Ai, Love Me
Eps 9, Dream truth and tattoos

.Johan awoke from his sleep. He also felt pain and a little pain because the eyes were crying too much. The pillow he was wearing was wet because his tears were still imagined with the dream he had just experienced. Dreams that refer to togetherness that will never happen again. Johan smiled sincerely at the sky of his room and sighed deeply.

“excuse me, can mommy come in?” his mother said, knocking on the door of his room.

“ada what mah?” asked Johan in a soft voice.

“mamah just want to chat with you” said the mother.

“mending do not first deh mah” said Johan rubbed his tears.

“makanya, mamah enter ya” said the mother opened the door to Johan's room.

“has not worked mah, I gapapa kok. Mamah gausah mas-“ said Johan stopped. Because, he was surprised when his mother walked in along with papah. The two of them walked with a paper map containing X-ray letters. They both turn on the lights and then sit next to Johan who is lying on the bed.

“mamah want to tell you this” said the mother.

“what is mah?” johan turned her sad face away.

“at least see what the content is first, you will definitely be very happy” said the papah.

“papah storyain just what it is, I will dreadin” said Johan.

“already, if you do not want to see the contents, let your mom be the one who told” said the papah in a soft voice.

“so, you will be an older sister” said the mother.

“eh, huh?” johan asked immediately looking into the eyes of the mother. Johan was really surprised when he heard that he would have a sister. His feelings at that time were really mixed, where he was still saddened by the departure of the grandmother. But his feelings cannot be denied if he is really happy when he hears that he will become a brother.

The feeling of being mixed into one made him dizzy. He looked at his watch and found that it was already night. Johan was shocked for a long time as he fell asleep. Johan thought too hard and decided to leave his room to just look for fresh air at night.

“I want to go first” said Johan moved from his bed.

“ehh? Papah thought you'd be cool if you had a sister. Seeing from your flat facial expression, papah think you feel ordinary if you have a sister” said the papah.

“i was pretty cool, but because of the sad news about grandma, I feel guilty if I put on a smiley and happy face. I better be fairer in sharing my feelings” replied Johan immediately walking out of his room.

Johan entered the bathroom just to wash his face and brush his teeth. After that, he took the wallet in the room and found that his parents were still in the room.

“do you guys not want to go out? I want to lock it from outside” Johan said while turning off his room lights.

“hm, yes” said the papah and mamah immediately walked out of the room.

The two of them came out and then walked down towards the middle room. Johan locked the door of his room from the outside and then walked downstairs. He saw that his parents were also sitting on the sofa in the middle seat along with the grandfather who had not returned.

Johan opened the outside door and then pulled out his wooden bicycle. Do not forget that he had to close the gate first before leaving the house. He paddled his bicycle without regard for his safety. However, it is fitting that someone always takes care of the care of the vehicle that person uses. Even in her state of being at such a fast pace, she still thinks about her beloved grandmother.

In the end, while at the corner of the fork at the end of the road, when Johan was about to turn, suddenly there were a series of small children who ran across the road without seeing the crowded conditions of the road first. Lucky at that time, the road was really very quiet with motorized vehicles.

But the luck was only on the side of the little boy. In fact, when Johan was about to turn, Johan was really surprised by the presence of children who arrived just swept. Seeing that, Johan immediately slammed the steering wheel to avoid the little boy.

Unfortunately, the paddle bike worn by Johan instead hit an electric pole that was beside the road. He hit so hard that his body spontaneously pushed forward. He bounced hard forward until he fell. Luckily, there were no wounds that scratched Johan's skin. However, that luck was unable to save Johan's sprained right hand.

When Johan stood up from the accident, he found that the little boy had disappeared from the road. And also Johan feels that the road is really quiet will be a vehicle. It was as if Johan would be the only one destined to meet the little boy and this road accident. It made Johan so surprised by what happened today.

“ehh? Where was that little boy? Why not exist?” thought Johan asked.

Johan walked towards his wooden bike and then took back his wooden bike. He soon realized that Johan's right wrist and right arm had been sprained and made Johan really in pain if forced to lift heavy items.

“huufftt, how unlucky I am today” thought Johan in heart.

He lifted his bike with only one left hand. His hands were still shaking violently because the shock of the accident made him unsettled while on the trip. His body that was squeezed due to such a strong and fast heartbeat made him undo the intention to go to the supermarket and return home.

“gilak, my skin was scuffed because it fell earlier” thought Johan while looking at the skin of his blisters palms.

“I did not think that the road asphalt was so rough, my skin was actually hot” said Johan while shaking his hands.

Johan also berkir twice to decide that he immediately go home or go to the supermarket first. In the end, the answer was already round that he was really hungry and decided to go to the supermarket to continue his journey.

In the middle of the road, he really wondered why the streets were so deserted. Until he got back on his bike and pedaled his bike to the supermarket, he still really did not know what really happened.In every street and hallway, Johan really could not find anyone.

