.

There was only a drop of dew attached to the car of the papah Johan. Raindrops reflected by the red light from traffic signs adorned the white car of Johan papah. The slippery road asphalt also reflected the light from the bright street lights illuminating the silence that night.

When Johan arrived at the hospital, Johan's father immediately called his mother. In her phone call, the mother said she had been with Johan in the 3rd floor hospital room in room number 43B. At once the papah Johan took the elevator and then looked for room number 43B on the 3rd floor.

After the papah found Johan's inpatient room, the papah went into the room. There was only one bed where the bed was reserved for patients on behalf of Johan. On the other hand, the mother was sitting holding Johan's left palm and stroking elus' palm.

“how is the condition?” ask the papah to approach Johan and mother.

“his fever is still high and his breathing is still irregular. Johan has the possibility of having a seizure if his fever does not go down” replied the mother.

“has Johan been given medication?” ask the papah.

“sudah” replied the mother.

“when can Johan wake up and wake up?” ask the papah.

“ said the nurse, most likely he will wake up tomorrow morning like sleeping on a normal” replied the mother.

“then you go home. Let papah take care of Johan here” said the papah stroked the head of the mother.

“papah gamau you follow sak” sahut papah Johan.

“your face has started to pale and also your hands are shivering. In this room a lot of AC and you are cold because your clothes are a little wet because of the rain earlier. You better go home and make a warm drink at home. Bring papah car and heart” said the papah while giving the car keys.

“should've rested it was you. You just got home from work and are still tired. You still haven't slept for long but you've woken up because Emilia arrived by a mamah phone and told you that Johan fainted in the park. Mending you just rest, later we replace” said the mother handed the car keys in the hands of papah and then put it in the pocket of papah's shirt.

“hmm, yes you are too. You're good here. If you want to drink warm, buy it in the hospital cafeteria. There's a lot of it. Drink plenty of water and do not get tired. Papah will be home, thank you very much. Keep Johan well good” said the papah while stroking the head of the mother.

“iya, aiap” said the mother.

The papah then ran out of the room and then went to the basement floor just to pick up a car from the parking lot. After that, the papah began to plug the gas and then walked away from the hospital to go home. On the other hand, the mother who was sitting next to Johan immediately walked out of the room just to go to the hospital canteen.

He buys a glass of warm milk in the supermarket cafeteria and takes it to Johan's room. Warm milk can at least warm the body of the mother. At 1 pm, where the mother still can not sleep and play hp beside Johan's bed. Just a scroll homepage instagram, that's the entertainment of the mother while watching the condition of Johan.

Not long after, with so much surprise, she saw Johan suddenly opened his eyes wide and looked at the sky of his room. Seeing that, the mother immediately approached Johan who was lying weakly there.

“nak Johan, are you awake?” ask mother.

“mamah? Why am I here? and why don't I sleep in my own room?” ask Johan.

“kamu abis fainted because of rain” replied the mother while rubbing rub her hands into the left palm of Johan.

Slowly, Johan let go of his mother's hand and raised his left hand. Johan also saw in the palm of his hand that there is still a tattoo, so Johan thinks that this is not a dream and it is true if Johan is being treated in the hospital.

“so, why did you even go to the park that night and you did not rush home when you wanted to rain” asked the mother.

“it's okay, I just want rain to rain mah” replied Johan with a forced smile.

“don't lie, why did you even rain in the park?” ask the mother.

“real mah, because in the room already no computer, so I gabisa play the game. So I'd rather walk the same way in the park drinking there. Ehh no idea I even rained”, said the Johan with forced laughter.

“alah mamah said do not lie, why do not you tell papah and mamah if you get a letter from the regional government?” ask the mother with her sharp gaze.

Hearing that, Johan immediately thought that he could not cover up his sadness anymore. In the end, Johan shed his tears and flowed into the earlobe.

“Johan thought, Johan will tell papah if papah has woken up. That's really sudden news anyway. I was dizzy when I read the letter. I always pray that the letter is just a dream” Johan said with his wet husky voice starting to shed tears.

“it's okay, mamah this is your family. At home there is also your papah. Why are you hiding it yourself?” the mama asked began to weaken her gaze.

“if Johan tells you, Johan is afraid to hear the sound of crying again. I've heard enough crying from people I love” Johan said.

“i no longer want to hear the sound of tears since my mother cried in front of me. From then on, I really didn't want to never even hear the sound of crying again. But the news on the piece of paper pushed me to hear the voice I hated the most. For some reason, but I hate crying” Johan said while covering both eyes using his right arm.

“what son Johan did not intend to tell him to mamah and papah?” ask the mama.

“why should I give it to you? I intend instead to burn it and let it become ash” Johan shouted as he held his head with both hands. Johan was also strange. Johan covered both of his eyes using both of his palms. Johan also pulled hard all the hair on his head so tightly.

“heh, son Johan? What was? is Johan okay?” asked the mama was so surprised by Johan's character change.

“I'll burn it, even if it's money. Why did they leave me? I screamed, I glared, I got dizzy. My mother left me. My grandfather and grandmother left me. I do not want to lose my father and mother now. I don't want to. I want to save papah and granny” shouted Johan hysterically in the room.

Seeing that, the mother immediately pressed the emergency button hanging on Johan's bed for the nurses to come there. After all, some nurses came to Johan's room and then did a handler against Johan's slowly rebellious body. Both Johan's hands and legs were stopped by the nurses there and then one of them injected fluid into Johan's left arm.

Instantly Johan fell silent and stopped rebelling. Seeing that, as a parent, even though not a real mother, the mother immediately cried shed tears when she saw the condition of her child who was so treated cruelly. But what power, medics are indeed required to do such handling.

“a-what happened? what's wrong with my son Johan?” thought her mother asked.