ALINEAL
Chapter 61: Missing You
Hearing the news that Rangga and Alea moved to Germany, Lyra rushed to her brother at his residence.
"Mas Rio, Mba Ana why did you let Rangga and Alea to return to Germany?" ask Lyra.
"The staircase has full rights to determine where he will stay and we have no right to ban him" Rio replied firmly.
"But what about Alea?"
"The very responsible stepfather, he was also very painstaking in taking care of his daughter"
"Mas Rio and Mba Ana don't mind if I ask Rangga to marry Stela? after all Alea needed a mother figure, I think Stela is suitable to be a connecting mother for Alea."
"Muhhk...." Ana is surprised to hear a question from Lyra, to be honest Ana somewhat objected if Rangga married Stela but Ana can not say it directly to Lyra.
"Try you just ask Rangga, we also have no right to regulate Rangga."
Actually Ana does not mind if Rangga decides to marry again, but somehow Ana hopes if Rangga is not married to Stela.
"really Mba? tomorrow I'll call Rangga."
"Yes go ahead" Ana's feelings become unworthy of hearing Lyra's words.
After Lyra's return, Rio noticed the change in the look on his wife's extremely anxious face.
"Stela is indeed my niece and Lyra is my younger sister, but I also hope that Rangga will reject her."
"Clearly darling?"
"Later I'll call Rangga and talk this matter to her" Rio's remark made Ana breathe a little relieved.
Two days later Rio had not had time to contact Rangga, Lyra had already called Rangga first.
After pleasantries asking Alea and Alea's development, Lyra immediately expressed her intention to ask Rangga to marry her daughter Stela.
"Sorry Aunty, Rangga has already branded Stela like Rangga's own sister no more than that"
"But Rangga, Alea needs Mom's figure to grow up."
"Alhamdulillah Alea grew up to be a very cheerful child and not a hindrance in her growth, once again I apologize Aunty I can not marry a woman I do not love, but I always pray for Stela to soon get the best companion for her life"
"Rangga, it's not good to continue to linger in grief. In any case you need the figure of a companion" said Lyra impressed memkasa.
"Aunty, I've been sincere with God's decree and at this time I am very happy living together with Alea, once again I apologize if I let Aunty down, Aunty, I turned off the phone because Alea was looking for me. See you, Aunty, Assalamualaikum."
Rejection from making Lyra's heart ache, she spills her vexation on her Brother and sister-in-law.
But Rio and Ana are actually very relieved by Rangga's decision, as a good brother Rio still listened to all his sister's complaints, he also advised not to force Rangga.
"Dek, that love can not be forced, I'm sure there are still many men out there who can love and love Stela" said Rio.
"Well, I'll talk to Stela, hopefully she'll take it this time." Lyra hung up on her phone.
With his S3 diploma Rangga chose to teach at one of the universities in Germany, he wanted to have more time for his only daughter.
Rangga really enjoyed his role as a father and mother for his little daughter so without feeling Alea had reached the age of five years.
Every night Rangga always told Alea about Tyshia and always asked Alea to pray for her mother.
"Dad, Did mom love me a lot?
"Yeah, of course. She loves you very much." Rangga recounted the happiness of himself and Tyshia when he first heard Alea's heartbeat in Ttshia's womb, when I first saw Alea who was still a bean in the USG monitor and first felt a small kick of Alea in Tyshia's stomach.
Everything is still clear in Rangga's memory, Rangga held back his tears when remembering Tyshia's struggle to have a baby.
"Okay, It's time to go sleep.Mmmuuah..." Rangga stopped his story, he did not want to look sad in front of his daughter.
"Dad Good Night."
"Good night honey." Rangga kissed her daughter's forehead and covered her, as soon as Rangga wanted to turn off her daughter's room lamp Alea called her back.
"Dad."
"Yes love."
" You will come to school tomorrow, right?"
"Yes, I will come and see you tomorrow."
"Black and white, the color in my life is instantly gone when you're gone"
Looking at her black and white maternity photos, Rangga only realized that Tyshia had given a sign before her departure.
With tears falling on her cheeks, Rangga played Tyshia's piano.
... I'll Never Love Again - Lady Gaga...
...Wish I could...
...If I could...
...I could have said goodbye...
...I could have said goodbye...
...I would have said what I wanted to...
...I'll tell you what I want to say...
...Maybe even married for you...
...Maybe even cry...
...If I knew it would be the last time...
...If I knew it would be the last time...
...I would have broke my heart in two...
...I'll split my heart in two...
...Tryin' to save a part of you...
...Trying to save a part of you...
...Don't want to feel another touch...
...Not feeling another touch...
...Don't want to start another fire...
...Don't want to feel any other coals...
...Don't want to know another kiss...
...Don't want to know another kiss...
...No other name falling off my lips...
...No other name came out of my lips...
...Don't want to give my heart away...
...Not giving my heart...
...To another stranger...
...To a stranger...
...Or let another day begin...
...Or let the day change...
...Won't even let the sunlight in...
...Nor will it let the rays of the sun break through...
...No. I'll never love again...
...I'll never love you again...
...I'll never love again...
...I'll never love you again...