“this must be a dream. I really don't see a single person here. Bener is silent. Where'd they? Even if I don't hear the sound of a motorcycle engine even though it's night, but it's still 9 p.m. It would be very strange if it was still 9 pm already this quiet” thought Johan asked

Until in the end, he also reached the front of the supermarket where he used to shop. When he entered the supermarket door, Johan was immediately silenced by the atmosphere inside the supermarket. There was no one in the supermarket, he did not find the cashier and the buyer.

Johan was really scared of it. Johan felt that he was really lonely in this world. Johan got out of the supermarket and rushed home from there. While on the way, Johan was really disturbed by the pain and heat of Johan's palm.

“i'm really unlucky, maybe I should rest first bentar” thought Johan while sighing long.

He decided to stop for a moment to the park where the park was the park where Johan had fainted before. Johan walked towards the center of the park and then sat down on the park chair there. Shortly before that, Johan bought a cold canned drink at a vending machine next to his garden chair.

“loh? Heh? How's ilang? How can you say? Don't don't it's not a tattoo? If it's not a tattoo, what is it? And also when hit by water, the tattoo also does not cross. I also tried to rub the tattoo, but nothing changed” said Johan was really surprised.

“kalo is not a tattoo, means what is it? Is it possible that the tattoo was lost because my hand was scratched because of the fall earlier? I don't think that's possible” Johan said.

“ymbol you lost because you are not in the real world but still in the dream world” said the Goddess of Dreams who suddenly just sat next to Johan.

“haaahhh!!” johan shouted so surprised.

“hai, back again” said the Goddess of Nature smiled sincerely.

“ba-how did you get here?” johan asked still in shock.

“how am I going to get here? Maybe because this is alamku” said the Goddess of Nature.

“ohh, yes also. forgive me who still do not know you further” said Johan while lowering his head.

“i told you, don't be so formal to me. Besides, I still have not told you my name” said the Goddess of Nature.

“ehh? So the Goddess of Nature also has a name?” ask Johan.

“according you? How can my friends call me if I don't have a name?” ask the Goddess of Nature.

“emm, maybe you are only called by the name of Goddess of Nature, said Johan.

“i have been called the goddess of nature by all my friends. I want all humans who adore me to know my real name someday” said Goddess of Nature.

“then, if you can know, what's your name?” asked Johan while opening the can.

“my name is Greisha, Greisha Gremour. Everyone calls me Greisha, but many call me Gremour. Though I would love to have a normal name like a human in general”, said Greisha while putting on a sad face.

“why should be moody? Your name is cool. G-R-E-I-S-H-A, that's really cool and maybe no human will have a name as cool as it” said Johan.

“really? To all my friends, I think my name is a strange name and difficult to call”, Greisha said.

“i think, if someday when I have a child, maybe my son will be named Greisha Mahesa. Really cool, right?” johan asked as she gave her one thumb and blinked her one eye.

“ehh, emm, lu-lumayan. That's pretty cool” said Greisha hid her face that began to redden.

“what did Johan say? He used my name and added his surname? Does that mean that Johan wants to marry me?” think Greisha in the heart.

“eh? Why are you looking down? Are you dizzy?” ask Johan.

“Goddess can't be dizzy, stupid!” greisha cried out, looking into Johan's eyes.

“eh? you really are dizzy. Your face reddened” said Johan while touching Greisha's eel.

“ti-no, I will not be able to dizzy” cried Greisha with a face that is getting red.

“it's up to you, but I just told you, don't push yourself too much.” said Johan calmly.

“noisy, I know that too, stupid!” greisha turned her face away from Johan.

“whatever you” says Johan.

It became awkward, where there was not a single conversation that could be discussed there. The two of them sat on the same garden chair with the light of the garden light shining down on the two of them. The air had already begun to cool down and blow Johan's goosebumps without cause.

“after all, this is just a dream world isn't it? I also don't know if you really exist in the real world or not” said Johan.

“as the Goddess of Nature, I will tell you the secret of the tattoo lost from your left palm” Greisha said.

“heh? So you know about my tattoo? I expected you to give the tattoo to me” said Johan.

“actually, the tattoo is just a marker that you have had a relationship with a god or goddess. Having such tattoos was a great achievement as they could be reunited with the nature-forming gods and goddesses they admired and respected. Therefore, all nature spirits will be happy if they can meet you. Maybe you someday, you can meet with nature spirits” said Greisha.

“so, if the tattoo is gone, then I will never see you again?” ask Johan.

“no, yours is not lost, this is just a dream world, therefore yours is not lost. You will see it if you wake up later” said Greisha.

“when? When can I wake up?” ask Johan.

“kalo you want to wake up, you can bite your own hands” Greisha said.

“what is true?” ask Johan.

“please try. Maybe this way can berhas-“ said Greisha stopped. Johan bit his hand before Greisha finished her words.